ch 14. problems

"im not here for u, if you asked yourself." jimin stated. "hm. wouldnt want my name on your list and besides i never had business with the GD" jin smirked. "how long did u know by the way? u never answered the qestion." jimin shrugged his shoulders. "suspected in my second week, knew before this happend. got confirmation yesterday." jin nodded. "i see." "how did u know?" "second day. i have eyes and ears everywhere jimin. its my job. u are a quiet good actor, i have to admid." "u knew that for so long? and still got into a relationship with me and pretended that u care about me?" jimin glared at him. "pretend? dont care? i made u a present jimin. and at least with my feelings i wasnt lying to u." jimin looked sceptical. "all u said about your life was a lie. but your feelings are true? how can that be jin?" jin sighed. "its the same true feeling, that i know u are not telling anyone about me, or that u trust me not to tell your little secret." jimin starred at his eyes to find the truth. "hm"

the boys had a problem. first it was jax. he got busted by a guard, when he made a drug deal. than it happend to rick. than alex. first it wasnt to obious , because jax and rick were block C. but than alex in block A. they lost their connections and eyes in the other blocks. it was frustrating and alarming. what was going on? for years now nothing could stop them and now it came after them one by one. joon contacted his secret men in the A and C block, he still had a back up nobody knew. they should scan the area and find out what was going on. joon took precaution with his men in his block. he got through every possibility of a mule in his gang. he trusted his boys, but still u never know. money was always a trigger for betray. he doubelt his efforts with work and safety. joon was highly alarmed and was only concentrated on his business. kook was left out.

kookie was angry and dissapointed. joon seemed have never time for him. he was always busy. the only time kook had him was when they were locked for the night into their box. and there joon fell like a tree into bed without talking much to him, or reading one of his books or even noticing kook at all. it was as if kook wasnt there. he sat on his chair and looked through some papers for his next test. he glanced to the bed and saw joon sleeping. he didnt even slept in kooks bed but in his own. this was unusual. kook didnt know in detail about the problems the gang had, joon wouldnt talk about it much.

jin waited for jimin to get ready to go back into his block. since their revalation they didnt talk much. it was a lot to take in and some distrust was between them. they knew now that the other was nothing they pretended to be. it was if they were new to each other. "u didnt need to get me. i could easily walked by myself." jimin stated. "not now. we have a lot of shit going on and i am not letting u do anything alone." "whats going on?" "i will tell u when we are alone tonight." jimin nodded. as they arrived kook and tae were running straight to them. "welcome back jimin!" they hugged him so tight, that jimin had to push and almost punshed them to let him go. they laught. "it was so boring without u" tae got some tears in his eyes. "and....you know....i am sorry" jimin smiled. "dont be. so what are u two doing right now?" "studying. tests are coming up. u need to get your stuff quickly or u will fail yours" kook noted. "oh yeah shit! i absolutly forgot." jimin rolled his eyes. they sat on the table and started to learn for the tests. jin gave tanner a hand sign and walked out to the yard to meet suga and joon. tanner had now the daunting task to look after the three babes. he sighed. they were like flees. *thank god, for the tests. at least they stay together now and study!* tanner didnt noticed the man behind him. he walked casually towards him, walked lightly into him, apologized and walked away. tanner didnt think of it much, until he suddenly collapsed on the floor. he got stabbed and he didnt even noticed.

after the comotion and shock tanners stabbing caused, everybody got his day cut short and locked up into the cells. joon paced in circles. he was tensed up. "sit down joonie. u are making my head spin." joon stoped and fell down on the chair. "do u want to tell me whats going on?" "no" "why not?" "cause its not your business" joon angry replied. "i am your boyfriend" "and?" "i have the right to know!" "no u dont. just shut up and leave me alone, okay? i cant handle your whiny ass right now" kook snapped. "whiney? what do u fucking mean by whiney? i shut my mouth the last few days and let u be. and this is how u talk to me?" "i said shut up! i dont wanna deal with u right now! i have other things on my mind" "and u cant tell me why or what?!" at this point they yelled at each other. "because its about the gang and u are not a part of it." "but..." "jungkook your are not the thing everything and everyone revolves around 24/7!" they starred at each other. kook was shocked, pissed and hurt. he containd his tears of sadness and frustration, turned around and layed down on his bed. joon didnt care that he hurt him, his mind was on other stuff.

