CHAPTER FORTY TWO

Mikay's POV

"Mikay andito na sila." Sabi ni papa at nakita kong pumasok sa room sila Cassie, Kristan, at Oliver.

I can see the cuts from Oliver's face.

And their gloomy faces.

Please, huwag niyo namang ipakita sa akin ang mukhang iyan.

Naguiguilty ako sa desisyon ko.

"Mikay how are you?" tanong ni Kristan at umupo sa gilid ng kama ko.

"I'm fine." I said and tinignan ko si papa. "Pa, pwede niyo ba kaming iwan saglit." Sabi ko at ngumiti.

Hindi na nagsalita pa si papa at lumabas na lamang ng kwarto.

Tinignan ko silang tatlo, gusto kong imemorize ang bawat features ng mga mukha nila.

Memories na lang kasi ang madadala ko doon.

"You guys are the best friends that I ever have." Sabi ko para mabasag ang katahimikan.

"Kayo ang nagturo sa aking maging matapang, at ang nagbigay ng confidence sa akin." Sabi ko.

"Cassie, please love George with all your heart. I wish na magtagal kayong dalawa. I wish you the best." Sabi ko at tumingin kay Cassie.

Cassie just stood there without saying anything. But her face can tell that she's just controlling her emotions.

"Kristan, whoever you will love I will support you. I just wish that you will always be happy. Kampante na ako dahil ayos na ang problema ninyo ni kuya Greg. Always follow your heart." Sabi ko at tumingin sa kanya.

Nakatitig lamang siya sa akin ngunit bumagsak na rin ang mga luha sa kaniyang mga mata.

"Oliver…." Sabi ko at tumingin kay Oliver.

Tahimik lamang siyang nakatingin sa akin.

Hindi ko nababakas ang lungkot sa kaniya.

"Sana maging top 1 ka. Kaya mo yan at gragraduate kang valedictorian. You are as awesome as kuya Marco. And also…." I pause contemplating what would be the best words I will say.

"Please be happy, I wish you can met someone whom can make you happy….please continue your life….without me. And also know that I love you" I said and tears are starting to fall from my eyes.

Ah, it's time.

"I will treasure every moment with you. Thank you for all you've done for me, I'm sorry for not telling you. I just don't know how to say and don't want to bother you." I said.

"Mikay, please don't say this. You will live, diba sabi mo gragraduate tayo ng sabay? Diba sabi mo magiging magkaklase pa tayo sa minor subjects natin? Diba sabi mo….." hindi na naituloy ni Cassie ang kaniyang sinasabi dahil humagulgol na lamang ito. Nilapitan naman ito ni Kristan at yinakap siya upang kumalma.

"Please tell my parents that I will always love them. Kayo na sana ang bahala sa kanila." I said and they just nodded.

"It's time...to go. I love you guys. You are the best people in my life…goodbye." I said and rested my body sa bed.

"Please don't leave us! MIKAY NOOOO!!" I heard Cassie screamed.

I'm sorry…..

I slowly closed my eyes, preparing to fell asleep....forever.