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Be My Porn Star

"M-Mr. P-Park" A gasp, I felt my cheeks being tight-slapped. Tears stained my cheeks in pleasure as my thighs rubbed together but they were spreaded wide in no seconds. "Oh, is that for me?" As his roar left my body shudder, His lips devoured me as whole in no seonds. Moans slipped out of my mouth and tears streamed down my cheeks. "CUT!" My husband exclaimed and my eyes averted away. "Are you okay?" I looked into the eyes of the man infront of me. Mr. Park.. "It is for you." Lin Wyen, A 21 years old girl who just graduated and pursued her career in a acting. And... was also married to the love of her life. That's who everyone, Including myself knew me as. A young girl who became a porn star at such young age. But soon, I got to know she was also cheated. That she was ruthlessly betrayed by her lovely husband for whom she left everything she had. Instagram @/jmstorys

JMstorys · 音乐组合
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34 Chs

Club (1)

I see you, you see me

How pleasant, this feeling.

The music blasted throughout the halls of the club as people continued to dance their souls out.

Wyen hasn't stepped in yet but she for sure can see it.

The exotic colors that were occupying everyone's mind and throwing them into eternal bliss.

Blinking, she stood there with her ears not at all occupied by any of the sounds around her.

She can't hear the music nor people.

Her mind was completely occupied.

It was occupied by the visions of her.

With him.

His arms around her, keeping her closer than ever...

It used to please her mind.

It used to bring a bright smile to her face and warm blood to rush up her cheeks.

But now when she thinks of it, the only thing she could do is blink.

Not an emotion was left in her to put to use for such memories.

Because all those happy memories only brought the bitter outcome back to her mind.

"Baby~ I just called Dae-ni. they're on their way."

His purring voice against her ears made her shoulders quiver but not in a way they used to quiver.

In the past, they quivered for his touch.

Now they only quivered due to his touch.

It felt new.

Just like his caring words, everything seemed too new for her and it only made her wonder.

Wonder why he's so close.

Wonder why she's so uncomfortable to even feel his skin through the clothes she wore.

Jungkook's fingers trailed down her waist, feeling the texture of cold denim jeans jacket she wore.

The coldness it consisted of made him frown.

"Are you feeling feverish?"

His hand laid over her forehead before she could speak.

Her eyes reluctantly met his and it only made her body shudder.

His breath hitting her skin ever so warmly, her eyes averted while his lips laid over her cheeks.

"Thank god, you're warm."

His arms wrapped around her and it didn't feel familiar at all.

It felt too new for Wyen, who stood there with her hands stoned on his arms.

Eyes lowering from the door which was behind jungkook's shoulder, Wyen felt her husband hug her ever so tight while her eyes gaped at the sight of crowd inside the club.

She knew.

She knew that saying yes would only bring her anxious self back but then again, what choice did she have?

Her husband wanted her there so there she is.

Standing infront of the club they were going to spend their weekend at.

As Jungkook pulled himself back, his eyes searched for hers.

They shook and desperately wanted hers to meet.

Waiting for it wasn't something he would ever do so he took a hold of her cheeks before her eyes met his.

"You don't have to drink if you don't want to. You're not okay, afterall."

His reassuring words made her smile.

But the brightness was nowhere to be found.

"I'm fine."

Her voice broke as she spoke making his smile slowly shorten.

"Are you..-"

"Jimin~ be quick!"

Her bright and giggly voice was loud.

Louder than the music that was blasting throughout the entrance.

But his eyes didn't seem to get off of Wyen.

But hers did.

Towards him.

Jungkook tried so hard to look away as well but why couldn't they move at all?

Why they were so glued to you?

He wondered if he knew why.

Do I?

He blinked when he saw the glimpse of spark in her eyes.

Don't I?

Only Jungkook could answer

But it was him, who's so lost now.

Lost in her eyes.

In her as whole.

Slam!

Jimin shut the car's door before his eyes fell on his wife, whose eyes seemed to be all over his face.

But his eyes didn't get to meet hers.

A familiar face met his view instead.

Her eyes..

They were holding a gaze he always knew of and Jimin wondered how long it has been since he saw them.

One? Two? Three?

He blinked to himself as he slowly walked towards them.

"God I can't believe we are at the ending already! It's only been three weeks since make-up scene!"

Dae-ni's voice echoed beside him and when her arm wrapped itself around his, jimin's eyes averted to Dae-ni and he blinked, realising.

