Beauty Is In Every Girl

My thoughts are hazy that time, I don't really remember what kind of demon possessed me to be able to do that kind of shit but oh boy, I sure do thank that demon...

Because If It weren't for that demon or whatever It is, I wouldn't realize what man I want myself to be. What I aspire, and what I really want to do... After having the first and best sex I ever had, an enlightenment arrived within myself!!!

"I love girls..."

This is the conclusion that I confirmed! It doesn't matter If one's self is ugly, fat, smelly, reeks, dumb, hairy, inflexible, indecisive, Impatient, lacks empathy, narcissist, arrogant, conceited, crazy, low social skills, awkward, beautiful, pretty, intelligent, nice body shaped, young, old, granny, even If they're pre-schoolers!!! It doesn't matter as long as they have woman organs! It doesn't matter at all!

Beauty is within every girl! I don't get why everyone looks for attractiveness and high qualities within girls when they're imperfect themselves! Hypocrites are one of the reason this country is doomed and have fallen this far!

At that enlightenment of mine, I clenched my fists and made an oath within myself... That I'll fuck every girl I see no matter what they are as long as they're girls!

With that, I left the bodies of two best friends... No, former best friends and travelled to prove myself and achieve my dream

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"But It's getting hard recently, not being able to fuck since the police are always there like annoying flies! I also need money If I want to fuck with girls with their own wills... I got tired raping girls by the time I did It the 8th time, you understand me, kid?"

Francisco continued to talk to Allaine as If their relationship is more than prisoners and guards. By this time, Allaine already calmed down and listened to his story from It's start to It's conclusion.

He's just waiting for the chinese man to arrive and suddenly got bored blabbed to Allaine about his enlightenment, and all that things Allaine doesn't even need. But thanks to that, Allaine managed to calm down his blood, nerves, and even his brain. It calmed down to the point that he can say two simple words to Francisco...

"You're... disgusting..."

Allaine managed to utter those words with his already calmed state. Francisco, on the other hand just stared at him without any hostility, gladness, sadness or any emotions... He just stared at him with dead fish eyes

Seeing that state of Francisco, Allaine's calmness further rose and continued his attack of words to him

"What the hell are you even saying? Enlightenment? Beauty is in every girl? Hypocrite freaks? Don't justify your crimes you disgusting ugly bastard!!!"

Allaine's exclaims and fired his words of explosion towards Francisco. He attacked him with his own ideology and belief! Stating that Francisco is just someone who justifies his crimes with beautiful words. The fire within Allaine's eyes was lit by Francisco's story!

Sense of justice within a little kid's eyes... With his mouth more furious than ever and his eyes aggressive, he glared at Francisco as If a lion glaring at It's guard

"Look, kid... I'm not really into violence, you know? Despite what I look and how I act, I'm a pacifist. So I won't force you to believe me, but maybe tone It down a bi-"

"How about the girls that you forced himself into?"

Ignoring the slightest word of what Francisco said, Allaine makes his own question and fired It at Francisco. Still with his fiery eyes glaring at him, Francisco scratched his head and said mildly to Allaine.

"I killed them of course... It's hard to position yourself when they're moving around, you know?"

At those statement of Francisco, Allaine's teeth clatters. His eyes that are once filled with rage suddenly shifted to something else entirely...

"What the hell?"

"Hmmm? You said something, kid?"

"How do you feel about that? Don't you feel any guilt? Just imagine all the families lost because of what you did and all the emotions of that girl who suffered by your hands. Don't you feel any guilt?"

At those truckload of questions that only share the same meaning, the atmosphere in the air suddenly got heavy... It's already a humid, dark and a cruel place and yet that questions alone made It more terrifying to even stand at

"No, I don't bear any guilt"

Those eyes of Allaine that shifted to something else entirely, is not rage. It's something more heavier, sinister and much more dense...

"Kid, you won't believe this but they reside within my heart. I'll always remember their faces and love them even though they already pass away. My love for them won't get faded away that easily... I remember their names too, from Jenny, Josel, Lyssa, Juana, Maria, Rushia, Aqua, and finally Jeannette! I love all of them equally and even If they're already dead I'll continue to do so! So there's no need for guilt, right?"

The things that resides within Allaine's eyes... are... resentment...

END OF CHAPTER 44