Ice cream fight

I've been having a bitch of a weak excuse my French I know this is a teen board but it's been a week because I am moon sensitive moon sensitive means that your mood swings are in the moon gets fuller and fuller until it's completely full and then you lose your cool. It's a sign that you are empath and spiritually gifted like you have special abilities spiritually but it's very annoying to be moon sensitive actually this is what my week was like. I'm going to do this on a daily basis so I don't have another week like this I went on Zoom to go on the Special Olympics wellness Wednesday and I lost my cool with one girl and said some bad words I shouldn't of said that that really got people into an uproar and I am not too proud of that and I've been emotional about it not trust in regret and remorse but also I just felt like a fool for acting that way even though the girl was not a saint in her own way either I have to acknowledge my part but anyway it was just escalating from that part and now here is the crème de la crème I actually had a fight with my mother over a fucking ice cream trap. I'm actually pretty pissed off with myself that I actually got into a fight with my mother over fucking ice cream I'm sorry for my French, but I wish someone would do something about this moon. As it has affected my relationship with my mother today and I almost cost me a group meeting and I may not be able to go to the group current moral or on Wednesday because of the actual act that I did which was kind of stupid I was mouthing off and I wasn't swearing but I was just crap thrown on the last and I think it was the full moon when my mother mentioned that the moon is getting fuller and then my mood just went downhill from there I Lost my cool twice because I didn't have the patience to wait for some idiot Addie Tim Hortons who is ordering up the whole damn restaurant that was one example the other example is it one mother wouldn't let her child go back home and I had to wait and I was getting furious and furious and I said dumb you know what or I wanted to say dumb you know why because I was getting really fed up and I wanted to fix my Gmail account and then the one with the Tim Hortons incident with the person ordering the whole damn restaurant except for the furniture was the driving me nuts and I actually wished death on her which wasn't too pleasant and I told my mother I really hope that she makes it out safely and gets home safely and doesn't get hurt because I would be very guilty if she were to have not just because she was a millionnaire or a billionaire. I was really in the right mood.   Today was actually a low-key day emotionally I wasn't thinking about the moon or anything I was just thinking about writing my book in the series of crystal hunter letters and I actually written a nine part book series called bruises letters. They're both on my live but they're fictional where is this is not fictional. And I was pretty happy I want to the dollar store and got a really cool plant in a lightbulb the plan is fake but as the lightbulb is real without the filament or anything but Still it is very interesting to look at and I have it up in my dresser I called her Markel because she remind me of my first air plant named Marco that was named after him after Megan Markel I think that's what her name is anyway my mother who is Megan Markel but anyway I like the name Markel so I might call my daughter that but anyway I actually was naming the plant Marco then I went and waited patiently at the grocery store in the parking lot and was very patient at Tim Hortons there was another rich person there that was ordering up the whole restaurant thank God I was able to get a iced cap in edgewise but anyways I was gonna tell my mother that my mood was changing for the better I don't know why she didn't call me back or answer my freaking calls but I was getting really fed up I tried to call her when I got home to check the mail to see if my jobs were coming but still no answer when I approach my house I finally get her voice and I was at the tip of the tongue the word SHIT head.   But instead I was trying to call myself down at a very pathetic pace and I was telling her why didn't you call where were you and then I in escalated from there when I found out she was having ice cream not that I give a flying fart but anyway it was just the emotions were too intense and I told her you don't even know what I go through or what I went through as a baby as I was Miss treated as a child in Romania. And I was very ornery. I was just thinking about the zoning her and stuff but I knew damn well that it was just a fucking Moon fucking it up for me.    I was not too pleased with my behaviour or the thought that I was going to disown my mother but anyway I was just it was bugging the shit out of me what the workers were saying telling me to think about and think about so I was thinking about it sorry sorry to give her a call and tell her I was sorry for my shitty behaviour and that I wish the Russians would blow up the goddamn moon. Because the moon has driven me completely bonkers this past week and I am not proud of my behavior.    

The second time I talk to my mother we were still talking about the Ruddy Moon and anyway I ended up finding out Capricorn is my moon sign sun sign Aquarius rising Gemini north node in Pisces south node in Virgo which is very interesting to learn about so that was interesting and I learned that I have a very esoteric and I'm scared personality that people are usually drawn to which isn't very unusual because I have plenty of friends on Facebook even though I don't talk to them or I have a lot of Pen Pal's from Pen Pal World or I have followers are on Wattpad, And just recently found out I had a follow her on Booknet so that was pretty interesting – because I have those signs star signs that those entities in the sky ran which is very interesting. My mother always said I was a unique person now the stars and god actually said the same thing, Whatever you believe in and that makes this universe tech god whatever. I see the stars and also God made me unique very unique with these unique star signs that I have been blessed with they gave me a very unique personality so all in all it didn't turn out as bad as it was going to be and I was allowed back into the Special Olympics I might get a invitation for the resume meeting I do not know I hope so. But they acknowledged everything and I said that I not trust thinking about joining the bowling team but that I actually want to go into the bowling team so badly that it my body aches. As it was one of the things that was mentioned when I other than my behaviour when I was talking to the leader of the Special Olympics and then he said do you do any sports and I say no just bowling and she said would you like to run bowling I said yes and now I said I'm going to go ride in the bowling. So that was pretty effing god that I got everything cleared up and ready to go for this week and then I got my plant in a bulb that I've been warning for the last week.