Three weeks, it is.

As Dae-ni's eyes excited averted towards her husband, they only lowered to his lips.

Jimin's eyes met Wyen's and he didn't know why he suddenly felt the need to stare.

Dae-ni noticed his lips parting the moment his eyes met hers.

It wasn't a normal sight she sees of her husband and Dae-ni wondered why he's so excited to see her.

Not that he's looking like he's full of joy but those eyes which were glued to somebody else made her stomach churn.

Why?

Dumb questions slowly clouded her mind as she stared at her husband whose parted lips were now curving up into a forced smile.

"Oh! Here they are."

Jungkook exclaimed as if he didn't notice before, which made Wyen slowly force a smile out.

Jungkook watched her smile at Jimin before Jimin did as well.

He didn't want to look desperate but his eyes that trembled at such sight of her-almost-teary ones over someone else other than him said otherwise.

His body felt numb as he watched her slowly push his hands down her waist to his side.

Her eyes never got off him.

Him, it was.

Jimin... It was.

"Kookieee!"

Jungkook's eyes were quick to take a glance at Dae-ni, whose arms were now wrapped around his.

A look at her face that held a bright smile, Jungkook felt it.

His heart. That beated so fast for her.

For her to look at him.

Oh, How good it felt.

Jungkook thought as her fragrance filled his nostrils, which only sent an intensive chill down his spine.

Don't I?

Jungkook blinked when Dae-ni's eyes lowered to his lips.

Don't I, really?

His breath seemed to be stuck when that one thought echoed so loud in his mind and his head immediately turned to look at his wife.

Who seemed to stand there with eyes nowhere, staring blankly while her silky long hair ruffled.

She looked beautiful.

So beautiful that his heart wrenched at such sight of her smile.

He watched his wife while Dae-ni's eyes that gaped at Jungkook only made Jimin to stare, with his hand balling into a fist.

"Hey, yo! Where the fuck you think you're going!?"

Jimin's eyes were quick to take a glance over his shoulder to see who it is.

As he saw a stranger pull up infront of  another before punching him on the face, jimin's eyes squinted before averting away.

A small sigh, his eyes averted to front only to notice it.

Notice that he wasn't only one who heard it.

Wyen's eyes were wide, indicating her disinterest in seeing such absurd scene.

And she sighed.

Her eyes turned away from the scene before they met his.

Her long hair ruffled, blocking her view here and there and it only made Jimin's gaze to deepen.

Pretty.

Jimin felt how quick it was to slip through his mind.

Maybe the fact that she's so pretty is the cause of these thoughts in his mind.

But nevertheless, he continued to stare at her.

He couldn't have his eyes locked with hers and not being able to admire her face made him feel breathless.

As he eyed her face ever so carefully, he noticed her cheekbones highlighting her face, giving the skinny look.

She looked pale but the dry skin against her throat made it clear that she was taking care of herself.

A small smile, jimin looked up at her face only to notice the flustered expression on her face.

His smile widened before she blinked away, realising that she stared for too long.

Avoiding his eyes that dug into her soul, Wyen heard Jungkook speak ever so aloud.

"Let's go?"

Jungkook pulled Dae-ni along with himself as he exclaimed before Wyen hesitantly nodded, following behind.

The fact that he's holding onto Dae-ni's hand so hard, It almost did nothing to Wyen.

It's Not like they haven't had sex yet.

A bitter chuckle that didn't escape her lips made her feet freeze in mid way.

Her lips parted at such bold thought but when someone's fingers brushed against hers, she looked up to see who it was.

Jimin looked back at her before he froze, waiting for her to step in.

"Come on, be fast!"

Dae-ni's hand waved high as she yelled for jimin to hurry up but his eyes that bitterly took a glance at her made Wyen blink wide.

His eyes that trailed up the intertwined hands only ended up meeting jungkook's.

Jungkook only tightened his grip on Dae-ni's hands at such sight of jimin's sharp gaze.

"What are you looking at, hurry up!"

Jungkook exclaimed making jimin's head to tilt and his hand to feel hers graze over once again when someone pushed themselves through.

Jimin took a hold of her hand before she could fall behind as crowd began to run inside while they stood on either side of entrance.

Jungkook is quick to notice as Wyen was pulled to jimin's side before he noticed the grip tight that held Wyen from disappearing in the crowd.

Jungkook felt a tug on his sleeve and before he can look at Dae-ni, he was pulled into the crowd.