"wow u look like u didnt sleep in days" tae helped suga to get out of his clothes. "i feel like shit. everything is so frustrating. we need to find the reason behind this." "i hope tanner gets through. i like him" he pulled sugas pants down. "he is ok..... u like him?" tae looked up at suga and smirked. "jealous? seriously? of tanner?" suga layed down and stretched. he watched tae strip down. "who said im jealous?" "u?" tae layed down and put his head on sugas chest, his leg between his legs. "ha!....okay i am." tae chuckelt. "by the way. why are we naked?" suga looked at tae. "we need skinship. after what happend we should take it slow. so we start with a lot of skinship!" "are u concerned that i didnt fuck u by now?" "are u concerned that i didnt fuck u?" "no." "good. me neither. thats why i order from this day on we are sleeping naked and cuddel a lot, so we get over with this memory. until we have the urge back to fuck ourselfs senseless." suga laught. "i like this plan"

jimin felt uneasy. he was alarmed and watched every move jin made. "you are very jumpy for a highly trained killer." jin sat on the table with his books. jimin stayed silent. jin turned around. "show me the real u. i wanna see it" jimin sqintet his eyes. with speed of light he overpowerd jin and pressed him in a swift and effortless move into the wall. "how is this?" "not bad" jin pressed out. he was absolutly surprised. "are u letting me go?" jimin smiled. with another move he plunched jin to the ground and sat on him. "i wonder" jin pressed out again. "what?" "u could easily kill those guards." "i couldnt. carrington pressed anesthesic on my face. i was off." "that must be embarrassing for u" jin teased. "not more than for u laying on the ground now." jimin stated with a smirk. "i got through a lot of shit jin. i got in and out prisons since i was 13. this rape wasnt my first one." "im sorry for that" "dont be." he let jins arms go and got up. "i think thats enough for today" jin rubbed his arms and sat up. "so all i need is some narcotics and i could do what ever i want with u?" jimin glared at him. "did u need them before?" jin laught. "no. u were always submissiv. is that your kink?" jimin tilted his head. "what do u mean?" "outside you are this cold, calculating killer with no mercy but inside you are a submissiv little hoe?" jimin smiled. "everybody needs a hobby to relax after the job." jin laught. "whats your excuse to be a sadist?" jin sighed and smiled. "i am or was a underground cop. had a lot of busts of gangs. they sent me in here for someone, but i think they forgotten me, that started to frustrate me. and how u said yourself. everyone needs a hobby." "how long are u in here?" "3 years and 8 months" "what? for a job?" "thats normal. but i think they suspect that im dirty and wanna get rid of me. thats why i thought first that u had the job to take me out." jimin shook his head. "i told u. u are not my target." jin smiled at him. "good to know. whats your story with the GD? i never thought that fu wang would let an outsider into his company." "his youngest brother and i became friends when we did time. he talked his brother into the idea to make me a member and killer. i owe xiu a lot. he took care of me when i went trough shit." "hm" jin suddenly grabbed jimin by his hips. he pulled him close and layed his head on jimins belly. "i will show u my present soon." "what is it?" "u will see it on the news" "ok." they stayed silent for a while. jimin didnt move and jin didnt let him out of his arms. "i still love u" jimin smirked. "love me or u just wanna bang?" jin looked up. "love u and i want to bang, but not now." "ok." jin put his head back and sighed. he couldnt wait to let jimin see what he prepared for him.

the next day.

joon woke up in his own bed. first he was confused, but than he remembered. "shit" he growled and jumped down. kook was not there. "shit, shit shit" he fastly changed his clothes and headed out. kook wasnt outside by the tables or anywhere else. joon cursed more and saw suga. "yoongi! did u see kook?" "yeah, he and tae went to the libary. why? trouble in paradise?" "i think i hurt him yesterday" suga smirked. "say sorry." "i will. but now we have other things to do." he saw jin walking down the stairs. he held hands with jimin. joon and suga tilted their heads. "am i am crazy or ...." "if u are crazy than i am too. there is something going on with them that i dont wanna really know" suga growled. "morning. why are u looking weird?" "its nothing. can we hurry?" jin kissed jimin and walked with them. jimin stood there and couldnt belive that jin played like nothing happend.

tired and angry kook slammed utilites around on his cooking spot. tae watched him for a bit to figure out what was going on with him. "so he just ingnored u?" "can u belive this? after all we went through?!" he swirled around to his friend, the knife in the hand. tae flished back. "woah! carefull!" kook looked at tae, than down to his hand. "oh sorry" he put the knife away and rubbed his face frustrated. "thery are very busy at the moment. and tanner got stabbed. just hold on for the moment. it will be okay again soon!" tae tried to calm him down. kook just shook his head. "taehyung is right. theres a lot of shit going on!" jimin said as he came inside. "wow its hot in here!" tae smiled at jimin and hugged him. "morning chim! how are u?" jimin smiled at the nickname. "better. thank u. nice nickname tae!" they giggeld. kook looked annoyed at them. "can u go somewhere? i have to work" "we will get u in two hours for the tests! get joon and your problems out of your head" chim said and went out of the kitchen with tae.

