The energy

energy

  This is a term used for the forces around us, some of which are manufactured and some of which exist naturally

  During my wanderings in the worlds, I encountered different races and societies, and this allowed me to get to know the culture of these peoples, and thus to learn about the sources of their strength.

  There are many types of energy that can be obtained from different sources, and each type of energy has a specific name

  Sometimes one type of energy has several names

  In this world that I am currently in, there is a famous energy type

  Aura

  This is the name of the energy source that humans use in this world

  But this type of energy has another name, which is "mana," This is the name used by the race of elves and dwarves

  Several problems arose between these different races due to the naming of the energy they used

  This sounds ridiculous, but it actually happened. In their eyes, the name they use represents their race, so it should be imposed on others to represent a kind of domination.

  Are there other sources of energy?

  Of course there are different types, it's just that the people of this world have not discovered them yet

  It is similar to breathing. The human body absorbs oxygen and expels the rest of the gases from the body

  In the case of energies, different types of energy enter the body, but the body can absorb and use aura energy while it cannot use the rest of the types.

  In my opinion, aura energy is safe and good

  I've seen types of energy that require brutal rituals to obtain

  Eating human meat

  Drink blood

  Torturing others

  And other satanic behaviors used by different groups and sects to gain power

  Compared to it, aura energy is of the good kind. All you have to do is sit down and try to sense and absorb this energy

  Of course, there were recipes and potions used to increase strength, but the more powerful you are, the more rare and difficult to obtain materials you need, making it impossible to buy them. In this case, you must search for and collect these materials yourself

  Therefore, this method is rarely used, but there are still those who use it

  I was one of those who decided to follow this path

  I was able to reach heights that few people reach

  But this power cost me a lot. I became an unstable entity, because of the paths, potions, and energies I absorbed.

  My soul has become partially distorted

  To put it simply, it's like collecting parts from different bodies and trying to put them together to make a new body

  The body resulting from this process may have a long hand and a short hand, and one part of it may be white while another part may be dark-skinned.

  Every moment I tried to increase my strength, I was exposing myself to a state of losing control. If I lost control, this would be the end for me

  Any entity, no matter how powerful or supernatural, may lose control, and then it will turn into what is called a hollow

I considered this a fate worse than death. When you die, your soul will be freed and rest in peace

  But if you turn into a hollow, your soul will be corrupted, and then you will turn into a monster that spreads destruction and death

  Of course, there are different levels of power for these monsters, but the real problem is when a powerful entity turns into a hollow

  It is not an exaggeration to consider it a catastrophe that destroys entire worlds

  But I had to take all these risks, I was in constant conflict so I needed to raise my strength at every opportunity

  I believe that following this path despite knowing the dangers that await me stems from a survival instinct

  It was a survival instinct at first, but in the end I lost my desire to live. Instead, it became anger and the desire for revenge that pushed me to increase my strength.

  I was just a distorted entity

  But I am now a complete human being

  I looked at my reflection in the mirror

  In the past, I reached a point where I was afraid to look at my reflection in the mirror. I did not want to discover what kind of entity I had become.

  But now I can look at myself and I am comfortable

  But I quickly frowned

  Theodore told me that I have little talent for magic

  This has one explanation

  This body has a weak affinity for aura or mana

  But this does not mean that I cannot use other types of energies

  All I needed to do was find the right energy to use

  Then I must decide which path I would like to follow

  At first I was angry because my reincarnation was something that happened without my control

  But in the end, I accepted reality, or rather, I did not have the courage to reject this fate

  I didn't have the courage to kill myself

  In this case why can't I live properly?

  Those entities that were chasing me thought I was dead

  Those deceitful allies will no longer be able to use me

  I can live like a normal human being

  go to school

  Make friends

  get married and build a nice family

  I'm free now