Letting go pt 2

I hurt you.

I did it intentionally.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that everybody seems to know about your business.

It's okay if you don't want to forgive me.

I won't talk about why I said what I said because I was serious about not bringing up the past.

If only I could touch what I broke inside you and tell it I'm sorry.

Sometimes I say stupid stuff. Sometimes I don't mean it.

I know an apology won't fix anything but it's my best attempt at smothering my pride.

Let me know if I'm too late.

I meant everything I said in the previous letter but I've been thinking a lot about things.

Even though I still have feelings, maybe it would be best for you if I disappeared from your life. I think I've caused you enough pain and heartache. Perhaps you'd do better without me.

It was selfish of me to try and get back with you. At the end of the day, your happiness and state of mind are what matters.

It seems like talking to me makes you relive some bad moments.

I promise that this is the last one.

I made you smile once. It pains me that the last thing you'll remember me doing is hurting you.

You changed me and I'll never forget you.

When I said those hurtful things to you, I thought it would make it easier for the both of us to walk away if you hated me a little. I got weak and changed my mind later.

I'm sorry I'm writing so much. I've never had to tell someone goodbye forever. If God could transcribe my heart, the things you would see…

This is terrible. I feel like I'm botching my goodbye.

I didn't want to have to say it to you but it feels like the right thing to do.

I shouldn't send this to you after saying goodbye.

It's time for both of us to be free.

Yours humbly,

Olaf.