that night:

"how were your tests?" "i dont know. i am so nervous about the results! i wrote at least three wrong answers." tae pouted his lips. suga smiled and caressed his face. "thats only 3 answers. belive me! u will have a positiv result!" tae smiled a bit and kissed him. "thank u!" "for what?""calming me down. or at least trying" suga chuckelt and kissed back more passionate. "hmmmm.... are u trying to convince me to get to the next step?" suga smirked at him. "u know how beautiful u are?" tae looked at him with his brow up. *what is he up to?* "you have the most messmerized eyes i ve ever seen. u are perfect." *what the hell is going on* tae tilted his head who was still in sugas hands. "oookay? thank u?" "and u dont know how much i love u" "ok cut it now! whats up with u?" "what do u mean? cant i tell my love some compliments?" "no, no, i am happy with all that, but..." suga kissed him again very passionate. "i love u too." taes eyes were still closed. "can i touch u?" suga whispered on taes lips. tae took a breath in and nodded.

kook looked into his books. he was happy with his tests today. he knew he would make it through his classes. joon came in, kook looked up with a happy face and opend his mouth to tell him. joon suddenly pulled him up and kissed him harshly. kooks words stuck into his throat, he was surprised. after this days of silent treatment he never thought this would happen. joon became more rough and passionate. he ripped kooks clothes away and pushed him to the beds. he didnt spoke a word and didnt let kook speak one too. kook was still stunned but went with it. it was too long since he got touched by joon or touched him back. but something was off. joon reacted like a drowning man, desperate to hold onto something. kook took all in, he never got fucked like this by him. and joon couldnt or wont stop after they came. the whole night he didnt say a thing, just made love with kook time after time. he didnt let kook catch his breath, he needed him, he needed to feel him. there was nothing else.

jin told jimin about the gangs problems. they talked about every possible suspect. it was as nothing was between them, as they didnt know that the other lie. chim sighd. "so we are back at the beginning. we still dont know who is behind the attacs, we still dont know who tried to kill yoongi. wow we are litarlly fucked, jin." jin nodded. "shit. really shit." and let his back hit the back of the chair. "its frustrating" "and your spys? do they have a clue?" "yeah some. but their not making sense. i have to look more into it" "okay. lets stop for tonight and get some sleep." he stood up and was about to walk to the beds, when jin shot up and wrapped his arms around chims body. chim was surprised. "what..." "let us stay like this for some moments, please?" "okay" jin tightened his hug and started to kiss his neck very gently. chim got shivers. "jin...." "just a bit" he sucked on his earlope, went down to his neck again, to his shoulders. he got his hands under chims shirt, rubbing the nippels. chim was moaning, but he was still not over the rape. he had mixed feelings. on one side he was craving for the touch on the other side he was afraid. and jins sweetness and gentle behavoir was out of the ordinary. jin didnt stop. he took the shirt off, showerd chims body with kisses and touches.

kook couldnt walk properly. tae and chim smiled knowingly. "wipe this thing from your faces." his face turned redish. "oooohhh our kookie got fucked last night pretty good" tae feixed. chim laught. "shut up will u?!" he tried to sit down, but his face showed a painded expression. his friends laught again. "he didnt stop yesterday. it was weird." "it was weird? first u complained about to not get any attention from him and now you are whining because he showed you attention?" tae stated. "oh shut up! that was to much attention for just one night!" kook scrunshed his face again.

joon met up with brenner. "is it done?" brenner nodded and looked concern into joon face. "do u really want to do this? i thought u and him are a thing?" joon looked serious. "yeah i want this. just do it, will u." he turned and walked away. brenner sighed. *thats going to be awful*

tae was working on a costumer. his shadow was sitting in the near, when marco came in. "hey cupcake, got time for my hair?" tae looked surpised. "i think i have time for u. u were never here before" he stated. marco grinned. "i thought it was time for a hair cut" tae nodded. his shadow cappa was on edge. he knew marco was from sangre, and he didnt like him here. marco flunged himself into a chair and grabbed a magazine. he smiled cocky at cappa.

kook tried to work, but his body ached a lot. he was mumbling curse words everytime the pain stung through his limps or back. "whats with u?" billy asked. "had a rough night." billy laught. "wow. i would never change places with u!" kook smiled tortured. "the bus is coming today with fresh meat. we have to prepare more. are u up for that?" he looked concerned at the boy. kook just nodded.

