Chapter Four pt. 1

I look at my window as his car pulls away. I forgot what happiness had felt like until today. I go over to my desk and grab my dairy that Dad gave me to write my feelings in. He said it might make me feel better. Well I refused to write in it for the longest time, but I had a thought that maybe if I called it Sadie, then I might feel like I'm talking to her. I open it and grab my pen.

𝐷𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑆𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑒,

𝑇𝑜𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝐼 𝑚𝑒𝑡 𝑎 𝑏𝑜𝑦. 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑓 𝑡𝑜𝑝 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑠𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑙 𝑒𝑛𝑗𝑜𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑣𝑖𝑒𝑤, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑒 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑎 𝑝𝑜𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑛𝑜𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑒. 𝑊𝑒 𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑢𝑝 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑢𝑛𝑐ℎ 𝑏𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑘, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑓𝑢𝑛𝑛𝑦. 𝐻𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑐𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑛𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑜𝑛 𝑎 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑗𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝑡𝑜𝑔𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟. 𝑆𝑜 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑙 𝑡𝑜𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝐼 𝑤𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑗𝑒𝑐𝑡. 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑙... 𝑊𝑒 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑑! 𝐿𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑟𝑡 𝑤𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝐼 𝑔𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑠. 𝐼 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑙𝑦 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑦 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ ℎ𝑖𝑚. 𝐼 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑤𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼 𝑔𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑙𝑒𝑠 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑛. 𝑊𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝐼'𝑚 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑦 𝑡𝑖𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑠𝑜 𝐼'𝑙𝑙 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑜𝑓𝑓 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒𝑑 𝑛𝑜𝑤. 𝐺𝑜𝑜𝑑𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡!

𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒,

𝑉𝑖𝑜𝑙𝑒𝑡♡︎

I closed my diary and put it back on my desk. I then switched my light off and snuggled in bed. Tomorrow is a new day...and for once I'm excited for it to come.