Can I Put Up With This Monster

(Isabelle POV)

"What you feel now, is the vampire in me, a cold-blooded killer," He said and I saw his pupil turn red, it scared me to the core. I have never gotten this killing aura before, my heart hurt for him.

"Before I close the human world, just before I went to slumber I did the unthinkable," he said and I can feel the hurt in his voice.

"What do you mean?" I asked with my voice coming out dry

"As you know, vampire live on blood, for centuries, they use human as a blood bag, forcefully, but now they use animal many still use humans but no longer kill human like before" he scoffed.

"Yea, all this became possible because of you," I said remembering what Damien said before the Azalk attack. He laughed

"Vampire crave for blood, as a hybrid mine is much more," he said.

"I have not seen or hear you suck or attack anyone," I said as a matter of fact.

"Yea, that's because of you, you are the calm to my storm, that the strength I draw in you" he came closer "so don't let people fool you," he said and I could feel his honesty, but then again the honesty may be because of the mate bond.

"It's because of your self-control," I said, and that's the truth, he laughs

"It seems we have to take a trip to the darkest part of me" he said and caresses over my cheek "I hope it changes nothing" he said and gave me the warmest smile, it's so contagious I had to smile back, with that he invaded my thought and just with a blink am in another place, everywhere is dark, it's night.

"Where are we?" I asked

"This is the memory of my last visit to the human realm," he said holding my hands and I looked around. With my sharp hearing, I heard a distinctive noise from distance, I heard a shout and crying of women, I think people there need my help, I ran towards the noise locked hands with hunter though it's his memory I know he is letting me do what I like.

"What's all this," I said as we got there, I saw dead bodies, women, children men, all ripped apart, it was an appalling sight, I hid my face from most of them.

"What would've caused this," I said, already wiping

"Not what, who," Hunter said, and just that moment he allowed me to feel the deadly aura here, and then I could feel and smell all the dead bodies, this is a village and the whole villager are dead.

I went pale as I realize who did it, I can still feel his deadly aura and it is horrifying

"Hunter, it's you," I said, then just that moment, another came out from the darkness, soaked in blood, this is the hunter that did this, this is the cold-blooded vampire hunter, he is a monster.

"Why?" I asked with tears

"As I said, my craving is worst, and with a bite I will be blinded by a frenzy and I just couldn't stop, 1 turn to 10, ten turns to hundred, hundred became a whole village"he said with sadness, as much as I feel his sadness, I still see the monster in him.

"What have you done Hunter" I heard a voice, I turn and saw Jacob, I easily knew it was beta Jacob, Jacob grandfather, he was here with a group of people

"We have to stop the alpha," he said to the guys he came with

"That's impossible beta, our strength even come from him," one of the guys said

"I know, the more reason we have to bring him back to his usual self" Beta Jacob said, what a man of courage I thought to myself.

"Attack" he ordered and they all lunged at Hunter he easily beat them down, but for some reason didn't kill, he just wanted to leave here and go to the next village, they kept attacking stopping him from going further, they were brave men.

When Hunter got bored of their attack he rendered them immovable, everybody was stuck, for the first time I am with the motion that Silas said someone should not be this strong.

"Come on Hunter, open your eyes" Beta Jacob kept trying to move, blood started coming from his eyes, ears, nose

"Come on, make it stop" I cried out

"Its a memory, I can't," Hunter said, I kept watching as Beta Jacob is about to bleed to death.

"You're meant to protect life, not destroy it," beta Jacob said, with that he fell, I think he lost his whole strength, but before he could hit the floor, Hunter caught him.

"What have I done," he said and I feel the cold and killing intent disperse, he is back to his usual self, he released his men from their state, he looked around and saw the massacre of his own making.

"What have I done" he cried

"All is well as long as you're back," Beta Jacob said, opening his eyes. With that Hunter brought me out of the memory

"This is what I will be if I don't have you in my life," Hunter said with all honesty

But am really in dilemma, is it who he will become without me or who he really is, cause being with me doesn't make his vampire gene disappear, he is and always will be a vampire. Can I put up with this monster