11 Freaky Girl

"Jack? I think heard that name before."

Farez knows Jack, oh my God. Aileen became more and more scared.

Farez was thinking, wondering if there was someone Aileen mentioned in her memory. Have or never met.

Farez's eyes narrowed. Farez knows that person.

"I think I know him."

Aileen's eyes narrowed. Farez knows Jack?

How could that be?

Farez is not a native of their area. Farez just moved and settled when he entered college.

As if Farez understand Aileen was confused, Farez also explained.

"I once said that when I was in elementary school, I lived here. About two years or so, when I was in fifth to sixth grade. That's when I was in the same class as the person you mentioned. He might have forgotten, we were only one year in class. Besides that, we are also not familiar, it's natural for that to happen."

"Then what are you going to do?"

Aileen asked, she was curious. Many things filled Aileen's brain. Like what if the two of them met?

Farez is telling what he heard from Aileen to Jack. Then the two of them got into a fight.

Aileen couldn't imagine if that happened. Aileen was confused.

"I won't be angry. I told you I would settle things the way as men. You don't have to worry. How did you feel when you kissed him?"

Aileen gave a strange look. Because of Farez's question, Aileen remembered her first kiss. It feels weird, and Aileen doesn't like it.

"Strange, I don't want that. I was shocked."

"If I kiss you, how do you feel?"

Aileen was confused about what to answer. She did not know, Aileen was more confused than wanting or not to say was kissed by someone else to Farez or not.

Can the question of kissing be forgotten!?

The only thing Aileen knows, she doesn't like kissing. Be kissed by someone else or Aileen kissing.

Aileen is not a cheap girl.

***

Going crazy. Can a person go crazy because of the things she thinks? For example, about love.

Aileen is someone who doesn't know about kissing. Aileen still has a lot to learn.

Aileen had been neglected by her boyfriend. cheated on. After regret comes, it's easy to say sorry.

Begged Aileen to return to the starting position. Correcting errors. Normally, no human is perfect. Not far from the name of doing wrong.

Aileen was just already very disappointed. Aileen admits, she could have given a second chance, at least Aileen had a reason to do that.

Aileen is full of love, she understands and tries to understand the situation. It's just that once again, Aileen already felt very sick.

Before love made Aileen feel more pain. Aileen better ends the pain. The first person who caused the pain that ended the relationship, Aileen had the right not to accept it again.

Aileen wants a short break from the story of a love journey.

It's not that Aileen is traumatized, Aileen just needs time to herself.

Give some free time. Aileen needs time to make herself happy.

***

"It tastes the same. I'm still in shock. I don't like kissing. regardless of that I kiss or be kissed." Aileen answered honestly.

Farez sighed. He was disappointed. Farez wanted another answer. Aileen is too focused on the shock aspect after kissing. Not the turmoil that occurred when the kiss occurred.

The true essence of a kiss.

"That's not what I meant Aileen. How does it feel when I kiss you? It's not soal you're surprised or not. Everyone who is not used to kissing must be surprised. I was surprised too. I've never done that before."

Farez stared at Aileen intensely. Asking for something else from the answer he wanted.

"I...?"

"If your answer is still shocking, that means I'm not special. Mayas and I are no different. I'm not demanding that you have to say at least feel a little difference, Aileen. What I'm doing right now is because I'm angry. Someone else is the first to take your kiss. I'm not the first. I should have tasted your first kiss, Aileen. Not other people. Indeed that's when we are legally husband and wife."

"Sorry, I kissed you prematurely. I'm sorry. Everything was out of my control."

Aileen knew she was with the right person. Anger overtook Aileen.

Jack who ruined his life?

That person is not sincerely helpful. Just one example of a bunch of jerks.

Aileen's first kiss was snatched away by an irresponsible person. The person that even Aileen didn't know was that person well.

Then with Farez's attitude, Aileen wanted to apologize truly. A wish that Aileen didn't realize if she had made a mistake.

The biggest mistake she ever made.

People are not too stupid in their attitude, it's just that regarding Aileen's mistakes she does think she is bad.

So stupid it has approached stupid which continues to an idiot.

Please call Aileen stupid, she deserves it. Aileen deserves to be called stupid. Please do.

"Farez."

"Sorry," Aileen whispered.

After saying that, Aileen did something that never occurred to her mind.

Okay, stupid Aileen.

Aileen was not aware of what she was doing, her hands seemed to move on their own to grab Farez's nape so that a kiss happened again.

Aileen thought she was stupid. When starting the kiss, Aileen was not aware. Sad, disappointed, angry, and annoyed mixed into one.

Expressing something doesn't have to be through a kiss, Aileen thought she was stupid. It's okay, just call it that.

Farez has done good things for Aileen. It should be, after Aileen said about her first kiss taken by another man, that she deserved or didn't get good treatment.

Aileen's unconsciousness turned into incompetence. Which is expressed as love in the form of a kiss.

Aileen never thought that far.

Kissing is taboo in Aileen's brain. She couldn't possibly do that. Shouldn't.

A reward for a good attitude does not have to be in the form of concrete actions. Many things can be done to express appreciation. Don't be in a hurry to act.

Actions that are not realized, without careful planning and hastily are the 'stupidest' actions ever committed. That's not true. The pseudo world makes one's self look bad.

Before acting, it would be better to think first. Considering what to do and what not to do. So that there will be no regrets in the future.

Thinking too much is also a waste of time. In whatever form it is. It will never end well.

A kiss was something Aileen didn't realize. Even so, Aileen did not deny that she started the kiss.

The kiss was released, and a few minutes after the kiss, Aileen still didn't dare to look Farez in the eye. The brain doesn't want to think about anything either.

Is Farez angry?

Farez disappointed?

Aileen was confused.

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