One week after our quarrel, if i can say that, i didn't see him again. Even when i ask fo him. And i promise, i ask. I was like a fool screaming a name in my own mind, even when i didn't sleep. I think, it was the most hard week i had since a long time.
- I should take time for me. I said to myself.
Then, i prepare a relaxing weekend, by the beach ! It will bosst me up a bit.
And then, i arrive to the hotel i reserved for the weekend. My room is incredible, even i got it for almost nothing.
- This week-end will be mine!
The first thing i want to do is to go to the beach. It is the reason why i am here otherwise i would have stayed at my little appartment.
- Lets prepare for the beach.
Beach is the place i love the most. Wherever it is. A beach is a beach. Peacefull and lovely.
When i arrive, lie down on the sand, i felt all my problems go.
- It's heaven !
I enjoy the sun, and the soft warmth of the sand.
- I could stay here forever
And when i try to enjoy the moment, someone came and hide the sun.
- You know how to enjoy things, even the most little. Said the person
I thought i was dreaming, but it was him.
- Lucky ?
- Again, he said.
I look around me to try to fiigure out if i was sleeping or not.
- You, here?
- Me, here.
- Ah, i know, i said, i fell asleep on the sand.
And i lie back on the sand.
- I should wake up in few moments, i said annoyed.
- Are you angry against me?
- How could i after you leave me without telling nothing.
I hide my face to not let him see that i am angry.
- You ask me to leave. He said, natural.
"What ?"
- So it's my fault if you desapeared one week?
I start to feel the anger rising in my face. He leave one week after a little quarell and it's still my fault if i am angry? What a joke!
- Then, leave me as you used to, i want to wake up and enjoy my trip
- I said that you can enjoy it
- Not if i waste my time sleeping.
- But, you are not
- Stop making fun of me
He laugh. I missed his laugh but i want to show him that i am still angry for my bad week because of him. But, internally, i just want to jump in his arms and laugh with him. But i can't. I should still be angry.
- You are not sleeping. He said again while approaching me.
I can feel hiws warmht near me. I don't want to move to let him touch me but, as i am still angry, i slam his hands like to tell him to not touch me.
- Leave and let me enjoy, i said again too.
- Why are you so rude, i don't make fun of you, you are not sleeping, for real.
I don't know if i should believe him. But i know that i want to stay angry.
- I know you are angry, but, look !
I look around and knew he is right.
- It's not a dream. We say.