jimin did his own research. he wanted to help jin solve this mess. after yesterday night they got closer again. jin did something jimin never thought was capable off. he showed him his gentle side. his vunarble side. jimin was happy and confused.

after kook ended his shift all he wanted was to lay down and get some needed sleep. he walked up to his box, when he saw brenner at the door. in his hands all his posessions. "whats going on sir?" he looked confused. "u got invicted. u get a new box" kook froze and his eyes plopped out. "what?!" "come on. lets get going" but kook couldnt move. "what? i am not going anywhere. where is joon? does he know this?" brenner looked petty on him. "sorry boy. it was namjoons request. he wants u out" kooks eyes started to tear up. " what are u saying? joon? NAMJOON!" he started to yell. 2 other guards came and locked kook between them. the boy couldnt get containt, he was yelling and lushing out at the guards. he couldnt belive what brenner said. joon threw him out? why? what was going on? brenner sighed. he knew this would happen. he told the others to put the boy into solitary for tonight and brought the box with kooks stuff into his new cell. he could settle into his new home tomorrow. joon was sitting on kooks former bed and heard everything. his face showed no emotions whats so ever.

suga, jin, jimin and tae came to joon. "what is going on joon? why did brenner took kook out?" suga and tae said simultainaly. "i am done with him." silence. "what are u saying, joon?" tae asked not beliveing what he heard. he got angry. joon looked at them with a serious face. "i am done with him. i dont wanna see him or have him around anymore. i dont want to hear a word about him. u are not talking about him near me. do u understand!" tae stood there. his tears started to run down. he went forward and punshed joon really hard. "stop talking shit! jungkook is your boyfriend, the love of your pathetic life. u used him, made him belive that u love him and now u are done with him? he started to yell and slapped joon on every 2nd word. joon just sit there and let it happen. "u can stay friends with him, if u want. but never mention him again. and never bring him to our table again." he held taes arms. tae ripped himself free and went out. the rest were still stunned. suga turned silent and went after tae. jin sighed. "is this what u wanted?" joon looked hurt. "yeah." "okay than..." he was lost with words.

kook paced in his small cell. he couldnt wrap his mind around what had happen. did he do something wrong? did he say something that would angared joon so much that he did that? yesterday he fucked him the whole night. he was holding him, kissing him, sucking him touching him the whole fucking night and didnt get enough and now?! he threw him out like trash. he didnt told him, or warned him. he didnt say anything. kook fell down and screamed his pain out. how could he do that? he made him fall in love with him. kook couldnt unsterstand this at all.

dinnertime came and within the new inmates. brenner came with a pretty boy on his side to joons cell. "this is your new home. your cellmate is namjoon." the boy nodded and put his stuff on the bed. he looked around.

the boys table was silent. suga brought tae his plate into the box. he didnt wanna be near joon anymore. suga was conflicted. he was loyal to joon, but tae was his love on the other hand. he sighed frustrated and watched joon. jin and jimin ate and glanced looks at each other. they had a idea what was going on but decided to stay silent to the others. joon breath out, stood up and went to his box. he was ready to meet his new toy.

suga came back to tae. his babe was still in bed as he left him. "babe? why didnt u eat?" "not hungry" "babe? taetae? look at me" tae turned. suga saw his painstainded face. he sighed and sit next to him. "i am sorry baby." suga caressed his face and stroke his hair. "why are u apologizing?" suga shrugged his shoulders. "dont know. i just have the feeling to do it. joon is my best friend anyway" tae scoffed. "u know, kook didnt forgive u for the memory thing. he still got problems with it, how u treated me and now i can understand why. i hate namjoon" he pressed out. "i know. i dont get it either. thats so not joonie. maybe he will tell me whats going on after a few days without kook?" tae scoffed again. "whatever the reason is, its not justifying anything how he treated jungkook. i dont wanna talk about this asshole." he stated. suga noded. "okay. can i hold u tonight?" "u can fuck me, if u are up for. i dont wanna think of anything anymore. make me forget, would u?" suga looked surprised. he smirked a bit. "so fucking it is"

"hi i am brian" joon nodded. "namjoon." brian smiled. joon looked him up and down. "u like?" joon raised a brow. "kneel down." brian smirked. "i know who u are" "did i told u to talk?" brian kneeled down, he pulled joons pants and boxers and started to give him head. joon closed his eyes and sighed.

