Chapter 59: Regrets

                               ***Regrets***

As our lips met, God! She let out that puff of air again, she had her eyes closed as we kissed, we kissed for a little while with tongue lurking and lip sucking, as we kissed I grabbed her boobs, god, they were as soft as they look, whenever I squeezed her boobs, she always bled out a moan, a moan that sends a more luscious signal to my her head. Now I brought down my head to her chest and brought out her gracious boobs, at first I felt she asked me not to suck it when she cried out in a very sweet way saying:

"No, no, no baby, please no."

I almost stopped but she pressed my head down to her boobs, Oh my Heavens, she had this thick mouth-filling nipple, enough to chew on. I started sucking on her boobs licking and at the same time squeezing the other, as I did this, her moaning became intensified, she cried out in ecstasy. As I sucked In her nipples I attempted to slide my hand into her pant, and God, that was where I messed up, I shouldn't have done that! For God's sake, she was a virgin, though I was also a virgin, I should have appreciated the fact that I wasn't supposed to rush her that way, I just ruined the perfect time we were having.

As I tried to slide my hand into her pant, she also did the same thing that she did when I tried to suck on her nipples, she said:

"Na, no, no baby, please don't."

She said it almost in the same manner. Well you can't completely blame me, she said no the other time, and I tried to stop, and it later turned out that she didn't really mean "No", so I also felt that this "no" was the same as the last "no". But hell no, this one is totally different, she meant the real "no", I noticed the difference when I insisted on sliding my hands into her pant despite the "no". She quickly pushed me up and stood up, she walked to the door side fixing herself, she almost looked like someone scared. This was when I knew that I have blown it.

"Oh dear, forgive me baby, I got carried away."

So I said looking so mesmerized.

"No, Im sorry, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have come here, it was a bad idea, I knew it from the start.

So she said still looking skittish.

"No, I'm sorry, please come back and sit, and I promise not to touch you again."

So I said. Right now I can do anything not to have her feeling like this, I don't know what might be running in her head at the moment. I tried to come to her, but she got even more scared.

"I think I have to go home Damie, my mom should be home soon."

So she said as she now stood by the door with her hand by the door handle. This was when I found out that there was nothing I can do for her to come back to the seat. I even asked her to come and get her tray, but she refused, she said she will come to get it later when my mom is back. So, that was how she left, she left me in a state of confusion.