Confused Feelings

Patrick just finished taken his bath and he wrapped himself in his clean white towel and stepped out from his bathroom.

He thought about the video he had watched, and it rang alarmed in his mind making him sauntered to his inner room door to locked it properly as he feared someone might just bumped into his chamber again and found him unclad, so he locked his room door and walked back to his closet to search for his night robe.

He remembered how he had foolishly kissed Loveth in her room from staring to her natural pink lips that seemed to enticed him and he cursed out " F*CK!" As he finally held out a boxer to wear, selecting a light blue robe to wrapped around himself as staring to the displayed wall clock in his chamber, he saw the time was still 8:25pm, indicating to him they had dinner early.

He dressed up quickly and walked to his study table to sit and he heard his sitting room door bell rang, indicating to him, someone was already there knocking and wanting to see him.

His fist clenched and he stood up and halfbent his laptop closed and he walked out, hoping it wasn't Loveth that had dared to disturbed him again or intrude in his private chamber, so he walked out.

He approached the door and automatically opened the door as he held the security lock remote and to his surprised he saw Willow standing by the door and he frowned and walked away, making chance for her to stepped in.

"What do you want?" Patrick questioned her coldly, as he stared away from her and walked back to his purple colored couch and sat while Willow stood in front of him in her red short gown as she hadn't taken it off yet, nor taken her bath either.

"Am sorry babe, please forgive me" Willow pleaded as she approached him and knelt down in front of him, making Patrick to calmed, and he spoked to her.

"Am not angry with you, I already told you this as I have better things to think off. My point is clear Willow, that I don't love you anymore and I will like you to move on with Tony or whomever you find worthy of your time, but definitely not me!" Patrick stated and he stood up and walked away from her.

"I don't want anyone Patrick. Am sorry please. I didn't knew what came into me. Tony lured me, am sorry please.." Willow begged.

"Enough!" Patrick's voice turned colder as he heard her mentioned Tony.

"I have kept my cool and tolerated you enough. It never started with Tony as I doubted you would fell so cheap for him, even after he warned me. I trusted you and took you seriously, but what did you do?. You cheated and travelled out with him to bang him for three consecutive days and you took me for a fool to accept you back. What if you're already pregnant for him?" Patrick questioned, with narrowed eyes and Willow immediately shook her head.

"No, am not. Am on contraceptive.." She announced and Patrick's fist clenched.

"No wonder you never got pregnant for me all these while we've been doing it. You know what get out and don't show your face here in my chambers next time, leave!." Patrick ordered and stared away from her and walked back to his bar to get drunk again and Willow stubbornly refused to leave as she continued to kneel down and sobbed.

"Am sorry babe, Please forgive me" She begged and Patrick ignored her and took out a bottled wine.

He stared to the wine bottle label and seeing it was non-alcoholic, he cocked it opened and took out a glass cup to drink, not staring back to her as he was angered he wasted his time and effort on her.

Fallen in love wasn't for him and he should have known better and understood why most of those billionaires he knew, never took relationship seriously and rather spent their time on business conversation and hosting different ladies, as love hurt and he was hurting about it.

Willow stood up and wiped off her tears as she saw he wasn't even staring backwards to her and she knew he was hurting as she remembered the previous time they banged, how he spoked to her about wanting to build a family with her and wanting to give his mother grandchildren and a heir and she removed all the pregnancies.

She turned to leave and he didn't even stared backwards to her as she made her way towards the exit door.

"Babe" She slowly called to his attention again and Patrick seemed rather lost in his own thoughts as he didn't stared back to her.

He was hurt. Badly hurt that she never took him seriously after all he did and showed her off as his woman, And her nymphomaniac lifestyle never allowed her settled with him. He thought on starting afresh but with who?.

He was a billionaire. A popular one as he won a lot of prestigious awards of recently and he knew he couldn't settled for less. What would the media said?. How about Willow's family?. How would they react to the news of him dumping their daughter?.

Would they take it lightly on him, or come back for him, for breaking their daughter's heart and image to the general public ,ignoring the fact that she brought the problem upon them.

He sighed heavily and heard the door shut closed indicating to him that Willow already left and he sighed.

Whatever way, he had his proof to clear his name to her family and to the general public but he wouldn't be the first one to show that.

He knew Tony would want to strike again and he shook his head and drank the final content left in his glass cup and dropped the empty glass cup on the bar top and covered up the wine bottle and he walked back to his room and settled back on his study seat.

He had no business meeting, so he took his time, examining some of the pending file, he had to check, related to their magazines covers that needed him to approved before it got out to the general public.

He sighed on the few he could crossed check with first as his mind was scattered with him thinking deeply on his new decision on dumping Willow.

He still loved her, but he couldn't penetrated her walls again, knowing that she had offered herself freely to Tony, not like she was forced or threatened too.. She accepted to cheat on him and thought to hide it from him, but it backfired.

He shut his laptop closed and stood up from his blue executive seat and he walked back to his restroom to ease himself first. Before returning back to his private chamber, he climbed on his bed and thoughts of him kissing Loveth flashed on his mind, making him restless.

Her lips were so soft, so pink and he shook his head to wave off the silly thoughts that has formed in his mind as he tried to sleep on his bed, climbing on the white new mattress spread on top of it, he remembered how he had carried her up in his arms and how she groaned at her hurting foot.

He was tormented and couldn't sleep as he kept on remembering how he had made love to her in his drunken state. He felt his muscles stiffened and hardening and he groaned and sat up back.

He slided out from his bed and wore his slippers as he made his way out from his chamber and out to his sitting room and shook his head.

"Where am I heading to now?" He asked himself as he paused in the center of his sitting room, contemplating to return back to his inner room and sleep or to go downstairs and find Loveth.

Willow was around and him feeling turned-on, he could have preferred to spend his night with her and asked her to stayed, but he couldn't as he feared, what she might had contracted from her excapade with Tony.

"F*CK!" Patrick cursed out again as he stood contemplating to return back to his chamber and he finally walked towards his sitting room exit door and he stepped into the elevator that took him down to the second floor.

He stepped into the large receiving lounge of the second floor and he meet Aria standing there and still watching the wide wall flat screen television as it wasn't late and already 9:23pm.

Aria stared to him in shock, surprised to see their young master in the maids lounge for the first time and she wondered what he actually came there to do by that hour.

"Good evening boss" she immediately stood up and bowed her head lower as she was the only one there, as Loveth, Nora, and Nova had all returned back to their separated rooms.

"Hmm" Patrick gulped and stared downwards as he hadn't expected to meet her there. What was he thinking?.

He stared away not responding as he couldn't head to Loveth's room either and he turned back surprising Aria whom stared up to him and saw him walking back into the elevator, leaving her speechless as he exited the maid's lounge.

"What brought him here?" Aria nervously wondered as she walked to picked up the television remote and she switched off the telenovela displaying and she walked back to her room still in deep thoughts of what the young master actually came doing in the maids lounge, something he has never done before, as she was always the last person to retire back to her room.