what is this?

Lazarus is hitting on my head nonstop and I regret playing the role of the unconscious. the worse thing is that he knows.

he is the worst thing or the worst friend a person can have, I hate him to the core. I want to like him one moment and then he does something and broke my heart in pieces.

don't judge me I am not crazy neither fragile hearted, I can't be insensitive. my heart aches for all the poor and hurts when someone is hurt.

my daydream was lead to a dead-end when Lazarus hit me again and then an incredible type of pain shot in my whole body.

I felt like screaming in agony but I shot open my eyes and then looked directly in the eyes of my bully, Lazarus.

I blinked my eyes rapidly and does every possible way to decrease the pain and not scream.

my screams didn't leave my mouth but my lips were bruised badly and started bleeding.

I felt like a paralyzed person and get myself to plan a thing and an escape route, later I need to get myself away from him.

I looked straight in the eyes of Lazarus and his eyes looked cold as ice and impenetrable.

his eyes can send shudders my way but I learned how to face that coldness because dad showed that face multiple times.

I am used to it, I want to have a break suddenly I felt like someone leaned towards me.

I used all my strength and courage found in my body which feels like a corpse and used my hands to get myself away from the intruder.

I pushed myself backward and pushed myself until I found myself near the bedpost and almost hit my head.

when I found myself near the end and also banged my head, Lazarus started laughing and said.

"tch love why are you scared?"

Lazarus asked me and moved his hand towards my face making me flinch and move back.

'ouch'

I hit my head badly on the bedpost and it made my head hurt more. I feel like a little bump is forming on my head.

"tch love don't hit yourself so badly, it hurts my heart to see you that way"

Lazarus said while whispering it next to my ear and then I lost track of time in terror of this royal vampire.

he then moved his hand next to my lips which were bleeding badly and I can still feel the iron taste in my mouth.

it is a weird feeling and I can't swallow the blood because of its blood. my brain is hazy and you can guess it by my last statement.

he cleaned my lips and his finger got coated in blood. he took his finger back next to his face.

he smelled the blood from my lip and then you can guess the next, he licked the blood away from his finger.

this made me feel the need of puking, I hated seeing that, even though it is my blood I still can't control my disgust.

a few minutes ago I felt like reading a scene of a vampire-human love written and fantasized by humans particularly ladies.

I always thought it was something like looking at a lover if he is a demon in the face of humans.

now facing it I feel terror and plus Lazarus is the scary uncle instead of a crazy lazy uncle.

"love if you stay silent than how will I feel the thrill of having a human captive"

he told me while laughing and it triggered me how far can he go, taunting me again for being powerless.

' never give up Selena or you will become a prey'

that was what brother always told me and I laughed on his statement all the time but now I can understand and feel the meaning behind those words.

' deep breaths, take deep breaths Selena'

I took a few deep breaths and that affected my mood at the speed of light, now I can even send a fake smile his way.

" Lazarus my idiot do you think this disgusting trick will make me feel useless? well then let me tell you it makes me. feel unique"

I told Lazarus with a smile as fake as laboratory-made pearls but it's always said to not get deceived by looks.

in my case that statement is true, I am smiling but on my inside, I am cringing, I am disgusted.

my daydream was cut off by a lady entering the room and guess who she is, it's a she so its ava.

she entered the room looking downward and then looked up and told Lazarus probably

" it's time for the ceremony, we need to complete it before Selena wakes up"

she told Lazarus as if I don't exist at all making me feel super useless and powerlessness took the best of me.

I felt dead inside and that was the reason for the second time I zoned out.this time to take me out of this helplessness a sob was there to awake me.

"Lazarus I think this is wrong. , you should not have hurt her"

ava told Lazarus while glaring at him as if he sold or stole something of importance, something worth more than life.

"ava she is not a child for goodness sake stop treating her like one"

Lazarus yelled at ava making me flinch along with ava. his voice is chilly which can make children run towards hills.

she came near me and then she moved her hand towards me as if I am a wounded animal and she is here to treat me.

she patted my head and that hurt me badly since Lazarus first made me hit the bedpost and then punched the same place like thrice and then once again I was hit by bedpost.

"oh sorry I forgot that you were hit by the bed"

ava apologizes with a pensive face making me feel that she might be good and punishing her is useless.

then ava turned to look at Lazarus and told him

" she is the princess and soon to be Queen let her enjoy the luxurious life till it lasts"

ava told Lazarus while glaring at him and it felt like she was sending a dagger using her eyes towards Lazarus.

" I beg your pardon she needs to learn and I will punish her no matter she is human or fairy, princess or Queen"

Lazarus stated unfazed of ava's glare and then ava took my hand and threw me towards the ceremony place.

'huh, what happened? why did ava throw me towards this ceremony place'

I thought and then decided to stand up when ava did something which made me sit on the ground and unable to move an inch.

It would be a very difficult time to get a little bit of everything, including the ability to formulate who is lying or not.

"What is this ava?"

I asked ava totally confused and unable to determine what happened in that one second that everything changed rapidly.

peace has become a rare treasure for me because wherever I am chaos and sadness flows and flood the whole place.

they both reached me and then sat next to me, they did something weird. honestly, the whole ceremony place is weird.

I feel like I am stuck with dual personality or split personality people, one minute they like me, and the other minute they hate me and treat me as a bad person.

During my whole stay till now I can't determine what they are doing and what they want from me.

my life till now always had a missing piece, I was like a useless puzzle whose one piece was missing and was of no use.

"ah the fairy or human is trapped for transmission, let's start the ceremony"

Lazarus told me or announced it like I was an item he can win and own if he wants to and that scared me too badly.

'I need to follow their lead, they won't kill me, will they they?'

I thought but my mind and heart both were racing in fear and that was something I felt that will never happen.

"yes lets start, if she pass this she will get to learn techniques or elsr..."

ava said and then trailed off making me think that

' that or is scaring me will they kill me or worse use me as blackmail, no I will follow what they say I don't want my family to be hurt'

I thought and then moved to face them and I looked at them.

"let's start becUsf that cute face of yours won't stop me for doing the ceremony so back off love"

Lazarus told me and his calling me love scared me and it made me cringe which can be seen by Lazarus.

"love I will make you pay for cringing"

Lazarus told me and then a tremendous amount of pain shot out through my body and I felt like someone was tearing my limb away.

I tried to bear it but then a scream left my mouth and within minutes the whole room was filled with my screams.