kook came out of solitary the next day. he looked awfull. he was brought to his new cell by brenner. "here we are. u have a new cellmate too. he came in yesterday." kook looked hurt at him. "why did he do that, sir?" brenner looked at this broken and sad boy. "i dont know, son. i am sorry you have to experience this." he pushed kook lightly into the cell and went on his way. kook stood there and looked at his new home. a guy steped down from the upper bed and introduced himself. "i am viper." kook just looked at him. "never touch me. i ll cut your dick off if u try" thats all he could press out.

at lunch he started to walk to his usual table, stopt suddenly and turned to another one. the boys watched him. tae stood up, took his plate and walked to kook. suga let him go. joon looked at kooks face. he saw his hurt expression, when kook noticed brian sitting on his spot. "hey. u are back" "who is that?" tae looked to the other table. "his new bird" kook gulped, let his cuttlery fall on the tray. "i am not hungry anymore. i have to work soon. excuse me." he stood up, took his tray and started to walk away, until the stopt, turned and went to his former lover. joon looked up. kook noticed brians hand on joons thigh. he snapped, swung his tray and slapped it hard through joons face. "U FUCKING ASSHOLE! HOW COULD U DO THIS TO ME! HOW DARE U TO REPLACE ME WITH THAT!" he punshed joon hard and joon started to defend himself, punshing and pushing back. they were fighting against each other hard. the guards had trouble to seperate them. joon got swung around. "u better get out into the yard, namjoon!" brenner yelled at him. "and u stop now, or u get another night in solitary!" he yelled at kook. kook was still yelling, crying and kicking. tae came to him fast. "stop kookie! stop it" he walked with the guards and kook. joon was bleeding from his cuts in the face and the scratches on his arms. brian ran after him. "what was that?" "my ex" brian stopt and looked surprised. "must be a fresh ex" joon grinned. "yeah. just keep away from him"

the guard brought kook to his cell. "what happend?" viper asked. kook didnt say a thing.

the next weeks were hard for kook. he stopt his classes, he walked around like a zombie. he made his work at the kitchen like a robot. there was no smiling, bubbling, savage kookie anymore. he was just a shell. no emotions whats so ever. he tried not to look at the new happy couple when he crossed their paths. he just got out of his cell to work and went back if he didnt have anything to do outside. viper became a friend in this weeks. he kept silent when kook wasnt in the mood to talk and be there if he needed somone to talk. tae watched this with concern. he didnt like viper. he talked with jimin and they decided to pay more attention to kook. get him out to the yard or to the gym to get his mind elsewhere.

joon on the other side watched carefully every move of kook. although he had brian and used him every night, he craved kooks body. he got frustrated.

tae had marco on his chair again. "i heard about your friend. do u think he would like to have a papi?" he smirked at tae. tae raised a brow and leand the scissors near marcos throat. "seriously marco? if u ever come close to kook or try something i will hurt u." he growled. marco saw the scissors. he laugt. "i had no idea that u could turn this way tae. i am impressed" "dont fuck with my friends or me. capito cabron?" "all clear here. cupcake"

kook went to the shower. he was exhausted after his work. he wondered why he was alone though, but shrugged it off. he just wanted to clean himself from the kitchen smell and his sweat. he relaxed at the hot water hit his skin. he turned and didnt noticed the eyes on him. suddenly he was pushed against the wall. "u are brave to show your naked ass around" someone whisperd in his ear. kook pushed back and got into fight mode. he recognized the voice. "u dont have no more rights to touch me. go away and leave me alone! go to your slut" he snapped at joon and noticed him naked. he furrowed his brows. joon tilted his head. "no rights? i have all the rights in here. and u will obey me" he pressed out, closing space between them. kooks back hit the wall as he stept back. "stay away from me! we are done, u made that clear!" jonn grabbed him hard and licked his ear. "that doesnt mean that i will let u go" he pressed his body onto kooks. kook tried to push him off. he was confliced. his body craved for joon badly, but his brain yelled at him to get away. joon started to bite his neck, his hands traveled his body. kook was shivering. he again started to push joon off, this time with more force. "go away" joon wasnt having it. he got rough and harshly kissing kook now. he was going to have him, if he wanted or not. the make out got violent. their pulling hard on the others hair, biting their tongues and skin, scratching the backs and arms. their passion got too much. kook let his body take control. he needed joons touches, his hands on his body, his tongue in his mouth, his skin on his, his cock inside his hole. they were moaning and grunting, never wanted this to end. they didnt give each other any space or a foot on the ground. they wanted to hurt each other as much as they wanted enjoy each other. joon pushed him up, kook wrapped his legs around his waist and they were fucking as if there was no tomorrow.