Mother 2 and Father

This morning she had told me she loved me even though she has been telling me how she should have never given birth to me or saying she should send me to and orphanage just to disown me.But in my mind I'm like the Fuck why should I give a shit I know you ain't gonna get rid of me because I know I am of importance to you so there's no way she can get rid of me right.That's what a I though the next week she had gotten all my stuff and kicked me out funny right after all these years you only chose this GOD FUCKING TIME TO GET RID OF ME ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING THE NERVES OF THIS BITCH.huh welp whatever I was prepared for this already got a job an apartment all the necessary things I need to survive.But one thing I do know is she will want me back after like two weeks or so probably because of needing someone to do the housekeeping and to look after my younger sibling taking care of my Grandmother and so on.And to believe I was right she came back like bitch the fuck can she not make up her mind well now I got to deal with this again.

Me and my Father have been able to get close the pst few weeks it has been fun we haven't really gone out together but we've been calling and texting each other so it's definitely progress than before.I believe we can have a better relationship he's much more open minded than my Mother which is nice from what I'm used too.There are definitely times where it's awkward since we're both quite people and ones who are not the best with socialization with each other.Now if it is online then yes we can express more than face to face it's just better for use.I definitely want to hang out with each other just like a Father and child would of course I'm not a child I just never truly got to experience that myself so it would be a treasure if I could.