You did this

Ringing my mind was in haywire. I slowly crawled forward praying that he was okay. I couldn't think clear. With all the ringing and all the screaming my mind wasn't even working. Right leg, left arm, left leg, right arm, repeat. What felt like forever could've been seconds or could've been hours but I was finally at the alter.

As I rushed up next to Alex my heart dropped. Omg this can't be happening. "Alex baby. It's going to be okay." I whispered. The sobs that left me was the least lady like thing ever but I didn't even care. "You look beautiful." He coughed out. He was thinking about me as he was dying. "Stop being stupid. Stop worrying about me. We can fix this." I wheezed as I struggled to tear open his shirt and jacket.

Ugh why did I have to be so useless. If I was any other Goddess I would be able to fix this. "I'm to weak." I tried out as I angrily fumbled with the buttons. "Hey relax." He whispered. With alittle magic he had his buttons undone. "I could've done that If I wasn't so useless." I sobbed as I moved his clothes and looked at his chest. Omg the wound was Deep. Blood wouldn't stop flowing out.

"Help. Please help." I sobbed. I grabbed my dress and tried to tear off a piece but it wouldn't tear. Why was I so weak and why was nobody coming to help? "Baby relax. No one can save me. Everyone already knows this." He coughed out again. He was dying. "Im so weak." I cried out as I tried harder to tear my stupid wedding dress.

Why did we even have to get married today? "Baby just hold me okay. I want you in my arms when I die." He said while coughing out some blood. "No. We were suppose to get married today. You can't die. You can't die." I cried as I laid on his chest. I would say he was giving up but everyone knew that once you stabbed someone with a dagger like that even rewinding time couldn't save you.

I listened to his heart beat slowly give out. Once his hand that was around me dropped I lost it. I felt crazed. He was everything to me and now he died. How did this happen. I don't know how long I sat there laying on my fiancee. Why would someone do this to him. How did they do this to him.

Before I could change my mind I was jumping up. I looked down to blood all over me. The love of my life's blood. A sob left me before I could put my emotions in check. When I looked over at the main board members talking I lost it. "You did this. All of you." I screamed. They were really just standing there talking. Did they plan this.

"Mazaya I'm so sorry. We were letting you spend your last moments with him in peace." Meridith The Goddess of time said which made me angry. "No one tried to help him. You could rewind time. Maybe since he's a royal he will be okay." I cried out trying to grasp onto any hope.

"I'm sorry but It won't help. I rewinded time right when it happened. You probably didn't notice but the moment he got stabbed I went back to stop it but the knife was still in his chest." She said sympathetically.

Did she do it when I looked away. Would he have smiled at me again before showing pain? Or would discomfort had been forever lodged on his face.

Reality of the situation hit me instantly. "You did this. Guards arrest him." I screamed as I turned to point at Zavier. Realizing he would've seen it happen and could've prevented it. "Mazaya you are just upset." Zavier said. No I wasn't. "You would've seen him get stabbed. You would've known he did. You let it happen on purpose. You wanted him dead. You all did." I screamed as I looked around.

"Guards. Guards Arrest him." I screamed again

No guards came. So no one cared about alex. Well fine I would get justice myself. Without much thought I turnt back to my now very pale and dead husband. We weren't even married yet. How could they do this to me? You know what it was fine. I bent down making sure to not be obvious and gave him a hug and kiss before palming the knife and turning it so no one would see it.

As I stood back up. I started to walk back to the counsel members. They were whispering like the conniving Royals they really were. "What are you whispering about?" I asked menacing. I had lost it. The love of my life was dead and I could feel the pain. It was too much. "Nothing. Is everything alright Mazaya? You don't look to good." Zavier wryly said. I don't care If he sounded concerned. I knew he was mocking me.

"I don't know how I can live anymore." I sobbed partially faking and partially not. When I stepped up to Zavier he held his arms out to give me a hug. As I went to hug him I wrapped my knife less hand around him and stabbed him in the chest with my other. "What." Zavier couldn't finish his sentence because I was stabbing him again.

"You let him die when you could see the future." I gritted out as I took a step back and watched as he fell down. "What have you done?" Isabella cried as she came to grab Zavier. "You didn't even help your son. You left him." I cried decided this was my end also, as I brought the knife to my throat. "Noooo." Meridith screamed. "Alexander is waiting for you." Arthur whispered making me look forward.