Strange

Why!

It hurts! The pain felt from believing the surreal hurts.

Have I not done enough good in this life? Why am I still stuck at the bottom of this ocean despite my willingness to survive.

How sad! The beginning of my story already seems like a conclusion.

Before I go on,I would like to say,or write, that this story is not a fantasy:for it is just the explanation of the agony I feel and have felt; the pain of striving to improve only to gain an addition to sorrows. The pain of believing for the better only to get the harsh reality called disappointment. Such an unending rollercoaster of terrible emotions felt. Not by an adult but by what you may call....A child.