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The Goddess of Wisdom and creation (unedited and discontinued version)

Update:The finished version of this book is my other book with the same name. Somehow I ended up with two books. If you would like to read this book for free you can type in the name and click the one that says updating. If you have read some of this book you will unfortunately have to start from the beginning because half way through I changed a few things and now that I have a second book to go with this book I can’t stick with this version. I really do apologize and I hope that you will give both of my books a try since they are free. Also this is a dark war and romance book so reader’s discretion is advised. Mazaya(masaya) is the goddess of wisdom and creation she's anything but normal. she's emotionally unstable because She holds too much power. She's the only God that was born with a dark god and light God parent. It was never heard of before her. So that explains why she is the most powerful God in existence. Right? Not really because nothing is as it seems. Gods are manipulating each other left and right to prevent complete control. Things you think you know turn out to be a spell caused to protect the world. The only truth is the what they are living now. The past could be lies and there's only one way to find out the truth, to go along Mazaya's journey. One thing is true though She only has one weakness and when the most powerful Gods find it out they work to exploit it so they can control everything. The person who possesses her rules all. Will Mazaya be a pawn in this war against Gods or will she be able to free herself from some of the most ruthless Gods in existence. It' starts off slow but once you get into it it heats up and gets intense. nothing is as it seems in a world full of the most powerful gods. There will be sex scenes and at times it will seem out of there but this is a world of Dark Gods not weak mortals. And what is the way to ones soul? sex and manipulation. Don't be offended by how out of there this book can get. I was trying to be realistic. If a completely dark God was anything but what a dark God truly is would it be real. The light Gods are good Gods and you see it. But there's manipulation everywhere. This is a Dark Gods novel. Only a few Gods are based off of mythology this is a world I created and copy righted myself. (Warning turn back if you are looking for a happy ending. I can't promise that evil will not come out on top. This is war between gods so anything can happen. Conflicts will be high and anything can happen. worlds may be destroyed, important characters may die. read at your own risk because Mazaya is the only God that I can say for sure is completely immortal).

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Cave

How could I still have feeling for him. The bond was suppose to break once I fell in love with Luther. It's not suppose to still be here. He rejected me. It was suppose to go away after so many decades of not being around Christopher. My emotions will never get better now. I can't reel them in. He doesn't even remember me and it still hurts.

How is this happening. I've seen Christopher multiple time but it was always under the influence so did me seeing him Sober do something that messed everything up. My soul had to latch on the one person who doesn't want me. It's not like I can kill him either. He's the only God that is truly Immortal besides me. I should've known I was too young to do that spell.

I left a hour ago and Im still not calm. Unless I give him back his memories and get him to take back what he said I'll never be calm again. It's like my soul went crazy the moment I seen him, it needs him to accept me. For a hour I've been trying to fix this but it's impossible. I look like I just had a Gold tan that's how bad it is. Ive teleported to multiple places and still nothing. So now I'm here in this little cave Christopher and I use to pretend was home.

I think I've cried enough tears to make a small pond and I'm not done. The longer I stay in this unstable state the more powerful I get. Its dangerous. I don't use my full power because of how powerful I truly am. The moment Christopher denied me I knew I would never be able to reach my true potential. I need someone to balance me out. I refuse to give Luther access to the secrets I've kept buried for along time.

I have to find a release. Everytime I use magic I get more unstable. So I can't even try to use some of the magic to see if it helps. As I look around trying to figure out how to fix me I see the little drawings that Christopher and I drew when we were little. This was the one place I never touched. It was the place we pretended to rule the world together. This was before he fell in love with someone else. Before my dad tried to ban me from ever seeing Christopher because he said I was reckless for bonding with him.

So much history and we still didn't end up together.

The day he rejected me was the worst day of my life. I had to lose the love of my life and best friend. I couldn't live with him having his memories. Cutting of his memories would confuse myself long enough for me to find a solution. Well atleast it was suppose to be a way to find a solution but Millenniums later and I still have nothing.

I made him suffer to save myself and all dimensions and now it seems like it was for nothing. The day I took his memories I could feel the magic overpowering me. I could feel myself slip away. The moment he said he seen me like a sister I lost it. My heart broke. My magic started to claw its way out. So I did the only thing I could. Buy myself time but it looks like I officially have no more borrowed time left.

The only thing I can do is slow the process down by staying away from everyone and secluding myself. I'm more relaxed alone so even though my emotions aren't stable anymore and I'm losing my control, the only way you could tell is from my eyes and skin. My magic needs a base so I either have sex with Luther or lose myself completely all because I fell in love with someone who never loved me.

I have so much power at my fingertips right now that I could open up a portal that I'm only suppose to be able to open after I lose my virginity. If I wasn't worried about my stability I would see where it goes and try to find a way to fix myself.

I'm not called the Goddess of wisdom for nothing I know that one of the portals leads to more magic and power and I guarantee that's the dimension that could save me only problem is to get to that dimension I would no longer need saving because I would he to give myself up so I can unleash every ounce of magic in me.

If I didn't bond with Christopher and love Luther I could've been with The God of light but it's impossible because I tried after I erased everyone's memories the second time. We couldn't be intimate, the moment we tried time rewinded. So now I'm stuck with limited options and "Baby there you are I've been looking everywhere for you." Luther said as he walked up towards me.

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