Chapter 11: I can be your Hero
(Y/N)'s POV
great timing, Jin is here, it's time for me to take advantage of him as well
"sure, do the favor, that's for waking me up suddenly" I said and he takes my hands gently and helps me stand up
"HAHAHA at least it was funny" Jin laughs while taking me to the bathroom downstairs
I follow him from behind and look around, Namjoon was reading a book, Taehyung was playing video games, Yoongi was scrolling on his phone, Jimin was singing to the other bathroom nearby, Hoseok was watching a dance video, and Jungkook wasn't around the living room
"where's Jungkook?" I ask
"He went out" Jin said and I only nod
my anxiety grows as I start to worry about him, did he went out to drink?, did he went out to take some fresh air?, did he went out to kill another people?
many questions was floating in my head, but it disappeared when Jin strips my clothes
"you seem lost, what are you thinking?" he takes my nightdress and takes my undies as well with no lust in his eyes
"I'm just thinking about Mom" I lied since I don't want them to find out that I was worried about Jungkook
I know that if I start to open up with Jungkook closely then he might as well use an advantage like something I don't know yet, but I'm sure that if we become close and I'll escape from them suddenly, something bad will happen to me for sure
"oh?, are you worried about her?" Jin asks and I nod
he carries me to the bathtub and places me in the water, he starts cleaning me with soap and shampoo as we talk about my mom
"tell me about your relationship with your mother"
"well..., me and mom are always not in a good condition, but I love her wholeheartedly"
"why?, do you always fight?"
"more like that, it feels like I'm being a puppet"
"huh?"
"you see, in the eyes of my mother, she always sees me as a goofy girl, she loves me, but to me I feel like It's not real, she dosen't trust me that much, she mostly dosen't believe me, my sister always got everything she wants, a love and trust from both parents, they are separated by the way, she also has the fortune, the big chance of taking the lands and the business that my father have, the beauty, the popularity, a perfect boyfriend, a perfect life, of course mom would always prioritize her since she's the oldest and the prettiest" I said with pure anger
"AAAARRGGGHHHH!!!" I shout loudly and was about to sink myself but Jin stops me
"and you're gonna kill yourself because of envy and anger?" he glares at me
his stare was no joke, I must admit that Jin is scary when he's also angry
"I want to die!, Go away!" I snap forgetting the reality around me
"and you think that suicide will fix everything?!" Jin snaps back making me shut my mouth
"(Y/N), I know the reason why that you're insecure and all, but not all things are meant for you, I'm sure that you have something else that she dosen't have and what if she wants it but you already got it?, you get my point?" He said and I nod
"I get it, but there's nothing special I have that can make her jealous or envy" I mutter and he chuckles
"there is honey, is her boyfriend handsome?" I nod
"he's handsome, but it seems that he dosen't like her personality, but he really likes her appearance"
"and why would you say that she has a perfect boyfriend?" he asks and I shrug
"I don't know... he's a model and they're both popular, they're really rich" I said and Jin smacks my head lightly
"I should advice you something (Y/N)"
"don't judge the book by its cover, yes, you're right that she almost have a perfect life but when you look at the torn page, her boyfriend dosen't like her that much, we all know that it was a force marriage so your family will get more famous, what if she feels missing?, everybody feels like they're missing something"
"and you want me to pity her-" Jin stops me as he rinses me
"No."
"(Y/N), she even said that you're their pet on the T.V" he said and I scoff
"well it's true right?, I'm just a girl who has a broken heart and a horrible family" I said and Jin shouts at me
'"AND YOU THINK THAT IT WILL KILL YOU?!"
"YES!, IT KILLS ME JIN!, I HAVE A STUPID FATHER WHO DOESN'T LOVE ME BACK, I HAVE A MOTHER THAT DOSEN'T TRUST ME AND WILL ALWAYS PRIORITIZE MY SISTER, MY SISTER CLAIMS TO THE WORLD THAT I'M A DOG!, PEOPLE BULLIED ME AND WANTS ME TO BECOME A PUPPET OR A CLOWN!, NO ONE LIKES ME!, JUNGKOOK DOSEN'T EVEN LOVE ME!, HE KILLED THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE!, THE WORLD HATES ME!" I shout back
Jin scowls and splashes the water on my face
"EVEN IF THE WORLD CAN'T ACCEPT YOU, WE CAN BE YOUR HERO!" He shouts back and I widen my eyes
"and why would you say that?"
"you want to feel loved right?" he asks and I nod
"here." he hands my phone that was in his pocket
"open the app that you installed 7 months ago, read your convo with someone, I'm sure that person really loves you even if you're like this" He said and I tilt my head
"I don't get it"
"just open the damn app!" Jin snaps and I quickly obey him
"sheesh..." I said and open the online dating app
I scroll through the people that I chatted this past months
"y'know (Y/N)..." he mutters my name, I look up at him
"I'm also like you, I came from a royal family and guess what?, my mom dosen't even see me as a hero, I tried so hard to do everything just for her to appreciate me, she dosen't talk about me when we have visitor and it really sucks being the only child of our family, when your father's men attacked us, I saved my mom and dad but was still killed, she said to me that she wasn't dissapointed at me for being his son, she was just scared to bond with me because they will kill me too if they knew that I'm their son, she didn't want me to be killed because she wanted me to feel the love that I was missing in my whole life, she couldn't give me the love properly because of the royal family, so what I'm trying to say that maybe your mother is also like that, she looks like she didn't trust you on the outside but she already did in the inside, I'm sure she loves you more than your sister, what if she just dosen't want you to be like your sister who always got sexually harrased and bashed for being famous, we all know that being famous is like hell" Jin points out making me stop suddenly
"you're right Jin thanks!" I grin at him
"I'm always glad to help the others, I'm a royal prince after all" Jin laughs and I laugh with him
"a prince who joined a multi-family gang just to kill my family members one by one"
"I'm just getting my justice" Jin said
"well... it's not like I'm stopping you guys" I said and scroll back to my phone
"even a royal prince can also be a hero." He said
"what's the catch?" Jimin asks coming to us who's only wearing a towel around his waist
"Nice Abs!" I whistle and he winks
"well I always work out so I deserve this"
"psh, you always work out alright, but skipping meals was the big impact" Jin laughs
"hyung!" Jimin said
"what?, it's true, you only eat 1 meal in 10 days just to keep the abs so you can screw women more right?"
"shut up hyung!" He blushes at his statement
"Jimin is a fuckboy" Jin confirms
"oh my god..." I said and pretend to be shock
"stop pretending to be innocent (Y/N), you even let Taehyung feel you up" Jimin said making Jin choke on his saliva
"what?!" Jin laughs loudly
"I couldn't say no to free Milk Tea so" I shrug after saying my statement
"everybody is horny-" Jin stops at me while laughing
"don't say that word!, look at his boner!" Jin points at Jimin's boner and I laugh as well
"well everybody has their 'special needs' so it's normal right?" Jin shakes his head
"not really, Jimin go back to your room, you're ruining the moment" He said and Jimin stucks his tounge out
"it's not like I'll masturbate right?, continue your work (Y/N)" he said and sits down next to Jin
"but you're so worked up" I laugh
"it's true tho, but I can't leave an interesting scene" he said
I roll my eyes and open the convo that I had with someone
'BUNNY♡'
that name really brings back our old memories
until the bullshit came.