The room bursts in commotion, with Evan smiling as if he's won some unsaid fight, Carter attempting to mediate, and my father yelling.
A clamor of voices explodes around the room. My father's voice lashes out like a whip, and his anger is instantaneous. "Don't be stupid, Sophia. This is about the family, not about you."
With his hands outstretched in a conciliatory gesture, Carter takes a step forward. "Sir, maybe we should take a step back—"
"Stay out of this," my father orders fury clearly visible in his tone. "Your hesitation speaks volumes."
Through the commotion, Evan's quiet laugh can be heard. "What's wrong, old man? Are you losing control of your carefully designed puppet show?"
"Evan," Mr. Mayfield cautions in a stern voice.
Evan, however, ignores him and keeps his attention on my father. "In your game, Sophia is not a chess piece. Perhaps someone should tell you that."
"Enough!" Mr. Mayfield's voice booms, commanding the room into silence.
The room freezes, the charged silence thick with tension. Mr. Mayfield's booming command cuts through the air like the crack of a whip, his face a mask of tightly controlled fury. Even Evan pauses, his smirk fading just enough to suggest he's testing how far he can push.
My father's dark eyes, flaming with rage and bewilderment, gaze at me. "Sophia," he continues in a low, threatening voice, "you will not turn this family into a show."
My ribs are pounded by my heart. As I've done so many times before, my impulse is to shrink beneath his stare and get back in line. However, something about Evan's remarks sticks in my head, sparking a quiet rebellion that will not go away.
Despite the adrenaline pumping through me, I add, "I'm not the one making a spectacle," in a steady voice. "Hasn't this whole evening been all about appearances? Playing the part, smiling, and nodding. Perhaps it's time for us to cease acting."
The room erupts in a collective gasp. Carter shifts uneasily next to his father, his composed manner crumbling under the strain of the growing argument.
Every look in the room weighs heavily on me: disdain, curiosity, and judgment. With a granite-like look, my father takes a step closer. "We'll talk about this later, Sophia. You'll apologize and try to salvage what's left of this evening for the time being."
I start to answer, but the words get stuck in my throat. Say sorry? For what—seeking a sliver of genuineness in a room full of fakery?
Evan straightens up before I can make up my mind, and his voice breaks the silence. "How about we wrap up for the evening? This small dinner party is obviously failing." Something unsaid is happening between us as he looks at me. "Sometimes it's better to walk away while you still can."
His boldness makes the atmosphere tense, but the remarks evoke strong feelings. My father's fist clenches at his side as his jaw tightens. I step back, my heart pounding.
Mr. Mayfield growls, "Evan," his voice brimming with caution.
Evan shrugs, unbothered. "Just saying what we're all thinking."
The air is heavy with suffocating tension. The impasse is finally broken when Mr. Mayfield clears his throat. "We're done with dinner. When things have calmed down, we'll get back together."
Simply said, it's a dismissal. The meticulously crafted façade of civility is irreparably broken. After giving me a look that suggests a confrontation later, my father turns on his heel and walks away without saying anything more.
Carter moves to follow, pausing briefly to glance at me. "Sophia," he says softly, his expression torn between frustration and pity. "You should've just let it go."
My heart races as if I've just run miles as I stand there, my pulse still pounding. Everything feels colder and more unstable because of the tension that seemed to seep into the walls just minutes ago.
Evan rests against the wall with his arms folded. His face is impassive, but his eyes flash with approval, though I'm not sure if that's for me or the mayhem we just caused. A sneer curls his lips, but this time it is not one of mockery. Rather, it seems more like a moment of realization, as though he has been anticipating this. waiting for me to express my truth, no matter how shakily it comes out.
"You did good," he says quietly, almost casually, like it's no big deal. But I can feel the weight of the words in the air.
The weight of the room's silence presses down on me as the last of the guests, my father and Carter, exit. The door closes with a soft click, leaving just Evan and me alone in the aftermath of the storm.
I open my mouth to say something, anything, but the words get caught in my throat. What do I say after everything that just happened? What is there left to say?
Evan pushes off the wall and steps toward me, his movements deliberate, his presence filling the space between us. "You know," he continues, his voice softer now, "it's not easy to stand up to him. Not easy to challenge everything he's built. But you did."
I'm not sure how I should react to what he said. It's all too much, too raw, too overwhelming. All I can feel is the crushing weight of what lies ahead, even though I want to feel pleased and celebrate some sort of victory.
"What happens now?" Finally, with a tiny thread of uncertainty slipping through, I ask in a smaller voice than I had anticipated.
Evan looks up at me, his face unreadable now. "That depends on you."
The weight of what he said settles upon me like a cloud. Yes, it depends on me. Regarding the choices I make after this evening. Now there's no going back. Perhaps, just possibly, this is the first crack in the walls I've spent my life attempting to climb, and yet they've only seem to have gotten higher.