I, me and you

I am crying In pain and no one around care to give a damn about me. love and peace is a rare thing for me.

my eyes are blood red and I feel like they will drop from eye sockets, sweat is coated on my body like a second skin.

my eyes can see my reason for facing such kind of pain and it hurts like a lot. I feel like someone is breaking me.

I feel like I will be torn apart by this unknown force. I can see and feel everything happening around.

the ceremony place is nothing like a normal room but in black color, everything was black here.

including the furniture and even wall colors, every single thing is on the black wall. there is a special corner where I am.

it looks like it is the only place for the ceremony, there is a cup of blood in front of me and a knife.

a test tube blood is also there and everything bares a mark like a flash of lighting with a moon sign.

I have never seen any sign as such, it is too unique to be ignored and not that visible if not concentration I wouldn't have noticed it

'huh, what's happening ?'

I thought when I felt like floating in the air and I screamed again, this time because I felt like the dead.

I looked around and both of them look so calm as if something was to happen and it happened.

"all previous queens bless this new queen and support her on her journey, I hereby introduce a new queen"

ava spoke in a voice full of confidence and power reeked from that sentence then a gust of wind collided her making her fall.

"you traitor, how lady..... how dare you to make her the Queen without a trail, I reject it"

a lady like voice entered and was so loud that it can be heard from far away. truth to be told she is scary.

"but...."

ava tried to defend herself and also to prove her innocence but Lazarus put a hand on her shoulder.

"ava listen to me she is powerless and even fragile I don't think it is the right time to make her queen or let alone make her face any trail"

another voice joined the chat and the feeling of being held captive and tearing off worsened.

'who are these ladies and why are they against this ceremony? who cared like ava and Lazarus they taunted me'

I thought and then patiently waited for one of them to speak. the silence was in the room and the insecurity was in the air and can be cut by a knife.

"as your wish queens but I want her to become queen before she faces doom"

ava told and then sighed as if me being a Queen decides the fate of my world, ah in my dreams I can't be a person of importance.

" she is fated to face doom like all of us, it's not like she will live happily ever after like human written fairy books"

the First Lady spoke again and she behaves like she is the fairy queen, she and fairy queen the people will run towards the hills instead of staying with her.

"but even tho what ava said is also right we can try to avoid the doom and face it instead of waiting for it"

the second lady who talks and words give the vibe of being wise and intelligent as if she knows what will happen.

' why am I treated like invisible or worse like an item for sale, I pity every bird now they face the same fate as me'

I thought again and this time the First Lady spoke again, her words were sharp as an arrow and can make people feel bad without hitting them.

" Selena you are not good enough to make t a queen, your powerlessness is your temporary weakness, your real weakness is your fragile heart"

her words hit me like an arrow and I was also on the verge to cry but I didn't cry and instead I fought with the heaviness.

I felt light after a few minutes and also knew that I have enough power to stand-ups and speak for myself.

"miss whoever you are, I am neither fragile neither weak-hearted, I don't care if I become a Queen or not. for your information, I faced the spirit animal on my own and also successfully tamed it without any help. next time when you want to use that tongue of yours to hurt someone's courage and break their heart I suggest you research the person before you speak."

I spoke with all the courage in my body and even stood next to ava and looked straight where ava was looking when she was talking.

the silence was filled in the room after I completed my lecture and even only breathing sound can be heard.

breathing sound of me and ava because I always counted ava as a human person like a vampire.

'by any chance did I cross the line? what can I do? my words are like arrows which are in the air, I am waiting like an archer to check if it hurt a person or hit the target'

I thought totally insecure about what to do and what harm will my words cause, I am in worlds of thought which like usual got disturbed.

a sudden voice of third-person breathing was heard and I looked at Lazarus whose body was moving like he is breathing.

he is a weird person and now a vampire is breathing is super weird, I don't know what to consider most weird.

me in this situation or a vampire breathing air like a living being. I think it is the perk of being a royal vampire.

" yes love its the perks of being royal, you can stop breathing and even breath at the fastest pace known to man"

Lazarus told me after guessing what was on my mind and then the silence in the room was broken by First Lady speaking and even clapping

"ava are you sure that she must become a Queen"

the First Lady spoke with a proud voice as if she like me being and acting like bad and ill-mannered behavior.

'this lady is also weird or maybe this situation is new and I feel weird anyway whatsoever happens I don't care.'

I thought and agreed with my thoughts that no matter what happened I will never break in front of them.

"yes I think its time to become a Queen"

ava told the First Lady confidently and. then looked at me and smiled

"my last and first advice to you is that everything comes at a cost, but don't go and like catching one bird and lose 2, choose wisely"

ava smiled the whole time like a child who gets the toffee he or she desires as a gift or someone buys it for them.

"very well ava agrees to this what about you my second half?"

the First Lady asked like a voter collecting a vote to determine the winner and it's me against her.

shudders...

I feel goosebumps on my body and even feel my heart racing.

" I agree with ava and I think Lazarus thinks the same"

the second lady spoke after a long time and I felt a relief that they are supporting me and even the First Lady is not treating me badly.

"let's begin then"

the lady said and the very next moment I felt two people holding me and even making me fell on the ground.

"ouch that hurts, this is forced stop... stop please let me go"

I pleaded because this is scary and looks badly forced when. I agreed on why to treat me like this.

" she is ready and its also time, do it already "

Lazarus told and I felt a dagger in the air and it looked like a ghost was holding the dagger and it came near me.

"its gonna happen any last wishes lady?"

Lazarus asked me and then put a hand on my mouth.

'what the hell if you want me to die then why not give me the right to speak my last wish, bad people, nevermind I have submitted to my fate'

I thought and like I said I don't care about what happens next, I curse the moment I gave that speech and impressed the First Lady.

I miss dad and brother who always taught me to be calm and not get triggered no matter what happens.

I understand the value of their words today and I regret not listening to them.a sudden entry of an object in my body made me scream my pain.

"arghhhh"

the pain was so bad that It was unbearable and I looked down to see that they stabbed me in the heart and then collecting the blood from there.