Are there any novels about the female protagonist's first love and the death of her female friend?

A long time ago, in the novel, the female protagonist's first love fell ill and the female protagonist watched him die in her arms. Later, she met the boy who opened the bar and got together. Later on, one of the female protagonist's good friends also fell ill. When the female protagonist went to look for her, she held her and sang to her as she died. It was a printed novel, the kind that was especially thick. Because it had been seven or eight years, she suddenly remembered it.

Answer 1

Paranoid Addiction: Good Night, Mr. Feng. I recommend this modern romance novel," Paranoid Addict: Good Night, Mr. Feng." The novel described how the female protagonist, Gu Qiao, met the male protagonist, Feng Tingyu, when she was six years old. She loved him for fifteen years, but in the end, she became a prisoner. She held the dead child in her arms and questioned Feng Tingyu. He coldly replied that she deserved to die and would never be able to find her again. The female protagonist's first love and best friend had died in her arms. I hope you can get the touching and shock of the story.