Suga's POV:
I was suddenly pulled into a different memory. This one being darker than the one I already saw..
My Grandma's piano. My first love.
I sat down on a stool and touched its cold keys. Instead of letting my fingers roam all over it, I let my head fall on it's keys, making a meaningless noise which pierced through my right ear.
I'm useless. I'm useless. I'm useless.
I told myself again and again so as to instill it in my mind that I was useless.
I let the fingers of my left hand roam over the keys, and create a chaotic Melody. All while lying on some of the keys. I could hear my Grandma yelling my name.
"Yoongi-ah!! Are you drunk again? How many times do I have to tell you? You can't drown your miseries with alcohol!!!"
"Halmeoni.. I didn't drink as much... I swear." I lied, cause I was drunk to the very tip of my hair. It would be a miracle if she didn't find out.
"Ya!! Why are you lying to me? Huh? Do you think I am blind? Do you think I can't see five bottles of cheap soju lying around?"
"Halmeoni.."
"You shut up!! I can't let you become a drunkard like this!!! You work all day and all night for what? For spending it all on soju?"
"Halmeoni.."
"No no don't talk! I FEEL LIKE I RAISED YOU WRONG!! YOU ARE NOT THE YOONGI I KNOW."
"Hal.."
"DONT TALK WHILE I AM TALKING!! Look.. I know this is hard on you. We all know your passion towards music. I support you totally. But you should also listen to your appa Yoongi-ya.. he's saying it for your own good. Music won't be able to feed you for the rest of your life. You have good grades.. you shouldn't waste that. You should choose a better professional career.."
"STOP! STOP IT! HAVE YOU LISTENED TO YOURSELF? HUH? HAVE YOU? GOOD GRADES.. CAREER... BLAH BLAH!! IS THAT WHAT LIFE IS ABOUT? IS IT?
OH YES MUSIC MAY NOT BE ABLE TO FEED ME ALL MY LIFE BUT I'LL LIVE CONTENDED AND HAPPY AS LONG AS I PURSUE MY HEART!!! HOW CANT YOU SEE THAT?? YOU ADULTS ARE ALL SUCH HYPOCRITES. OH AND IAM SORRY THAT I DONT WANNA LIVE THE REST OF MY LIFE DROWNING IN REGRET!!"
I yelled at my Grandma. I've never raised my voice at anyone.. this isn't me.. this isn't who I am.. granny was right. This isn't like me. But why do they get to decide what I do in my life and not me??
"I'm sorry.." I said, before running away, running through the dark alleys of the most dangerous neighborhood at night. My leg tripped and I fell on the pavement. There were no lights there, but I could tell that my nose was bleeding. I was becoming sober and felt disgusted of my state. What have I turned into?
Olivia's POV:
I could feel water being sprinkled on me. My eyes flutter open and I was thankful that I escaped that memory.
But turns out reality was worser.. because, the very moment my eyes fluttered open, I saw.. him...
"Jison? I mean.. uh... Agent 101.. I mean.. Jison... What are you doing here?"
"You know him already?" He whispered to me..
"I mean, Suga already does know him..but how do you..?" Wait Suga already knows Jison? But how? Joon is pretty much confusing me right now..
And what do you mean by agent 101? I'm sure I heard that."
The translator guy's face turned into a mix of emotions when he said that. And he seemed almost angry? And betrayed? Why is that?
He gave him a tight stare before giving him that 'I'll deal with you later' look and turning to me again.
"Are you okay Olivia?" He whispered this line, probably because Jison doesn't know about the whole Suga and me body swap thing. Technically I was Suga now.
"You were mumbling something before you fainted. Is the headache that bad?"
"No no.. I don't have a headache now.. at all.. that's weird. But anyway.. what was I mumbling? Did you get any of that?"
"No. But the camera on the centre of the conference table must have recorded it. It was put there do that we could use these clips for our documentary."
"Can I see it? It was probably a clue on how to get back to my body." When I said that, he put his index finger over his mouth as if saying 'shush' because agent 101 doesn't know.
"About that.. um..." It was agent 101 this time. I don't know how he turned up here first of all.. but does he know about this situation already too? The boys couldn't have told him right? No.. probably not. Because Joon was trying to silence me. And the way they all are looking at him tight now doesn't look like they told him.
"What about that Jison?"
"Um.. you should stand up from your position first and sit down properly."
Why does he sound so awkward? I looked around and saw that I was lying on a couch. Does he have that much of a shocking news that I have to sit down?
Suga's POV:
From there, the memory faded, and a new one came up.. even darker this time...
"Shut up!! And do as I said. Do hundred push ups. ALL OF YOU!!!" "That way, let's see if Suga can shut his attitude up after this at least. If he can't, it's another round of hundred sit ups and a hundred push ups."
I could hear some slight groans, which were muffled due to the fear of getting a bonus fifty push ups with this hundred.
Sweat dripping from their faces, I watched the boys who I've started to like, do another round of push ups all because I couldn't hold my mouth. I know they won't blame me, because they're just so sweet they'll probably tell me it's okay after it's over and try to make me more optimistic.
It pains me so much physically, to do this, but it pains me more mentally, to see them do this.
Their pushups started getting sloppy, when..
"You all are sleeping and eating so much!! Your push ups are getting sloppier. I'll reduce your food. Better put fifty more!!!" He yelled at us to do another fifty.. again. I think that was the millionth time that day.. I just lost count. I kept doing the pushups while I waited for the worst to come out of his mouth.
"And Suga, you come with me." Yeah he said those words I was dreading to hear. I followed him silently without a word. We walked through the long, winding and dark corridors, to a soundproofed room. He opened the lock and went inside. There, he picked up something sleek and black.. the thing I dreaded the most... And handed it over to me before turning on the light. The sudden exposure to light blinded me for a moment before I saw a guy.. over the other end of the room. I wondered what he had ever done, to deserve this..
"Hold tight." His voice rang in my head.
"No please.. no!!" The other guy's voice played in my head over and over leaving me wondering if he's saying it again and again or if it was just my mind playing tricks on me.
"Get ready. You know what to do."
Those words, almost caused a phobia for me.
"Now.."
"SHOOT!!"
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Whoop whoop!! Wondering if you read the last line correctly am I right??😂
Man this is the queen of twists right here.. I'll tell you what... Yes!! It was in Suga's POV right? But why you ask? Sorry bae.. you'll have to wait and find out.. oopsie!!😂
And by the way, what do you guys think of the character Agent 101? His name is Jison Hyun, as Olivia called him and he's an actual living person, not just a figment of imagination!! He's my friend and is this wonderful singer!!! You should totally check out his songs if you already haven't.. it's his most recent song at the top!!💜
His Wattpad account is JisonHyun
just saying...
Love y'all!!
You guys are amazing and if no one said that today already,
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