Thanatos the fear of death
Grey Adherson had everything in his life but not the love he desired for actually after the death of his parents his boyfriend cheated on him with other men he was suffering from philophobia -fear to love ...due to his mistakes his company went on bankruptcy he lost everything..he want to die so he went to his old company which has been closed for many years but ends up saving a cute girl and falls for her at first sight...and now he is suffering from thanathophobia -fear of loosing someone.... L-let m-me die Mr. S-stranger!!~~Ara No you can't!!~~~Grey please I don't have anyone to cry for me after my death please let me , if I die they will be happy that grim reaper will be happy ~~~Ara are you serious grim reaper doesn't exist are you kidding me pretty girl~~grey please they will bully me beat me they haunt me in my dreams please let me die~~ Ara ohh baby come and let me love you~~grey
I still asked her to meet
It's been a week I didn't saw her pretty face,
I'm yearning for her presence .
Couldn't thought solance will be this pitiful,
Because in those days I missed her.
Yet I asked her to meet me,
Where I layed my eyes on her for the first time.
I don't know why I asked for the same place,
It must be miracle , or some magic ...
My inner self keep on repeating hey boy that place were you saw the immense beauty.
And here we standing infront of each other .
Silence are closing the mere gap between us .
"Give me a chance love".
I asked
"I'm sorry I can't".
I saw no regrets in her eyes ,
Did she fall out of love .
"Why can't , don't you love me?"
I still shamelessly asked to help me go to sleep at night.
"No"
That one word did really broke me ..
"But I have no one to love me Ara what should I do of this life when you aren't here with me ".
And I took my step back from her upto the edge,
I couldn't take it anymore ,
Because
I still love you!