Episode 34

Ava's Point Of View,

"What happened to him? Why he is angry with James", mom asked me and I just gave a signal to my mom. She should not talk about it in front of Luke now, or else he will again start saying what James did and mom just changed the topic.

"Luke baby is hungry right? I made your favorite pasta. Do you wanna eat it", mom asked him and he shook his head. I just did not believe that he did that. He said no to the pasta. I did not expect him to get that much angry.

"Seems like he is deeply hurt. What did James say to you? Why he is so angry", mom again asked me as now she was also getting upset to see Luke like this and I just started cooing my baby. My baby is just like his Mumma. Got so angry, I kissed his cheeks and his head and tried to make him calm.

"Luke, I will scold James back, okay? You should not get that much angry like this, or else rats will dance in your stomach. Do you want that to happen baby", my mom tried to distract him, and thank god it worked. She took a deep breath as Luke shake his head and went close to mom and she picked him in his arms.

"Is my baby hungry? Do you want to have pasta", she asked Luke and he slowly nodded his head my mom just picks him into his arms and my mom just gave me a signal that I do not have to worry. She will feed him, so I just did not say anything. I nodded my head and she took him out. I just lay on the bed and took a deep breath. I am so tired while I slept for the whole day but I am still feeling like I am dying and need more sleep. I just do not know why the hell I feel this way. I mean I am an active person and I used to work like a donkey after I got Luke but now I am feeling like there is a burden on my stomach and I can not carry it, just do not understand what to do.

"Ava, honey, are not you hungry too", I heard my mom's voice and now I just have to lie to her too and it sucks. I want to tell her the truth about him but I am scared of her reaction. I do not want to see her worried for me again, so there is no way that I am gonna tell her the truth now.

"Mom, I am not hungry. I ate when I was coming back home, just feed him and you also eat, please. I am feeling so tired", I yelled from my room and mom did not say anything after that. She is not saying anything but I know that she is having a thousand questions in her mind she wants to ask me but she is not asking them coz she does not know how I will react to it. So it is all kind of complicated. I did not even change my clothes and I just slowly closed my eyes and here I fell again asleep.

Lucas's Point Of View,

I wanted to sleep but then I just changed my mind. I quickly got up from the chair and made my way out. I just pulled my bike out and took the keys and made my way out of my home. I just do not know why I am doing it but I want to do it and I am doing it. I know she did not have her car so I followed her. I saw her on the main road just a few blocks away from my home. She was not looking so upset. She looked fine, even though she bought a lot of balloons.

I know that she likes balloons so much but she is not a kid anymore. What the hell she thinks she is doing? She never bought balloons no matter how much she liked them, so it was kind of strange to see this. I slowly started following the cab she took. I already know where she lives but god knows why I am following her, maybe I want to see by myself if that place is good enough for her or not?

she was holding the balloons out of the window and I just do not know why but there was a strange but happy smile on her face. It was looking like she was thinking about something and that thing made me feel like I am burning in fire. She just now rejected me and treated me like I am nothing for her and now I am seeing her happy while she is lost in her thoughts.

Is she really moving on and she is having someone else in her life? Does she love someone else? What I will do if she will have someone? I love her more than anything and it would be so hard for me to see her with someone else.

The cab stopped and I saw she paid for the cab. I already stopped my bike but I stopped it far away from her gaze or else god knows what she will think about me. She was now having a big smile on her face. It was looking like she was dying to see someone but who was he? I am just feeling like I want to go inside her house and see who the fuck he is but somehow I controlled myself.