episode 40 (jealousy)

Knock knock....

Jesse stands outside Dezze's room without changing her office clothes.

- (After Dezze takes off her coat and throws it on the bed, she turns back.) Ohhhh, Jesse...Why are you standing in front of the door? please come inside.

-woohoo... (Walking inside) Came to see if you want anything. I don't come to this room that much so I thought...(Rubbing the right hand in her office paint.)..so...so....

- so what?

-(Exhale) Haaaahhhh, nothing...

-so? (fixing Jesse's tie) you were getting worried. So came to see me, right?

-Mmmmm.. (with head down.)

- ahhhh, I am fine in this room so don't worry. You are taking unnecessary worry, you should not take so much worry.

Dezze turns and is about to take a step forward to head to the wardrobe only then Jesse grabs Dezze's waist tightly.

- (placing Jesse's chin on Dezze's shoulder) I have no one, Dezze. If you keep coming like this every day then how will I let you go. (whispering in Dezze's ear) Don't come like this, I can't stop myself. (Holds Dezze tightly inside her arms from behind.) I am afraid to close my eyes so I am afraid to sleep at night. But do you know what has caused for afraid these days?

- Wh..at's the..e cau..se? (muffled voice.)

-(Taking a long breath out.) Afraid of losing you. (withdrawals her head from Dezze's shoulder and shakes head right to left and left to right.) I don't want to lose you. Help me, I want to sleep at night, I want to see a new morning with fresh air. okay, I will do whatever you say, I will go to Suzy. But please.....please.....please (again places Jesse's head on Dezze's left shoulder.) stay with me.

(Dezze turns to Jesse as soon as she realises a drop of rain pearls on her shoulder.)

-(Dezze wipes those rolling Pearls from Jesse's cheeks.) I will always help you but don't ever take me away from you. (wiping Jesse's lips with her thumb.) So soft, can I eat it?

-(Biting her lower lip with her teeth.) ummmm.

Dezze tries her best to eat Jesse's lips. But a one-way kiss is always unpleasant. No matter how hard you try, you can never be happy with that kiss until the other person gives an equal contribution with equal rights on it.

Dezze's control slowly starts to go out of bounds. Opens the button of her shirt and unbuttons Jesse's shirt too but in full swing just like a hungry lion.

"(takes a deep breath.) Jesse..Jesse..(seductive tune.) I can't take this anymore. (licks Jesse's neck with her tongue.) I can't control it, please let me feel it, please Jesse...(Grabs Jesse's breast and squeezes inappropriately.)"

"(moaning.) Dezze... Dazze... I...(close eyes with a pleaser.) I.. Can't... I.i. i. ..(all of sudden Jesse opens her eyes as if she has seen a ghost in her daydream.)"

Dezze's dancing hands would not stop. Jesse collects all the energy that were in her body and pushes Dezze.

For a few moments, cold air is spread around the room. Dezze was laying on the ground and Jesse was standing in the same place with guilty sights.

" I...I...am sorry.. (Extends her hand in front of Dezze to lift her.)..

" it's (holds hand) okay." Dezze gets up off the ground with the help of Jesse's hand.

"(Embracing Dezze.) I'm sorry... I'm really really sorry..but but I don't want to lose you. please don't go..."

"Why do you think that if you do not do all this, then I will leave you." complexion of serious mood on Dezze's face.

" I....ummmhh, I....I didn't mean that. (Embraces her more energetically.) Please give me some time."

" Am I really loving you for all of this? (Dezze takes two steps back after pulling herself out of Jesse's arms.) Am I so eager for all this? "

"No...Dezze.. I..i..didn't mean that.."

(In between, Dezze gestures with her hand to stop Jesse.)

"Don't pressurise because of me."

"I...i...am...sorry Dezze."

" it's okay. it's okay... it's okay." Hugs Jesse.

my path is exciting

" Chapter 4 "

"Why don't you want a child? Why why why you don't want a child? (begging hand.) Tell yourself, how many years have we been married? You can give a child, I can also give a child. Then what is causing you the problem?"

"I know you are in dire need of a baby but I am not ready for it yet." To calm my wife's boiling lava, I say it by lowering my voice.

But she yawls at me just like I'm her pet.

"Don't forget that when you were young you were brought by my mother and father from the orphanage, who gave you a house, given all the facilities that you couldn't buy in the future. (grinding teeth) And today you are having trouble giving a child."

It is very difficult to calm my wife's boiling lava, but I too have a limit to my patience, if it is exceeded, everyone gets angry. Not only me.

Still, I was behaving with her with utmost humility.

"Baby, (pat on the bed) please come here. (Indicating my wife to sit on the bed.) We should sit and talk."

Collects all the energy that is hidden inside her and bursts on me.

"I'm not here to sit and talk. I just want to say that I am adopting a child and if you have any problem with this, it does not matter to me."

goes out of the room like air with full enthusiasm.

I was thinking of killing that bitch by strangling her at the same time But I was not capable of doing all this at that time. It was not that easy to get rid of her by strangling her.

It is your wisdom to do the right thing at the right time.

So I was very tolerant for some few years for getting rid of that woman and booooom.....guess what, I got a chance.

"Honey, I told you about our new project, this is our new building which is not completed yet, but after a few months, it will be completed."

As soon as I open the blindfold my wife gives me a surprise gift with a full enthusiastic smile.

"That's big enough. Well, what do you want to do?" I look down from the top of the building while roaming around. I and my wife were on the Fifth floor of the building.

"Here I want to build a hospital and I want to name it for my baby girl."

"But baby she is only 5 years old now. Let it grow up a bit." I say while holding both the shoulders of my wife with utmost humility.

"No, I will only work for her. Whatever I do, I will do half of it in the name of my child. Now she is my everything and nothing. I just want to live for her. just for her."

"But why are you doing so much for her, she is not even our real daughter."

Thaappppppp.....All of a sudden a loud spectacle falls on my cheeks. A slap roams around my ears.

"Take care not to repeat this thing."

how did she dare to slap me?

But like every day, I did what I should have done. I humbly apologize in front of her.

"I am sorry. "

But she rolls her eyeballs.

"What the fuck." When this word came out of my mouth, I didn't realise.

"What? (suppresses eyebrows.) What did you say?

My wife had a cold gaze on me.

" ahhh haaaa nothing baby. It was my mistake so you slapped me but now I do realise that I was wrong. Sorry."

I keep doing such plays every day to show myself better in the eyes of my wife. Uffffff I get fed up. While coming down from the Fifth floor, I thought a lot about pushing that witch.

My hand was going forward like a magnet as the woman was going down the stairs.

As I move my hand forward to push her she looks back with a smile like a shining star.

"Honey, I love you."

"I love you too." I give her a crooked smile and pushed....!!!!....

*End the chapter*