He is taken aback by how the boy seems very comfortable with allowing him to top him.
He poured some of the gel into his hand and spread it on Doyun's back door. He then inserted two fingers into the boy's back hole.
Doyun winced.
"Is it painful?" Byeongho asked with concern. He pushed his fingers deeper and tried to massage Doyun's insides, according to how he believed the young boy had done it the last time.
Except that it yielded a different result. Instead of him eliciting at least a moan from the boy, all he got was a wince and nothing else.
"Nevermind, go on." Doyun said, though he wasn't enjoying it, he had to play along for the older guy's sake.
He believes it may be because this is his first time. He knows from his research that many do not enjoy it the first time.
'Does this mean that he too did not enjoy it during our first time together? Were those loud moanings from pain and not from pleasure?'