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In the past Benladann might had felt confused about many things, about her past and about who she truly was… She was even more confused when this entity named "Chaos" came to her life out of nowhere telling her she was this and this… only confusing her even more. And the worst part was that she never showed up again. This entity was from the outside universe and Benladann seemed to be in a part of the universe that was too far away from the reach of this being. However, although she never truly revealed this to Drake, when she learned she was part of "someone named Kireina", it really freaked her out, she even began to have internal identity crisis, thinking if she was really she or… just somebody else.