Leaving Home

"One-sided Love....it's enough to make you crave for something that's not yours"

The days beside you were the most beautiful part of my life, please come back I need you Jungkook-ah!!! I am already on the verge of my life; I cannot live like this I need your support. That comforting smile, words, and you are enough to make me feel better and stronger y/n today I am but without you, I am lost.

It has been 2 years since I had last seen my best friend Jeon Jungkook. He was sent to Juvenile for beating a man in his 40's, who was a close relative of Jin MI's parents and after that, he just disappeared, no one ever knows about his whereabouts and there is that guilty feeling inside me that is killing me for not trying hard to find him and tell him it is ok you do not have to suffer alone, I am here with you always and forever like we promised.

I passed the school with the highest grade and was accepted to my dream college. On the day I received the letter I automatically dialled Jungkook's number being my habit I always used to tell him when I had good news. The call went to voicemail and I could not bring myself to tell what I wanted. And with my fate being playing me, I got an unknown call the night before I would go to my college campus. It was the call from someone I hated with my whole life for leaving me all alone - My dad.

"H-Hello!!! Y-Y/n?? I-" He asked with a pang of hidden guilt in his shaky voice.

"....." I did not reply and end the call, switching off my phone, my heart beating crazy like a hammer.

*What are you afraid of, I know you wanted to talk to him*

I DON'T OK, WHAT DO YOU KNOW, HUH??

*I know cuz I am the inner voice of you, no one can understand you more than me. I know how much you want to ask him so many questions that you hide from this world*

NO!!! STOP I DON'T I HATE HIM; I WILL NEVER TALK TO HIM AND I WON'T LET HIM COME ANY WAY CLOSER TO MY FAMILY

I blocked the number and deleted it.

I JUST NEED TO FOCUS ON TOMORROW, COLLEGE AND THEN FIND A BETTER JOB TO HELP MY FAMILY, SO NEVER SAY YOU ARE ME SINCE YOUR'E JUST MY INNER DESIRE

*with teary eyes* I went to sleep just like that.

___________________ℕ𝕖𝕩𝕥 𝔻𝕒𝕪 ___________________

"OMG!!!! JEON JUNGKOOK is back!!!!"a familiar voice shouted.

"OMG!!! Yes, and what more he posted his return after a long time on SNS" another familiar voice.

WTH JEON JUNGKOOK!!! I opened my eyes and got up with a yank making my neck cramp a little

*bones crack*

"What!!! Where where???" I search eagerly everywhere in desperation, but no one was there and saw my two besties Blessy and saumya trying to hold their laughs at me. The moment I realised I messed up, supporting my neck with my hands.

AHH, IT HURTS!!!

*Sure, it does, who told you to wake up like that, a big pabo*

YAHH

"Hahaha....hahaha did you record her reaction, omg y/n that was epic *laughs*," Saumya said and finally both of those devils started laughing together.

"You two!!!! *pains* ah-ah!! *supporting my neck again* you both tricked me" I said wincing in pain.

"You, ok?? Y/N??" Blessy asked me worriedly.

"She'll be fine she will stretch, and it'll be fine," Saumya said being confident about what she said.

I stretched in a pain and did a little slow exercise until my neck gets better.

"You both just wait till I get my revenge on you," I told them with a serious look in my eyes.

"Yea, yea we'll see about it that time now get up you lazy ass!!! We'll be late to check-in for our dorms if you don't hurry!!!" Saumya said kicking me already from the bed.

"YAHH!!! WTH you're using violence against someone" I said getting up and ready to get my revenge on her.

"Yea!!! So what??"saumya said already to fight back in her fighting pose.

Did I mention my friends are all badass like me leaving Blessy she is a little soft type?

"Hey, hey!!!! Guys we still got to go!!! Stop fighting you two *pushes us back* y/n where is your luggage, did you pack everything??" Blessy said being the elder one of our group she got the aura to order around like a momma, not that we let her that much we just respect her.

