Ned's eyes were deep, like the ocean.
When he asked me why I was so adamant on learning the spell, there was a consideration to lie and one to tell the truth.
Though lying left a bad taste in my mouth, it would simply be too hard to explain why I was able to cast magic.
To keep some things concealed, it would lead me down a long rabbit hole of explanations that would eventually lead to the one thing I didn't want to talk about.
The fact I came back to life after every death.
In the end, after a few moments of pondering, a bitter smile spread out across my face.
"I guess... It's because I wanted to change my life."
My eyes watched Ned closely for his response.
Would he question my undoubtedly vague answer?
Ned laughed. He stared off into the courtyard for a few moments before speaking.
"I think I understand what you mean. To be honest, my thoughts aren't so different."