Grey Adherson had everything in his life but not the love he desired for actually after the death of his parents his boyfriend cheated on him with other men he was suffering from philophobia -fear to love ...due to his mistakes his company went on bankruptcy he lost everything..he want to die so he went to his old company which has been closed for many years but ends up saving a cute girl and falls for her at first sight...and now he is suffering from thanathophobia -fear of loosing someone.... L-let m-me die Mr. S-stranger!!~~Ara No you can't!!~~~Grey please I don't have anyone to cry for me after my death please let me , if I die they will be happy that grim reaper will be happy ~~~Ara are you serious grim reaper doesn't exist are you kidding me pretty girl~~grey please they will bully me beat me they haunt me in my dreams please let me die~~ Ara ohh baby come and let me love you~~grey
That night I decided to get drunk,
Drunk in your love,
Drunk that I couldn't hold myself yet,
I want to drink every part of you..
You walked towards me ,
With those worry filled eyes
Why are you so mysterious that I couldn't find you at any point?
The night breeze carases our body,
The silence filling the space between us.
"Do you still love me Grey?"
You asked..
I walked toward the porch
And you followed me there..
"Yes I do ".
I let my heart spill the truth..
But,
"You have changed Ara ".
I said
"I think Grey we should Breakup "
And millions of glasses broke in my heart..
And I started hearing those demon voices again saying..
Go die no one wants you here
You are unlovable
And worthless
Am I??
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