CHAPTER 10

(It seems my novel is being restricted because it have Chinese or korea on it?? I don't know. Can someone help me? I leave the picture about the message. here)

-Milyana-

"I said it! I FUCKIN SAID IT—UOOOOH!"

Milyana screamed while hugging her pillow tightly to her chest, her legs swinging kick combos toward the poor bed.

"I really said it…"

She muttered after she calmed down. Her arms threw the pillow somewhere and covered her face.

The memories where she finally said something that has been stuck in her throat since they were in highschool.

"Man! You're a fucking moron, aren't you!?"

She complains while rolling her body on the bed.

"Idiot!"

She complains again.

"Cock slut!"

And again.

"Cuckqueen!"

And again.

"Daughter of a bastard!"

Milyana heaved heavily as she shouted the last time.

It seems she has finally learned that insulting herself won't change the cringe situation her past self made for herself.

"I shouldn't have said it." She uttered quietly. Her eyes blankly stared at the ceiling.

"In the end I really dragged him with me." A sigh left her mouth. "If only I didn't have this weird fetish…"

She even wondered why he even accepted her after knowing her fetish…

Is it really a gender thing after all?

After all, if Kris is the one who has her fetish?

Perhaps the farthest thing she'll do is using a toy while on a video call to tease him.

Further than that? She won't budge nor will she entertain it even if he begged her.

She doesn't even mind if their relationship turned into a platonic one.

She'll just drug him with an aphrodisiac if he can't get it up and relieve herself with his cock.

Milyana shook her head at the thought.

"Dammit, my inner degenerate is leaking out." She sighed at the end of her words.

The scenes in the bath they had earlier were clearly repeated in her mind, making a smile blossom on her lips.

"That guy…why must he be so sweet…I bet he's exhilarating that he has the permission to have a threesome or foursome." She chuckled as the thought appeared on her mind.

"But consent, huh… I think I know someone…" She began to think about some acquaintances from kindergarten to high school along with some online friends.

"Let's ask them." She decided. "Though maybe I should tone it down and plan it for a month later…"

She doesn't want him to be scared and think that she was planning this all along.

"Hehe, can't wait to see the pathetic emotion from those—."

(Cuck)

Instinctively, Milyana punches the air in front of her and screams in embarrassment.

"Gaaaah! I hate this so much. Me! A Cuck! That bastard!"

At this moment, Milyana was thinking about something that would help her get back at him for throwing that sentence.

'Maybe, no sex for a week?'

She thought before throwing the thought out of her mind immediately.

'No, I'll die of stress before I can die of old age.'

*sigh*

Her hand unconsciously moved to rub her stomach. Her face reddening slightly at the action.

It made her remember how they've been having raw sex ever since she gave him the permission to on his birthday.

She can't help but chuckle when she thinks of how happy his face was when she lets him do it.

"Oh, that could work."

Milyana smiled as an idea appeared in her head.

The idea? Simple, she will just keep him in the friend-zone longer than she planned. Maybe a few more months after she has a baby.

"A baby…"

A smile blossomed on her face as she quietly spoke.

Maybe in the future they can have one, because she can't have a baby until she turns 24.

She remembers being devastated when checking with a doctor that she cannot have children and when she went to tell her mom about the news.

That suffocating feeling, perhaps breaking down would be easier but she knew that life still has more to offer even though she cannot have a child.

Besides, she's sure that Kris will be sad if she's gone. Who will take care of him if it's not her?

Milyana closed her eyes as she recalled what her mother told her when she delivered the news of her infertility.

'Don't worry. You are not actually infertile, it's just a family trait of ours. Whether it's male or female, we cannot conceive a baby before the age of 24.'

Sounds like bullshit was what she thought. After all, every doctor she came across said that she's infertile and would have no hope to conceive a baby in the future.

Surely her mom wouldn't know better than a doctor would she?

Especially since her source has the same energy as 'Trust me bro', who would believe that?

But Milyana will choose to trust her mother as the date of her birth certificate aligns slightly with her mom's age.

"..."

A-and being infertile is not all that bad. For example, she or Kris won't have to buy more condoms!

This also means that no plan B's are required and she can have all the raw sex she wants without getting worried about being a young mother.

And thus saving more money!

"Hehe…"

*Onee-chan daisuki*

"Wut?"

A sound snaps Milyana back to reality.

Her head turned towards her phone.

*Onee-chan daisuki*

Another notification sound was heard as her phone lit up for a moment.

Curious about the one who would text her, even though some parts of her legs are still sore due to 'segs brutal' Milyana still went ahead to grab the phone and turned it on as she finally saw the name of someone who texted her.

"Kris?"

She immediately unlocked her phone and she clicked on his messages.

[Kris ♥ ♥ ♥: Hey, it turns out I'll be on a road trip for two days.]

[Kris ♥ ♥ ♥: Uncle funeral 💀]

Her lips curled up with a smile as she looked at the messages.

[Milya: rip to you uncle.]

[Milya: Hope you get bored to death on the road. lol.]

