Chapter four. Is there a second chance.

"Who is this?" I ask weary

"My name is Kira , I am your wolf"

"Oh cool, Hello Kira, nice to finally meet you."

"I am so sorry."

"For what ?" I'm lost, what does she mean, she's sorry..

"It pains me to see how much you have endured and suffered, the pain and suffering, you have been through. I have been looking through your memories and i saw all that has happened to you "

"Oh that. There's nothing that can be done about it", I answer matter of factly because that's how I truly feel about it..

"But we are of an Alpha blood."

"And that will stay between us , for now ".

"Amaya?"

"Yes , Kira?"

"Together, we will get through this. I am here for you now."

"Thank you. It's comforting to know that I have one true friend in my life now ."

'We are more than friends,we are family, we are one."

I smile at the warmth in her words and the cliche before i fall asleep. I finally have my wolf,and now it is time to take control of my life. But first, I have to survive this damn Alpha ceremony for Xander. Ugh!

It is barely dawn, when I wake up the next morning, but I have to get ready and get breakfast prepared. I sit up in my cot and realize how shitty today is actually going to be, so much for enjoying my birthday, sighs. I get up , throw my hair into a high ponytail as opposed to the bun I usually opt for and make my way to the guest bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth, I look in the mirror at the now-adult woman looking at me and I smile. I finally made it to adulthood , even though , I can't celebrate it. Sigh

When i'm done cleaning myself up, I put my things away back into my shoe closet of a room and go to the kitchen. On the way there, I catch the scent of something that teases my nose and entices me at the same time..it smells really nice.. What is this delightful smell? I think to myself. I follow the scent, and it leads me upstairs to the fourth floor, i stare at the door cause it is Xander's room and the only thing that comes to my mind is utter disgust .

Xander is my mate. This is the realisation that has just hit me.

I hate this guy , I hate him , his parents, this whole pack. Why would the moon goddess do something so wicked, with all I have gone through and my silent pleas each day ? There is no time like the present and I am already prepared to be rejected and prepared to deal with the temporary heartache that will come with it, but I know that I will be okay. Hopefully I get a second chance mate. A ginormous Hopefully, second chances are rare and close to inexistent, especially after rejection of a first chance.

I take a deep breath and assure myself that Kira and I will be fine. I am about to knock on the door when I hear moaning from the inside of the room. Xander has another she-wolf in there with him, obviously, this is what i call a fucking spree, its barely morning, i mean, the sun is barely out, and he is already f*****g some bi*** from the pack. I gather myself and prepare for the sight of naked bodies, then knock on the door, "Who is it!?" I hear his voice laced with dissatisfaction and an absent mind.

"It's Amaya,"

"Ugh! Go away b***h!"I hear the slut he is f*****g say.

"Shut the hell up and just suck my c**k bi**h"he yells at her.

"Come in , Amaya" he says to me unusually normal, it is strange that he answers me this way especially after all the cuss words he has just used on whoever the hoe inside the room is. I take a deep breath before opening the door. Better now than later.

{Xander's P.O.V.}

"That's right, suck my c**k," I tell my new bi***. She giggles and moans as she sucks me off. This one knows what she is doing. Her skillful hands and seasoned mouth is serving me just well. Just then, there is a knock on my door, "Who is it?"

I call out without even thinking.

" It's Amaya , " I hear her voice right out the door and my thoughts are clouded when I hear that name. Just then,I catch her scent from beyond the door and It is wonderful. She smells like roses. I never thought the smell of roses could be this sweet. Her scent is making my d**k hard, and I'm sure this Omega thinks it is because of her mouth.

"Ugh! Go away b***h!" the Omega shouts at Amaya.

"Shut the hell up and just suck my c*** bi**h!"I tell her and shove her head back down. Why can't they ever listen when I tell them to never speak.I compose myself as well as I can in my nudity and lay back letting the Omega do her thing. "Come in, Amaya."

After a moment, the door opens, and her scent hits me like a ton of bricks. I can smell her feminine wolf and boy is it driving me crazy! Her face,when she sees what is happening , is one of disgust and irritation but there's also an expression that shows that she's not fazed one bit at the sight . " What do you want ? " I ask trying not to be turned on by her presence.

"You know why I'm here," she says without emotion . I smirk , so she feels that I am her mate as well..hah..I'll see how she likes my rejection then!

Azael is stirring in in anticipatory motions in my mind , telling me to claim her and mark her , but I will do no such thing. I will go through with my plan , and I will reject Amaya. As much as I want to do it first thing today at breakfast , I know that if I push it off , I will change my mind .

"You, whatever your name is, get the f**k out," I tell the Omega and she lifts her head in shock, disbelief is all over her ugly a** face.