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THE LAST HEIRESS OF OBLONSKY, BEATRIX

The sound of guns... The darkness... The smoke... Then, oblivion. Everyday, I am haunted by my nightmares. Everytime the thunder roll and lightning strikes, I shivered. Looking outside my window, I am writing my daily journal and poetry today... To release all the pains and tensions from my past. And I wrote.. December 18, 1980 Myshkin, Russia My beloved, Have you ever ask yourself... What's your life purpose? If.. Are you doing the right thing? Are you on the verge of confusion, loneliness, unhappiness and being stagnant? Day dreaming into your own world? Too much questions filled in your heart and mind. Too much of everything that you don't want. Too much! To clear out my confusion and to have more clarity about myself, I dig deeper inside me. Reminiscing my childhood moments and cherish them. Facing the darkest and painful moments of my memories. Those memories of repeating horror, memories of loss, memories of death. Yes, I did face it all. I cried hard. After decades of those patterned memories... This is the first time that I realized.. How I treated myself so badly. And I really wanted to give back to myself. By appreciating my past. Appreciate yourself more... Love yourself more... And you will discover more... I have discovered each words, all feelings, expression, harmony just fits well to take steps in writing this poem for my past. ***A LETTER FOR MY PAST SELF*** My dearest self in the past... I have been visiting you lately in a vast... You are carefree, immature and FEARLESS, You go out more, loving the sun and grasses, Full of sweat and sun-kissed from above. Joyous days, feet touching stones and green Oh How glorious those days have been Flowing like water in every storms within And wind touches, caressing my skin Telling me, It's ok dear, everything has it's purpose". A path full of journey and a dead rose All those rise and fall, I am with you... All those tears and laughter, I am with you... I am always with you til the end of time. You have no choice, we are both destined. Oh loving sun and dreamy moon, Grace us the light in our path divine, My past self, I thank you! For the wonderful memories... In my troubled present, found peace in you. Beatrix ********************************************** As I closed my journal... I just hear my Nana's footsteps and call out. "My princess, it's dinner time. Don't forget your coat, it's a bit freezing today!." "Yes, coming Nana!." I checked myself in the mirror for the last time, before sharing the table with Nana. The beauty in the mirror speaks of simplicity and elegance. I'm tall at my age of 15, around 183cm, with soft silver wavy hair and emerald green eyes. I'm looking at the reflection of my mother. And before my tears fall. "Beatrix?" A hint of annoyance in Nanas voice. "Yes, sorry Nana." Then, we silently eat our beetroot soup. In the same month, in different year. Our mother gather all of us, her children, near the fireplace hearth, made of granite and marble stone. My eldest brother Maxim played the piano while my older sister Annika played the flute. While me and my mom, cheerfully singing. Then, our beloved father Dimitri, joined us in our joyfulness. Amidst our liveliness, the commotion outside the House of Oblonsky raised our fears. People shouting with torches and guns. My father Dimitri was stunned. I'm crying in horror. I hugged my father...for the last time. When.... My small voice... bellowed "NO!!!!" "Mama, Papa..." "Maxim, Annika..." 

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THE GETAWAY

We are all packed up and set to go.

Stefan and I, are wearing three layered thick clothes to protect us from the cold.

Confusion still linger in my mind.

I hope everything is fine.

The horses are ready for us to ride.

And Peter already loaded our suitcase to the black Toyota Land cruiser.

Peter waited for us to leave first.

Stefan helped me to saddle up.

And we are settled and ready for our journey.

"Thank you..Your Highness!" I said cheerfully.

"Peter..see you in Bird bridge!" Stefan said.

Then, I slightly squeeze my calf to signal Winter to move as Stefan started Stygian.

We started into a walk then few meters away from the house, we started to trot.

We exert more pulse of energy to get them going.

We passed through the Canyon Creek and Sounds river.

Then, we are moving through the Seward Highway..the long stretch of road surrounded by the scenic picturesque of nature.

And the Turnagain Pass..the passage in between the glorious mountains and the beautiful bay.. then, we are mesmerize by the Wetland wild life scenery.

I couldn't find the words to describe everything!

I'm overjoyed.

My eyes and heart is filled with nature wonders that I couldn't fathom.

As we moved farther.. we are welcomed by Portage Glacier road.

Coldness is getting into us.

Stefan decided to stopped over to a famous Girdwood Restaurant and Bar for our lunch.

When we entered...the smell of coffee and smoke whiffing in my nose.

The interior is all made of wood.

I felt the warm greetings of the people around.

I smiled and responded.

Stefan choose a spot near the doorway.

"My love...are you cold? Do you want some coffee? " he holds my hand and squeeze them.

"Yes, thank you..Your Highness!" I responded.

We had some coffee and a hearty meal.

And we requested some carrots to feed our horses.

Then, we quickly left the bar and go back to the road.

We are passing through the Kenai Peninsula Turnouts...Oh! They are all covered with a light snow.. shining in silver colors.

"We are nearing Bird Point Bridge! he said while pointing the car.

Then, we saw Peter parking on the side of the Bird Point Bridge..

Oh the scenic overlook...just wowed me...

it's magical!

Stefan given Peter some instructions and bid good bye.

I hugged and kissed Winter.. thanking her for the wonderful ride.

Stefan and I are settled and more warmth inside the car.

This is the first time that I have enjoyed the ride in Seward Highway.

Coldness can't stopped my fiery heart of amazement.

We are now closer to Anchorage Airport.

We are flying?

"Your highness... Where are we going?

Stefan grinned from ear to ear.

"We are flying my love...we will be flying to Sweden! "

"I think that's quite far.. Your Highness! I haven't been to Sweden. I'm feeling anxious about the flight."

"And this is my first time to be on a flight, Your Highness." I added.

"Don't worry My Love..everything will be ok. We will fly our family's private plane. It's surely safe." he cheerfully smiled.

We arrived in the airport while the sun is setting.

We are welcomed by two Captains and four other crews.

They helped us with our suitcases.

And we embarked inside the plane.

It's no ordinary plane, I think it's big enough to occupy more than fifty people.

The interior is like a small house with pastel colors.

There are special seats for comfortable flight and room cubicles for sleeping.

I felt at home.

We removed our coats and some layer of our clothes since it's warm inside.

As soon as we are settled, the flight attendant served us with sumptuous food for our dinner.

And Stefan requested for a wine.

Right after our dinner, we heard the Captain speaking, welcoming us on board and giving us information about the flight.

And... we take off.

I felt edgy and anxious.

Stefan hold my hands to comfort me.

Then I closed my eyes and feeling light-headed.

Stefan checked on me.

"My love are you ok? We're already flying high now." he stated.

"I wanted to get to the lavatory, Your Highness..I'm feeling sick."

"Let's get moving immediately.." he said.

We unbuckled our seats and started our way to the bathroom.

As soon as I reached the lavatory, I vomited.

I am feeling gross.

I started to clean myself before going out.

"Are you feeling better My Love? Do you like some mint?"

"Yes, thank you...Your Highness!"

Then we moved our way to our bed cubicles.

Another flight attendant approached us and give us some sheets and blankets.

Then, she asked "Do you need anything else..Your Highness?"

"No, it's ok.. we're fine. Thank you Julie!" Stefan responded.

We lay down on the bed and snuggled next to each other.

Stefan looks at me with full of devotion.

"My Love...O how I wanted to finish that thing that we had started earlier." he said in teasing manner.

My face is red all over and I felt warm.

"Don't worry My Love... we have our lifetime to enjoy! he chuckled.