Chapter 54

"There you are, Doll." Bucky looked up as I entered the room and gave a whistle. "You look amazing."'

"Aw, thanks Buck." I looked at everything Bucky had laid out. There was pizza and popcorn and all kinds of candy. "You didn't have to do all this. Just pizza was fine."

"I wanted to do it up right Doll." He walked up to me and took me in his arms and kissed me softly. "It's my first date with the love of my life."

My heart melted and I kissed him back sweetly. "I am honored to be that love."

He held me close for a moment. He pulled back and looked at me. "So, what movie Dollface?"

"Um, do you have a preference on which type of movie you see? And don't panic. I don't do chick flicks."

"Oh, thank god. See I knew you were perfect." He kissed the end of my nose. "I don't care as long as I'm with you."

I smiled. "Well, I'm a huge horror fan. Surprising with knowing the things I do about Monsters but there ya go. Can we watch Nightmare on Elm Street?" It was one of my favorites and I knew it by heart so when we started fooling around, I wasn't going to miss anything.

"Sure thing Doll. I'll get it loaded up. Get some food and I'll be there in a minute."

I sighed happily and loaded a plate with a few slices of pizza and some gummy worms and gummy bears. I hesitated and grabbed Twizzlers too. And a bag of popcorn. Bucky laughed at me as he sat down. 

"A woman after my own heart. You plan on sharing those Twizzlers?" 

"Maybe." I held one in between my teeth and offered it to him. He bit down close to my mouth. 

"The best way to share candy I've ever had."

The lights went down, and the movie started. I cuddled up to Bucky with his arm around me and munched on pizza and candy. His hand absently rubbed my arm, and it sent shocks through my system. I set the remainder of my candy and popcorn on the seat next to me and ran my hand across Bucky's stomach. He looked down at me.

"Everything ok, Doll?"

I nodded and sat up some, I leaned in and gave him a kiss, teasing his lips with my tongue. He quickly opened his mouth to me. We started making out and I felt his hand on my breast over my dress, squeezing. I arched into his hand. Never stopping kissing me, he skimmed his hand down my body, down to my hip then over my leg, and up my inner thigh. He pulled away as he realized I didn't have anything on under my dress. 

"You have something missing with this outfit." He slid his hand back to the inside of my thigh and lightly brushed his fingertips against my pussy. "You are something special, Ariane." 

I tilted my hips. "I just wanted to let you know I asked Loki about us being together tonight. Not so much permission but that if he was okay with it."

He grinned at me and cupped me firmly. "Great minds think alike Doll, cause I did too."

"Oh, minds. That reminds me. Take a look at my doors. We had to reshape them."

I felt him looking inside my head. 

"I see. Like the old-fashioned split doors."

I nodded. "Yep. So, the bottom is for sensation and the top is for communication. Close your bottom half of Loki's door. I don't want him to be in a fight and get distracted by feeling me suck you into my mouth."

"Yeah, I could see where that would be a distraction." He cleared his throat. "Ok, that section is closed. Now, where were we." 

I kissed him and rubbed him through his pants. At his indrawn breath, I murmured, "Right about here."

I leaned over and unbuttoned and unzipped his jeans. I slid my hand inside his pants and freed his cock. Holding him in my hand I slid my mouth over his tip and sucked lightly. A shudder ran through his body, and I sucked him down my throat as deep as I could. 

"Doll... we can't do that here... someone could walk in."

I briefly lifted my head. "That's the point. I'm gonna make you come here, and then we can go to your room for the rest of the evening. You still owe me pinned against the wall."

I shoved him all the way in my mouth and his hips bucked. I started a fast rhythm and soon he was panting. I felt his hand come down on my head and he helped guide me how he wanted me to move. I felt myself grow wet as he got closer. I knew he was trying to keep quiet as he didn't want to bring anyone in here. I took him all the way deep, my teeth lightly scraping, and it kicked him over the edge. He gave a muffled shout and came. I swallowed every bit and lifted my head, licking my lips. 

"Best movie concession snack ever."

"Jesus Doll. I've been alive over 70 years and I've never had someone suck me off in a theater before."

I blinked innocently at him. 

"I was thirsty after all that popcorn."

His mouth dropped open. "Thirsty."

"Yep."

"Well, what if I want a snack?" His fingers toyed with my skirt.

I smacked his hand. "Nope. I wanna finish the movie. Then I wanna do something before we go to your room for the night."

"And what's that Doll?"

"You'll see after the movie." I snuggled back against his side and proceeded to watch my favorite movie. When it was over, he gave me a look. 

"You really like movies like that?"

"Yep. It's about all I watch. Maybe some action or Disney now and then. But mostly horror. And there are five movies in this series."

"Huh. Disney. The things you learn." 

"Speaking of, that is what I wanted to do before we go upstairs. I want to know more about you. All I know now is your time as the Winter Soldier, your favorite color is blue, you taste divine, and that sex with you is amazing. I won't pry into your mind so tell me more about James Buchanan Barnes."

"Who told you my middle name?"

"Mmmm, Steve may or may not have mentioned it?"

"Remind me to have a talk with Steve later."

I laughed. "Don't be hating on Steve. I asked to know more about you, and he told me your middle name but told me the rest has to come from you. So, who are you, Buck?"

"There isn't much to say. I joined the military in World War II with Steve. I was in the 107-infantry regiment. Something went wrong on a mission, and I ended up falling from a train. Steve blames himself because he was the one trying to pull me onto the train, but I fell before he could grab me. Because of the fall, I lost my left arm and was captured by Hydra. They started to experiment on me, trying to recreate the serum that they used on Steve. They wanted to create an army of Super Soldiers. They wiped my memory causing me to forget everything. My name, Steve, my family, my past. They buried who I was. They programmed me to turn into the Winter Soldier when they said a certain set of words. I did assassin missions for them and eventually, they ordered me to go after the Avengers. I fought with Steve and as I was about to kill him, he said "Till the end of the line." It jogged a memory forward and broke the current programming."

He looked sad and ashamed. "As my memories came back, I remembered I was the one that killed Tony's parents on one of their assassination commands for the Winter Soldier. It caused some friction as you can imagine. He was able to get past it as he worked out that it wasn't ME, but the Winter Soldier commanded by Hydra. So, I worked with Wanda, and it took some time but we were able to fully remove them from my head so that the activation words don't affect me anymore. I already told you about the guilt and the nightmares. I did some really horrible things. I know everyone says it wasn't me, but I still can't let it go.

I'm a killer and a monster. I honestly don't know why you love me. I am not worthy of you, and I don't deserve someone like you. You are so beautiful and so strong. You have been through so much and yet you still have the capacity to love with all your heart. You are kind, sweet, and an absolute badass. You are everything I ever wanted in a woman, and I am terrified of the day you look at me and realize the monster in me and turn away from me. But I am going to enjoy my time before then."

I looked at him with tears streaming down my face, he had bared his soul, every fear.