The final decision

>>Adam

The realization of what I had done just wasn’t sitting in. I had completely forgotten about my own bleeding eye and I placed my blood stained hand over my mouth. My heart was beating like crazy while the adrenaline in my blood refused to calm down.

I felt something in my mind crack and break.

I wonder if that was my sanity?

I was feeling so much at the moment I could place it on one thing.

Was it fear?

Loss?

Anguish?

Sorrow?

Misery?

Distress?

Anxiety?

Agony?

What? I had no idea. It felt like I was feeling it all at once.

Suddenly I remembered something and shot my head towards the kids. They weren’t there. My eyes searched frantically for them but I couldn’t spot them.

“I sent them back.” I looked at my mate, “Before it got out of hand they were gone.” She walked to me and I backed away in fear. What I was afraid of, I had no idea. Maybe it was myself. “It’s okay.” She told me and took another step towards me.