Low talent

From reading the records published by the priests of the Church of Reincarnation, I began to compare what is currently happening to me with the results of their experiments

  It seems that my soul has merged with Alexander's soul. Since my soul has reached the semi-great one level, it is easy for me to control this body, but Alexander's memories and emotions are still there.

  Therefore, I must be more careful when dealing with those around me

  I remembered all the disastrous results that had resulted from the Church of Reincarnation experiments

  Most of these experiments turned people into emotionally and mentally unstable people, and some of them lost their humanity and turned into complete monsters.

  But after many repeated experiments, the priests of reincarnation came to several rules for merging souls

  The most important rule concerns the compatibility of the souls that will be merged, meaning that the actions, hobbies, and personalities of the souls must be similar.

  Regarding their first experiment, they made a fatal mistake

  They merged two opposing souls

  The spirit of a wise priest who does not like stressful work

  As for the other spirit, it was the spirit of a simple and energetic young farmer

  This caused an intense conflict between these two souls, which ultimately led to him becoming insane

  Therefore, I must know Alexander's actions and go along with them, because if I suppress Alexander's feelings, it will lead to a conflict between our souls.

  In the end...

  Just imagining turning into one of those monsters gives me goosebumps

  Alexander got up from the chair and looked at his father. "I tried my best—"

But Theodore interrupted him directly. "You tried? Are you trying to make a joke or something?"

  "How about you appreciate what I do a little?.." Alexander suppressed the flame rising inside him

  "Are you talking about your poor grades in the academy? Or about your tarnishing the reputation of the Ford family after canceling your engagement to the princess?..."

  "..." Alexander did not reply

  Theodore continued angrily. "You were supposed to be expelled from the academy because of your grades, but the instructors were afraid of the power of the Ford family. This is the reason why you stayed in the academy until now."

  "....". Alexander didn't answer

  Alexander closed his eyes for a moment and exhaled

  Then he started walking to the stairs quietly

  Theodore and Maria watched him coldly

  Suddenly, Alexander stopped walking and looked back lightly, then turned back

  Everyone thought he would return to sitting, but Alexander began stacking the dishes on top of each other

  Alexander finished stacking ten plates on top of each other, forming a tower of food plates, then he started heading to his room.

  Everyone was speechless by Alexander's actions

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  I know that this man is angry because of his son's foolish behavior

  If the original Alexander were in front of me now, I would slap him for his shameful behavior

  But I'm angry because of the shame I felt when I had flashbacks involving kneeling in front of that girl and because of the slap I got from another girl.

  nothing else

  Plus, Alexander's soul merged with mine, so technically I'm Alexander now

  Should I stand in front of the mirror and slap myself?

  No, this is strange behavior even for me

  But is it worth it to get angry with your son because of some childish behavior?

  I mean, Alexander did not insult or assault the princess, she left him of her own accord

  This is not Alexander's fault

  But in this father's eyes, the family's reputation was more important than his son's feelings

  I decided to go back to my room , and no one stopped me

  I wanted to go back to my room to avoid arousing my negative feelings, but I stopped halfway and looked at the table full of food.

  "....". I'm really angry, but I'm hungry

  For me, the effect of hunger was more important and greater than anger

  So I went back to the table and took a few dishes that would hardly satisfy my hunger

  But I need to accept this small amount of food, at least until I have a financial resource of my own

  But why is everyone looking at me strangely?

  I take the food to my room because I cannot eat with my father in peace

  I reached my room, distributed the food on the table, and ate it quietly

  It only took minutes to clear all that food

Sigh, I should have taken more food, just ten plates wouldn't be enough

  One of my habits that I have acquired over the years is thinking about my problems while I eat

  I started thinking about what I should do. I am now Alexander and this is a fact that cannot be changed. I cannot return to my previous body because it has already been destroyed.

  So I must live like Alexander

  "....." But how did Alexander live?

  Many memories are still hazy, such as Alexander's relationship with his family and friends

  Did Alexander have any friends at all?

  Many things are still unknown. The topic of friends may seem trivial, but it is a vital thing for me. If someone close to Alexander discovered a change in my behavior, I might get into trouble.

  Although I doubt any sane person would expect that I had merged with the spirit of the former Alexander

  But there is no harm in being careful

  But there was something that caught my attention when I spoke with Theodore

  He said I had a low talent for magic

  Magic?