Who am I

"The day starts with a new light, new exultation,new life but my life starts with the old thoughts. Always I want to be happy but it can't happen . Sometimes I cannot understand whats happening with me. I have no friends, I have no love, but I have family but no cared by family member.

No love, no friendship ,no care... how anybody can survive their life without this things.

I ask daily some questions to me that is "are I am happy now" my answer is always same "NO", I ask "why I am born" the answer is "to collect some love from others" then I ask "that have find love of any single person " the answer is "NO" then I ask "who am I" the answer is "I don't know".

Even after my millions attempt I cannot change this answer, either I am alien that's why all the persons hesitate in doing friendship with me..

I don't know why my single wish not comes true, I always wanna a friend, a friend who really can give me love, a friend who can care me, a friend who share all the things to me and listen me when I wanna to share something, either the persons is his or her but I only need a friend. A true friend". After saying this Tapsi said good night to herself and sleep down.

The day is too cloudy with heavy winds and the time is 5:30 Tapsi is sleeping and alarm rings, she wake up and seats near the window, watched the environment and smiles, she said that "the atmosphere is changing I think my life is also changed today" . i think tomorrow i can say that my life is not same as usual, I have friends, i have love and all cares me" after saying this she smiles quietly. And start her work fastly this is her first day in her school, she recently taken admission in the St Xavier's School. She is happy because she thinks she will made more and more friends, she did the brush and fresh quickly and taken shower, her mother is cooking breakfast for her, when she properly ready for school she eats breakfast taken lunch and happily gone to her father she said "daida please today can you drop me school I wanna that I go first day of school with my father" but her father ignored her he said "your school is not too much far its close to our house even it is not even 1 km, so now I am very busy if you wanna to go with your mother you can" , after saying .She is really hearted by this behavior of her father. Then doesn't think necessary to ask her mother to drop her school.

She taken her school bag and visit her campus, she arrived first in classroom there is not a single student, she waited and some students are start coming she becomes happy. There was a boy she asked him "will you become my friend", "he replied yes why not" she becomes more happy. This only her first meet with him, she wanna to talk him but he left the classroom, and in the big school she have to find a true friend. She thinks that "this is her first meet so he feel uncomfortable with her." She cannot understand that what she is feeling either she is happy or not because she also thinks that the boy ignored him even he doesn't time to tell introduce herself even she cannot asked her name to him. But again she thinks he will be in hurry so he had not given time to me.

But still she is confused that he can become her true friend or not...➡ novel is continue