Author's Tidbit ~ [Part Two]
Cycles have a sinister slew. Everything is old and it kills whatever is new. Tis very toxic and draining. As one who has struggled many of times, it is by no means a sense of gaining. Gaining what? Pain, suffering, and just being tired? More like becoming forcibly wired to be anything and anyone that is not truly who you are. What you can be.
...And, that is quite scary.
It can be broken. The endless loop can end. It is a matter of how and where to begin. Some need to restart. Others need a pause. Many know that it is not impossible while plenty feel that they are a lost cause. After all, there is only so much to take. So much to grasp. So much to learn, collect, and adapt. But the more that is understood, the more the break can permanently shatter.
Repetition is comfort; change is growth.
In many ways and forms, experiences help to mold us all. Sometimes good, sometimes not. So, trust in God. Have Him guide you out of the hold that you are in...and then, break it. Obliterate it and push on. Learn from it and cut the ties forever. God renews and takes care of His people. Nothing is clear. But, He knows us. Every bit. Something that shall open the floodgates that our cycles have trapped us in. For no matter what we go through, the cycle can be broken and we can win.
- Author