chapter 8

" Am ready to give up my everything, my family damn I can give up my own life for us " I heard a guy speak to a girl they faced away from me so all I saw was their backs, the guy was sitting and the girl was sleeping on his lap.

" Everything is against us we can't make it am too afraid and I don't want you to give up yourself for me please" she sounded as if she was crying " I don't think I can live without you I can't.. I, I just think it's your my better half you manage to bring out the best in me and I don't think if I'll survive without you " the girl sat up and I saw her clearly.

She had long wavy silver hair, her lips were deep red and she had a fair skin color if I was looking for the definition of beauty I found it, when she held his cheeks and faced him I saw her grey eyes they were filled with tears how can someone be so flawless.

I couldn't see the guy clearly, " We have no choice and as much as you love me I know you know that I love you as much you complete me but what am I supposed to do I can't let anything happen to you I'll die if it does we can't be together... but, but I wanna fight for us I wanna try I don't wanna lose the guy who saved my life loved me for who I am and holds my soul " I was literally crying after hearing that.

They were so in love with each other, really I somehow envied them they began an intense making out session and within a blink of an eye things happened, loud noise, blood, smoke, shadows, and the air became too thick I could no longer see anything I fell in an endless abyss.

' Hailey I know you Miss your mom and I know you miss your dad when am gone but am trying to give you....' that was my alarm shit that means everything was just a dream I sat up that dream felt too real. And this is weird I don't usually wake up to the rap part of my alarm I usually get up when the song is halfway through meanwhile everyone would have woken up from the irritation of hearing the same loud rap song every morning.

Slowly everything started processing last night I, goodness I kissed Alexander I mean he kissed me but I returned it isn't that kissing him too, uhh am so confused.

I shoved my blanket off and walked out where I met Henry" hey Henry" I said lifting him " morning sis I want pancakes" he spoke, I smiled at him " race you down the stairs" he yelled as he jumped off my arms.

We ran then I went to make pancakes for breakfast" now go wash up when you're done I'll be done too " he made a face " are you sure you're fast enough" he asked" try me " he giggled and raced again, I watched him too bad he spent his early years with my abusive father but now I promise I'll give him a normal childhood the thought of my father made me cringe.

I heard giggles and I didn't have to turn to know who it was, she walked in with a super short too revealing night dress and my So called bestfriend was shirtless.

" morning Heather" he spoke, I thought I was mad and pissed but when he spoke I figured out I was just annoyed by the fact that Sharlene was here nothing else which was strange.

" morning" I said I know my voice gave out how annoyed I was, and it became awkwardly quiet, " umh you're up early today it's kinda surprising" he spoke and I turned to place the pancakes on the table" I've only lived with you for what two days and you think you know me that much" I said walking around to the fridge.

" come on what's up with the mood" okay I don't know why I got so pissed off but when I heard Sharlene's voice my cool snapped" what mood, okay you don't act as if you know me because you're dating him and you don't know me at all so just have your breakfast and let me be,waking up early or late is none of your business" I placed the juice can on the table and went upstairs.

Okay maybe am in my period because this ain't normal, I heard a soft knock on the door" come on Choco please let me in" it was Louis" it's not locked" he came in he had his shirt on at least.

" I know me being in a relationship and everything is hard for you especially it's her but Heather we're grown ups and I would really like my bestfriend since childhood and the girl I love to get along please" instead I felt a pain in my heart.

" you called me Heather Louis, plus it's not my business who you love Louis I don't care just keep living your life the way you want it I'm not in the place to tell you what to do" I said trying my best not to cry,I have no idea if I lied or not.

" you don't care Heather then what was with all the jealous acts out there you were acting so out of place and I was expecting you out of all people to support me instead you're acting like some ex I never had I've always supported you heather now it comes to only one thing and this is how you repay me you changed" he spoke he was angry and I knew it but why was this all my fault Sharlene always hated and humiliated me Plus... wait I Changed what the..

" you think I changed Louis Marchesa, me you left me while I passed out for God knows how long with a guy who walks with a gun stuck on his boot I was scared and you were out there..." I stopped myself as I suddenly recalled what Xander told me the memory replayed too vividly it scared me I stopped.

" Louis I think maybe we shouldn't talk about it, am exhausted and I have to get ready for school so we'll talk " he gave me a look I couldn't describe as I walked to the door and held it open for him and Sharlene stood there waiting" let's go babe" she said and gave me a look that told me my university life was gonna be harder than my high school life.

I took Henry to school and when I walked back Hazel was already gone, I walked fast I had my first class at 9. When I walked to the main parking lot many students were out some doing nothing, some studying and others on their phones or gossiping.

I walked steadily" you little bitch come here " I was yanked by my wrist and fell on my back I struggled to stand up only to meet my father, crap did I happen to think about him today?" how dare you hang up on your own father oh let me guess you finally got yourself a man to give you enough money just to get between your knees you sad whore just like your mother" everyone was listening some even recorded I struggled and he slapped me when he wanted to do it again I caught his hand.

Everything froze and I saw a younger version of my dad, he was carrying flowers and when he got to my mom's apartment she was making out with another man "wirata you...." he collapsed and when he woke up he didn't want to see my mom anymore and that's when he began doing drugs, gambling and he joined a gang just like last night the memory began fading and the last thing I saw was him smashing someone to a wall till he died.

Reality knocked back and he began running away even I was surprised what's up, the image of the man who was making out with my mom kept replaying he looked familiar.

Now I had bigger problems that was a grand entrance and now in a weird way I can read people's past or memories or whatever, but how and why me out of all and, aren't these things all made up in movies and novels ugh am so confused.

I checked my phone I still had twenty minutes till my class, so I just walked to it ignoring the stares and whispers it was human biology everyone wanted to join but many seniors were in so they only picked a few of us newbies.

My body was having weird electricity feeling so I walked to the far corner the class had few students already, as I was lost in my thoughts I felt someone sit next to me,and the energy in my body got stronger I looked and he was looking down but the scent was familiar.

" don't stare too much curls " I knew it,this jackass does he have to make my day from worse to worst . " relax am here for a lesson which I'll sleep throughout so chill I won't mock you about your crush on your bestie" there he goes.

I felt an itch to touch his hand and read his memory then I could figure out if it was really a thing or not, I dropped a pen and when I went to pick it I held his hand but all I saw was darkness " nice try curls" I looked up did he know?but when I met his eyes I read a thing I never thought I'll ever see in him, though it went so fast...

BROKEN but... I couldn't finish it no....