Épisode 1

?‍? '' Hello friends, I'm going to tell you my little story. My name is Faithful Noah, yes it's ugly I know. I don't understand why my parents gave me this name really it's so old fashioned and not very suitable for a girl like me. Fortunately I have two, Carla is my middle name, it is the one that I use always and everywhere, it looks like me better and reflects me. I am the eldest of my family, I am 30 years old, yes I am already a big girl still single and without children. You will understand why I do not have children, it is voluntary. I come from a modest family, former rich today poor because I am practically the only one who brings food to the house. I live with my little sister, Lydie who is still at school and my father François Noah who fights as best he can to help me with the household expenses. It is not always easy because he is sick all the time, he is diabetic and hypertensive, so he is often at rest. We are staying in an apartment, lucky that my uncle left it to us when he left for Europe with his family, I don't know what we would have done if we had been rented with the dear life of the capital economic, it's not easy. My mother pffff I don't like to talk about her she annoys me. I very often listen to people speak well of their mother, say that they are their god and all, it hurts me I would have wanted my mother to be like the mothers of others but too bad, she is is preferred to us. A few years ago my father lost his job, a job that sheltered us from want, I still remember that period well, we were so happy an almost perfect family, my father took good care of us and of his wife, we lacked nothing. One evening my father came home from work all dejected and looked desperate, the worst had happened, he had lost his job due to a serious problem in his business they were forced to dismiss employees and him at the same time. The world collapsed before our eyes, my father did not have a plan B at all and my mother, a housewife was also counting on him. His lifestyle began to decline little by little time for him to find another job. It looked like bad luck was on his side because he couldn't find anything, nothing to do despite his skills, nothing, not even a sub-profession. This year was the most difficult, my mother could not bear the extreme hardship in which we plunged, one fine morning we woke up that she had deserted without leaving a trace or words. I was 22 years old, I could already take care of my family like a woman. So I took over, I wiped away my father's tears, I took care of him like a baby he had lost confidence in him, lost the love of his life and at the same time believed that we were losing our respect. That was not the case. My little sister and I gave him all the love children could give their daddy. Little by little, he got up and did odd jobs thanks to that I was able to obtain my license and I left school. It was time for me to take my responsibilities as a big sister. I started looking for work, I also did any kind of work as long as it brought me something, with what I earned and what my father brought back we could manage and continue to pay for the studies. Lydia. Until the day when my father fell, it was a second shock for us he had stopped working and I was the only one to bring back the money, how much? For how many people ? not to mention his medications, his care and medical visits, with all this we could no longer manage the rent and we accepted the offer of his big brother, our uncle, to live with him. We are there to this day. You understand that after everything I have experienced so far I have not had my head resting to think of having a child not even by accident, I have always taken my precautions, for me my family comes before everything and in spite of what we are going through i wouldn't want, it would be irresponsible for me to bring back another load and even my little sister i tell her all the time. She is a beautiful, very intelligent 20-year-old girl, she has just entered college and is studying finance, I know that one day she will take over and become a great lady. The departure of our mother affected him a lot, she sometimes cried about her absence I couldn't do anything I didn't know where she was until the day her sister my aunt let us know that she lives with a white, eh ah a white of anything. My mother is a bad woman I hate her you will think that I am hard too bad it is my feeling, I do not want to see her neither today nor tomorrow ... She had come into contact with my little sister I will never prevent him from seeing his mother but me that she crosses his road. I will never be like her, abandon my children because I saw a white man who has more money, a kid, this Stuippp woman. I hope she is happy where she is.