As the lights began to dim, Jungkook felt Dae-ni's arms around his waist.

"Oh my god! I love this song!"

The long eyelashes of Jungkook flickered as her voice reached his ears ever so soothing and loud with her skin ever so close against his.

"They haven't came yet!"

He yelled for her to be able to hear before Dae-ni looked at him, frowning.

"What!?"

As Dae-ni yelled back, Jungkook slowly took a glance back at Wyen.

Hand in hand, jimin walked inside with her, closely following behind.

Her fingers shiveringly intertwined with jimin's, she looked lost as she looked around.

But the gaze of jimin made hers to meet.

Jimin can feel that she's nervous but nonetheless, he zipped his lips.

Because he very well know that talking would only worsen it.

Leading her towards them wasn't what he so badly wanted to do but then again, his eyes fell on her.

His wife.

Who looked so happy in the arms of her bestfriend.

Bestfriend...

Jimin's lips parted as he blinked down to look at the hand he was holding.

Wyen's eyes were glued to the floor as she hurriedly stepped forward behind him.

Jimin couldn't help but notice how naturally vulnerable she looked.

Not that she's fragile.

Not that she's someone he'd do anything for.

But she looked different.

And now that he's so close to her and so far from her,  Jimin was far from shutting his mouth.

"You wanna go there?"

This is it.

He said something he so badly wanted to.

And it only Wyen glance to where he gestured to.

Them.

She looked back at him.

Her eyes squinted but not because she's thinking whether to go or not.

Matter of fact, it's far from being heard right now.

What is it?

The question didn't fluster her but only made her gulp.

Pity?

Jimin watched her as she silently stood with her cold hand feeling the warmth of his skin against hers.

Or Guilty?

She glanced back at Jungkook.

Both.

Ahh..

Both, it was.

"Wyen? Are you okay?"

She felt his hand over her forehead and her back flinched, her feet slipped back on the glassy tiles of the floor.

Her hair ruffled as someone's shoulder bumped against hers while they went past her.

She looked startled.

But her eyes quickly were drawn back to the person whose hand deliberately landed on her back.

"What took you guys so long?"

Her head turned as jimin didn't respond him.

Jungkook.

How did he reach them from there?

She watched as Jimin held silence as a response.

His eyes almost glaring into his, Jimin's lips parted but nothing came out of his lips.

His face...

Jimin's eyes trailed down the slight scar on the cheek of Jungkook before they only landed on his lips as Jungkook smiled at Wyen.

His eyes widened and the features of his face only brought back all of it.

"Nice, right? Dae-ni chose this club."

His voice, it only resounded for jimin's eyes.

Despite the fact that music is blasting aloud in the halls of the night club, it wasn't bothering his mind at all.

It didn't interrupt the little nightmares that were brought back to his mind - by the presence of Jungkook.

Wyen smiled at Jungkook before Jungkook leaned in to whisper.

What is it?

Jimin's jaw didn't clenched but his fist, so well did.

What is this feeling, Wyen?

His calm yet quiet presence was hiding the fact that he's so angry right now.

Anger?

Jimin didn't just want to punch.

It explains that it isn't just anger.

And it only made Jimin more furious about the man who stood before him.

His arms around a woman whom he seemed to never have seen as a woman as she was, Jungkook looked so fucked up in jimin's eyes.

And Wyen...

She only made it worse by being the victim in all of this.

Wyen slowly looked at Jimin as jungkook's eyes turned away from her existence, once again.

Jimin's eyes blinked away the agony, showing his attentive side.

Wyen heavily exhaled, with a smile, which only made his lips to part.

But... Was she the only victim here?

His eyes lowered from her face.

Wasn't I ?

His eyes squinted at the sight of it.

The shining ring on his finger.

It consisted of such shine he never actually noticed but it didn't erupt the very butterflies it used to.

Not anymore.

"Wyen!"

His head raised at the mention of her name.

Jungkook's bright smile, and his hand waving ever so high, he looked bright.

And looking back at Wyen, he watched her being led.

Led by her husband.

The very husband who chose to do something cruel behind her back.

A non-existing chuckle left my lips.

Funny, isn't it?

I'm watching my wife encourage a man to break his vowes for her own pleasure.

Her smile...

I used to love it so much.

Now that I look at it...

Why do it hate it so much?

Why?

My feet hesitantly took a step forward towards my wife.

A smile on my face, I waved at my wife.

Wife, she was.

But was she mine?

Not that I think so.