"Yea, it's all packed, they're there near my closet," I said pointing at my packed two VIPS near my wooden made crafted closet, made especially for me by my dad.

Making me scrutinize the feeling I am feeling on the memory of us both together playing hide and seek, and I always hide there to hide from him. I just went inside the washroom silently, ignoring all the agony going inside me.

___________𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕣𝕥𝕪 𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕦𝕥𝕖𝕤 𝕝𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕣 __________

I changed into a pair of ripped jeans and an orange-coloured crop top hoodie since it was my first impression to make in college and with friends. Checking my outfit in the mirror, hmm I look good.

*yea, yea you are a potato you and looking good, do not make me laugh*

UGH!!! I DON'T WANNA DEAL WITH YOU RIGHT NOW *rolling my eyes in anger*

*Yea ofc cuz you know you cannot make friends and will be stuck in your books again like the need you are*

YOU-

"yah!!! Y/n!!!?? Are You done, god you take more time to get ready than a dinosaur" Sam said coming inside the room.

"As if you have seen a dinosaur to dress up," I said rolling my eyes on that.

"I did," Sam said flipping her hairs like she said something interesting.

I just rolled my eyes on that.

"I am ready shall we go now??" I said changing the topic already.

"yes," Sam said putting her hand on my shoulder and dragging me out of the room with her.

"Y/N!!!" the familiar voice called my name.

I turn back to meet her beautiful black orbs and crescent shape smile.

"Here it's for you from me and kids, we made it together, getting up early only for you," My aunt said handing me the brown package.

I look inside the package and find my favourite extra chocolate cupcakes with some written message on them and felt my eyes teared up, I am going to miss this all.

"This....why...you guys" I hugged my aunt instantly crying.

"This was all twins idea since they couldn't get to see you off," my aunt said patting my back.

"Thank you, I will miss you guys," I said softly in between my crying.

"We too," aunt said gently rubbing my back " Group hug!!!" My two silly best friends suddenly joined us laughing.

"Now, now be the strong y/n and eii *she looked at my face* your mascara got smudged you look like a witch now," aunt said giving company others in laughing.

"yah!!! I am not I didn't put one" I said playfully hitting her gently and laughing.

"I will drop by often and if twins disturb you more tell them their big sister will come home to teach them a lesson," I said trying to make a determined look while laughing.

"Yea, yea *laughs* they won't they are quite sensible you know; they don't want to be dead" aunt said still laughing.

We both hugged again last time.

"so...let's meet again," I said sadly exiting the house.

"yes of course I will visit your dorm soon, don't worry our bond won't get affected by this, darling" aunt said winking at me.

"yea, yess your highness," I said bowing at her as I turn to sit inside whatever new car sam bought. You see she is rich like super-rich.

"wtf!!!" I felt my eyeballs already fall off from my sockets; it was a freaking bright-orange McLaren 720S Super Series.

"I told you she would be shocked, now pay me," Sam said to Blessy who was making faces on losing her money.

" Yah!!! What is it about?? Why the money and how did you even get this car??" I asked Sam still not believing what I am seeing in front of me, fangirling over the model and touching its fine orange car paint.

" Well, someone gonna turn 19 soon so she asked her old man to get her a pre-birthday gift and about money, it was a bet on you baby," Saumya said caressing my cheek and then pinching it "Aww, you look so cute when you are shocked, now common' let us hurry or we will reach till dawn there," she said as she sat inside her car.

"What??..... you all did a bet on my reaction Omg!!! I am going to take revenge on you two now, ugh!!!" I said as I sat inside the car throwing a fit.

"Yea as I said before we will see when the time comes* flips hair*, now let's get this college welcome us bad bitches!!! woohoo!!!" Sam said shouting as she drove off the parking lot to the road.

The story of life was in peace till I found something unexpected is coming in my life that is going to bring back some pains and heartaches to my life and college life won't be that easy the way I had planned it to be.