Confessions

to start, i'm sorry i didn't post this. i had things going on. im back, mostly…

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"Nothing," I shouldered away from him, pulling myself into the car.

He sits in the driver's seat, "well we are not leaving till you tell me." He put his hands behind his head as if we were gonna be here for a long time. I held my breath.

"He called me," I whined.

"Ok?" Luke raised his eyebrow.

"A lot," I say, "he's telling people that I've been kidnapped."

"WHAT?" He said a smidgen louder than that.

"If he, and other people believe him they might call the cops."

"Shit," he says, starting up the car.

"Luke," I tried to call.

He ignores me and reaches toward the reverse. I get out of the car and open the driver's seat door.

"LUKE!" I call him again, reaching for his chin. He can't ignore me anymore.

"I have to get you home," he cried. I've never seen him cry full out. I sit on his lap.

"No-," I tried to back me up.

"I pulled you out here. You didn't want to, you didn't like me. You have a boyfriend." He interrupted me.

"Shut the fuck up," I yell, "you pulled me out here. I was about to kill myself. I didn't want anyone getting in the way of that. I didn't like you. I loved you. I have a boyfriend that FUCKING RAPED ME! I decide who is guilty! You stopped everything! I can't repay you."

By that point people started crowding around the car, some were filming.

"I didn't-," he stuttered.

"Don't pity me now," I groaned, "you saved me then you can save me now."

"But I don't know how!" He shouted, "The first time was by accident!"

"Then we gotta do it together," I place my forehead on his.

He leaned up and kissed my forehead, "I have a way you can repay me."

There was a wide smirk on his face. I knew exactly what he was talking about.

"On one condition," I shut the door and rolled up the window. He gulped. "I'm staying right here."

He looked down my waist, which hadn't moved from his lap, and laid his hands on it lustfully. "Challenge accepted."