chapter 17: alter ego

''No...! guy's i'm alive... i'm here'' i frantically pased back and forth,

''it's a common name right...!?'' i yelled at Anika and Blake.

''you can feel and touch me!'' ''too right i can'' Blake smirked,

Anika glared at Blake after that comment ''i'm sorry Rose but the discription is just like you'' Anika softly spoke.

I had nothing else to saay for once i glanced over to Anika she still had the folder in her hand and looked like she was reading it her face turned uncomfortable ''whats up?'' i questioned her ''you.. i mean this person she was murderd and she got shot through the eye and went through the brain ,

''all of a sudden i went sick to my stomach.

I looked at Blake just as i did he whispered to himself probably hoping we didn't hear him ''fuck'' he whispered he looked petrified,

angry and sad, ''Blake?...'' i spoke while i slowly walked over to him, he suddenly grabbed his head and ran out shoving me nearly knocking me over,

Blake's P.O.V I had to get out of there i didn't want to hurt them i don't know what i'm capable of the voices came back once again ''you know what you did'' they repeated over and over in my mind,

i looked up to see my surroundings looks like i wonded too far i had reached a bridge i was on a walking path under the bridge which the path seemed to go on and on, on the bridge was empty it was a deep red colour next to the path that i'm on was a lake which now i'm concentrating i could hear to slow movements of the water quietly splashing against rocks.

''Hey'' a quiet female voice spoke to the side of me yet sounded so farmilier i glanced over this woman looks exactly like Rose, but this lady had freckles and had heterochromia one blue and one brown. ''Are you okay?'' she questioned me as i've been staring at her for a while.

The thoughts the whispers the voices started ''do it!'' it repeated but each getting louder and louder then it stopped until i heard the banging noise in my mind ''finally i get to be in control of this putrid low life'' ''sorry?'' this random victim spoke ''hi my name is Zarah croft'' she spoke in a enthusiastic way as she stuck out her hand as she did i looked at her in disgust.

An urge to break her arm but HE wwouldn't let me,

''hi i'm Blake'' i introduced as i shook her hand as my hand shaked frantically i thought she would become suspicious until she shook my hand i thought to myself why am i doing this? why am i thinking this? then all of a sudden a voice appeared in my mind ''shut up Blake!...it's my turn!'' his voice was dark and sadistic with the only intentions i fear the most was murder.

It spoke again ''Rose never loved you... she is dead because of YOU!... she looks exactly like her doesn't she?,

i wonder how she should look without her eye.

I wonder if her blood would taste the same to THIR'S?.

There is a 5inch knife in OUR back pocket''.

I came back to reality Zarh's eyes were wide open as my hand grew tightly around her hand hearing a slight crack as she winced in pain as a huge maniacal grin appeared on my face.

Zarah's P.O.V I felt my heart drop when i saw his free hand retreat to his back pocket to what i thought to have been a gun but, that once chnaged as i saw a shimmer off something metal come out of his back pocket,

in a blink of a eye the knife was seconds away from my face, as my first instinct i kicked him in the balls as the gron he made caused me to cringe as i looked he looked at me suductivly until he spoke ''if you like my balls so much why don't you get on your knees and taste them'' his voice disgusted me he smirked once he waved his knife against my neck ''in your dreams you creep!'' i yelled as i went to snach his knife he quickly pulled it away as he ''tsk, tsk,

tsk'' ''not so fast... detective'' ''how do you now?'' i spoke while panting ''Blake knows everything!'' i pulled out my lipstick he let me as he watched ''psst what is make-up going to do?'' as i quickly shoved the lipstick into his side as he fell to the ground ''it's a tazer you asshole'',

i sprinted away as far as i could i bent over trying to catch my breath as i know i would have lost him by now until i heard a twig snap i peered gehind me was my heart beating fast because of the running or because he was stood behind me i quickly turned around to look at him his knife was pointing up he raised an eyebrow as he flippe his knife and caught it and the point of the knife facing down he started walking slowly towards me,

i saw in my mind i was running away but i was tired and too terrified i was paralysed and,

then there he was we were face to face ''aw... thought you could get away?'' he said sarcastically with his other hand he grasped my upper arm to turn me around my back facing him he covered my mouth with his muddy hand holding my neck between his sholder and arm,

i felt a sharp intence pain in my upper back my body went limp i could feel the hot sensation of the knife i could feel his hot wet lips against my ear as he whispered ''say hi to Rose for me''.

Blake's P.O.V after i whispered in her ear i pulled out my knife and shoved that bitch to the ground. Rose's P.O.V I sat patiently for Blake's return then i heard the door open and slam shut it was Blake i hoped it was him i ran to him in excitement and hugged him tightly as did he ''where did you go?'' i asked him he placed his hand on my cheek as if he was about to kiss me,

i pulled away i looked hin dead in the eyes ''oh just for a walk to clear my head'' he replied i raised my eyebrow before speaking ''oh yeah... where did this mud and blood come from!?''.