'I'm so useless! Why am I so useless?'
Sofia couldn't help but despise herself for not being able to step up and help out. She had to become an adventurer because using her bow is the only skill she has. But if she can't even muster up the courage to use it and subjugate monsters, then what was the point of her father teaching her archery?
As everyone around her struggled and fought to survive, she was basically leeching off of their blood, sweat, and tears. If she survives this nightmare, she would have done so as a parasite. A good-for-nothing member of society that shouldn't have existed in the first place.
'Father... I'm sorry...! I'm a coward!'
The hobgoblin picked up a random goblin nearby. Because of the height difference and its larger stature, the hobgoblin was able to easily lift a small goblin with one hand.