 Let's now enter my little life, as you learn more about me. I am 1m70 for 60 kilo, yes I am a model, or it's famine or it's really my weight ohh I don't know lol. But I like it, I feel good about myself. I have a black complexion, very black that I assume, I am not ashamed like some who will spoil their skin because they want to shine after they become ugly, I have confidence in myself and I feel beautiful , it is the complexion of glory. I have no girlfriends unless we call friends and acquaintances girlfriends. I don't like to burden myself with people who don't bring me anything more in my life, I hate wasting my time with hypocritical self-interested girlfriends and all, my sister and dad are enough if I want to confide I talk to them that's all. They say about me that I feel, it amuses me they did not understand my vision of things I do not blame them, others say that I am insolent, impulsive and I have a big mouth, hahahaha I I can still accept that I have a big mouth, I don't like to be stepped on, I have a strong character and always on the defensive it is maybe a fault I do not know. I am tense all the time because of the situation we are living at home, my father's illness which worries me because of that I can be really boring but that does not make me a bad person, those who know well know i am very loyal with a big heart. Other than that, I have a boyfriend named Moussa, he's a muslim, we've been together for over a year. to tell the truth it's not a relationship that I take to heart, I'm not in love, he is there just to give me a good time you see a little, because in the pile he is too tight I am always satisfied . For his part I don't think he considers me very much he has already had to cheat on me several times but I don't care, it's his problem I don't have time to manage his libido. Besides, he surely has a woman waiting for him in the village, why tie me to him. In conclusion I am single. I'm waiting for the right person even if at my age I really don't believe in it anymore. I had to make a decision, if at 35 I still do not have a real relationship I will have a child and stay quiet, marriage is not for everyone. I don't blame myself for not having seized the opportunities that presented themselves to me, I was busy managing my family, it's my priority, if because of my family I don't have a husband it won't hurt me. to see them happy, to see my father in good health makes me happy.

 Currently I am unemployed yes the covid 19 has ruined everything, the company where I worked has closed here we are unemployed in the meantime I had small jobs of a few months that I have already exhausted and now I am at fond in looking for a job and a real one I am tired of odd jobs. I work in office automation, communication, and marketing, I have several hats that often work in my favor. I am out this morning to attend an interview for the post of executive assistant in a telephone, communication and advertising company. I like it because I embrace all its functions, who knows maybe that it is thanks to these assets that I would be recruited, I keep my fingers crossed. The business is great, if I am recruited I will do a thanksgiving mass, I could finally pay for my father's care without having the headaches, I will repay my debts. I put on a pantsuit and blue jacket set with a white bustier inside, I put on heels as I like. I feel beautiful and well undermined for an interview. I'm going to stop the taxi, I mustn't be late and if I take the motorbike I could have an accident or even fall into the water ehh I don't want that kind of incident. Before going out I made my father's breakfast, he will take it when he wakes up. I looked at his remedies there is a box that is about to finish I am already sick it is expensive. God will help.

 I'm already on my way to wait for the taxi, they always pass loaded stuippp that's even what that. Time flies ohh I'm going to be late, maybe I have to cross to go to the other side because sometimes it goes on both sides especially if the axis is blocked. Pfff I cross ''

 She rushes onto the track, an oncoming car saw her from a distance and braked just in time, she fell. A man gets out of the car, he rushes to get it up, Carla exclaims nervous

 _ ehh you haven't seen me? You could have killed me

 _ sorry madam I did not see you you could have paid attention or even looked before crossing

 She gets up looking at her clothes which she begins to rub to remove the dust

 _ and besides, it's my fault that's it. When you are in your big cars there is what you are still looking in front of you stuippp for real anything

 The man looks at her he does not know what to do, it shows that he really blames himself

 _ once again excuse me

 _ Dido get away with that. Is it your apology that will clean up my outfit? You know where I was going. If it's witchcraft, know that you can't have me. Have a good day

 She rushes to the other side of the road and the gentleman gets into his car, he continues on his way. Carla removes a handkerchief from her bag and cleans her shoe which has taken on a little mud. She arranges her hair, a glance at her watch, if she takes the taxi again she will be late, the better to take a motorbike. It is nervously that she starts to stop a motorbike, muttering insults

 _ a bastard like that. Fortunately there was no water on the way otherwise I would be wet everywhere stuippp

 A motoman stops in front of her.

 _ we go where beauty you speak alone

 She paws before answering

 _ leave me at the oxford company

 _ it's going to be 500 miss we do not cover

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 _ because you think I look like someone who covers.

 `` Yes it often takes that to make people believe that we are not suffering when I only have 1000 fr in the big handbag on I want lol ''

 _ ehh miss don't get angry, let's go upstairs you're very upset the father didn't do well at night?

 She bursts out laughing and gets on the motorbike

 Throughout the journey she recounts the incident to the motoman who listens to her attentively and applauds her for having insulted this gentleman who thinks he can do anything because he has a bass drum.

