Coward(Lilith's POV)

Time passed by and it's already been a month since I last saw him. When was the last time I called him? I don't know, I already stopped calling him after that day. There were so many things happening at school and we survived just like back then.

I don't even know when was the last time I heard his voice or saw him smile. He's always quiet whenever we have our student council meeting. The cheerfulness in his eyes disappeared and I could only watch him from afar.

Maybe this is better. For me and for him. William let me be. He said that he will respect my decision, but still tried to push me to talk to Shaun. Though I decline. 

That's not me, I know I'm not that kind of person. I will just brush everything off and start over. That's how I describe myself. However, some nights haunted me. I find myself longing for something I shouldn't be having.