She closed her phone without waiting for his response and walked towards her PC to watch some anime.

"Hm? Right, this is still here."

Milyana held the wooden box from her PC table with her hands.

A plain book shaped wooden box. Milyana are a hundred percent sure that there's a book…If the box hasn't made it clear yet.

The wooden box is a weird one, there's no apparent place where she could open it.

But when she shook it, it was evident that there was something in it.

She was tempted to carefully break the box but her mother didn't let her and told her to just keep it in a place where she can see it.

Apparently, the box was a gift from her maternal grandparents for her. She's touched and also a little weird because she rarely meets them and she has faint memories of the time she spent with them.

But if she's sure of one thing, the memories were pleasant ones. A shame that she only faintly remembers it though.

So she placed it on the wall shelf near her PC set. It's the place she used the most, thus the place where she will see the most if she put it there.

Milyana put the book-shaped box into the shelf.

"There. Rest in peace maternal grandparents!" She prayed as she put her hand together.

Milyana looked at the box being surrounded by various anime, cartoons, and other figures.

'The book totally looked out of place but it has its charm.' She silently thought. Thinking if she should put a figure or two on top of the box.

"Nah."

In the end, she thinks the arrangement is fine and went to sit in front of her PC to watch some anime.

"Hmm, what anime should I watch~?" She hummed.

"Oshi no Ko new episode! Nice!" She immediately clicked it and was directed to a new tab.

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-Kris-

If you think about it carefully, human relationships can be categorized into three.

Family.

Friends.

Acquaintances.

Family…for me the only family in my life are my dad, my mom, my brothers and me. Maybe Milyana, her mom, and Ricky because they are like a family to me too.

They are the ones that have been there all my life, celebrate my birthday, the people I spend most of my lifetime with.

Uncle? Aunt? Whoever they are, whether from my parental or maternal side. I don't know them, and I honestly don't care. Coming to my family when they have their needs, comes and goes like the wind.

Disgusting.

Too harsh? Nah.

Though I said that, not all of them are bad. For example my father's friend, oh wait he's not part of the blood family. What about my mom's classmates? Oh wait, she's not part of the family either.

Why does someone who is not part of the family are closer than the family themselves?

Why? Because fuck'em that's why.

At least my father's side of the family is more reasonable than my mothers. Lunatic, all of them.

Anyways, where was I?

Yes, friends. What I mean by friends are not the classmates that come and go like the wind. But a true one that will stay by your side and help you at your lowest.

I only have two, not much but they meant the world for me.

But hypothetically if there comes a day where they have to choose me or their family then I want them to choose their family.

Because that's what I'll do.

I think we had conversations about that once and if one of us died because of the decision. We'll do our best to help their families.

Though I just hope that there won't come a day where that day comes.

Anyways.

Then we have acquaintances. Like I said, they come and go like the wind.

Classmates, strangers you meet on the streets, neighbors, aunt, uncle, and some cousins.

Depending on who you meet some can make your day brighter than the sun while some will stomp it and shit on it which will make your day shitier than shit.

In short, bastards.

"Where is the funeral anyways?"

I sigh and ask while laying my head on a pillow. I am currently sitting on the back seat, or no one wants to sit on the back seat so I have all of it to myself.

It's great to have a place to lay down in the car rather than sharing it.

"Palangka. We will stay at your grandmother's house for a while before going to the funeral."

My mom answered.

Guess it

I held back a sigh then went to face my phone again.

[Milya: Hope you get bored to death on the road. lol. (┛❍ᴥ❍)┛彡┻━┻]

My lips are smiling at the response. I went to Cortana on the chat app.

[Kris: Cortana can you go to Milyana's computer? I want you to rig the gacha game she played so that she won't be getting super rare things unless it's a guaranteed one.]

[Cortana: …Okay. She's not playing but is watching a Japanese animation series called Oshi no ko.]

Huh... I took a moment to think before typing.

[Kris: Then slow down her internet speed every 2 minutes for 1 hour.]

[Cortana: Done.]

…Amazing, now, just with a few words to Jarvis or Cortana, I can control the speed of someone's internet connection.

Hahaha, the power of the internet is in the palm of my hand. I put my phone aside and musing about what has happened since we hit the road.

It's been a few hours since we hit the road and personally, I'm already bored.

I wonder what our cats are doing right now since we entrusted them to my mom's friend.

I hope they don't shit randomly there. I hold the smile that is itching to crawl on my lips.

Anyways! For progress, I have improved my spiritual roots into inferior lv 10 in all elements.

I might've used a few of my limited qi storing talisman but oh well it's worth it.

That's it I guess, I was tempted to at least read one book from [Idle Taoist] but I held back because the risk of being found out is simply not worth it.

Bella and Misty are currently sitting on my chest while being invisible. I can't exactly keep them inside my bag for the whole road can't I? That would be cruel.

So I let them outside as long as they stay invisible and man, they look bored.

Looking at my opened bag, I took out my laptop along with a few snacks and nudged them to move away so we could watch anime together.

I wonder what anime we should watch, an anime about slice of life seems good…