 In the meantime at the Oxford company. The same vehicle that almost ran over the beautiful Carla earlier has just parked in the large yard of the company. The man goes out and is accompanied by a security guard in his office.

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 ? '' Hello friends, it's Christ oxford, yes like the oxford company which bears my name, the very name of the Chairman and CEO. I'm a 38 year old man, young enough to have built this empire when you know what you want in life, you don't waste time, you work hard to get there. I'm not going to throw flowers at myself much, I'm not the type, or maybe if, because I didn't do anything illegal, I got all of my heritage in legality and clean voices. Ease is not in my dictionary. I have been divorced for 4 years already. I don't like talking about my ex-wife, she's a witch, she took me for her toy, her pawn ... I was so naive about this. My ex wife is the worst disappointment of my life I regret why I married her and why my two boys are coming out of her womb. I had to do DNA tests on them and they are fine with me. I advise my brothers to do it often for their children because our witches that we have as wives at home are capable of anything. My ex wife destroyed me, I loved her so much she laughed at me, she was an unfaithful materialist she even gave me diseases that I treated, I saw all the colors with her. 7 years of false marriage by the grace of god I saw his game and I filed for divorce with supporting evidence. The verdict was in my favor even the small compensation she did not receive. I left him in charge of looking after the children until they grow up, I will get them back. Since we are in the same city, I see them constantly. My ex wife is a devil because of her I hate women I never want to remarry it was good for me. My business is now my wife, I put my love into it all my time and she doesn't disappoint me. I have two daughters that I deal with, well that's nothing serious, you know a man can't be alone so occasionally I call one she comes to relax me. Never at home, oh no, my sex plans always take place at the hotel, either in my office when everyone is gone or even in my car. No one at home, it is a sacred place for my children, I do not want to see the traces of a little profiteer in my home. They say of me that I'm arrogant, boastful, imbued yes it's true I feel it's normal I have the means for my policy maybe that's why I don't have friends, I just have my partner and manager Bob who I work with whom I consider a good friend, he understands me and doesn't judge me. Apart from him I have little acquaintances with whom I will often have a drink while being careful because these so-called `` friends '' envy me a lot, I'm afraid of poison so most of the time I'm at home me with my children or with Bob.

 I am 1m75 for 70 kilos. I take care of myself, I eat organic and I practice a sport, I recommend it. This morning I have to supervise the interviews myself because when I leave the load to the human resources department they bring me whatever I am tired of the weeping and crappy assistants who have been here, I need a good hard worker who will be able to wake up even at 5 am to do a job, which will be essential to me, that's what I need. My last assistant left she told Bob that I'm scolding too much I mistreated her etc ... Bullshit pfff anyway, I had already planned to fire her so ... I don't need the weak, I work with the strong and the winning.

 My door opens it's bob he is always on time for work despite our proximity he does not joke with work and I like that. We are friends but we know how to put things into perspective. He pulls up a chair and sits down, you can tell he hasn't slept well. I hasten to ask him why this mine

 _ the weekend was busy on your side I imagine

 _ it was hot. I was with my wife we ​​were at the wedding I told you about

 _ Ah OK. She's your girlfriend and not your wife and stop giving her too much importance I have already told you that women are witches one day you will prove me right

 '' He sits up, he doesn't like what I just said. ''

 _ how many times will I tell you that the story you had with your wife is not general, your life is not mine

 _ ex wife please. I myself spoke of her as you saw the result, Nobel Prize for the brothel

 _ hahahahahahahaha

 '' He laughed out loud and that pissed me off, I don't even know why I started this topic it might end up in an argument as usual and we don't have time for that. He gets up and goes to take some water from my fridge ... he has a drink and comes back to sit down. ''

 _ I pray that you meet a woman who deserves you ah yes I pray for that

 _ stuippp I told you that I will no longer have a woman in my life. Let's go over it please where we are with the candidates

 _ two have already arrived.

 _ this time myself I will participate in the interview, tell the HRD when the conference room is ready you let me know

 _ Okay

 He gets up and goes out ... This day promises to be very busy for me. Place at work ''

 To be continued...