The end

I feel I am underwater, drowning in a sea and surrounded by marine creatures. My hands and legs hang upward while my eyes are fixed on the shining sun above the water.

  There is no more pain or the feeling of being betrayed. Somehow there is solace in death, I didn't think there will be such peace while my soul is leaving my mortal body.

I have loved and experienced what it feels like to be loved but that same love is an arrow that has pierced through my chest. In that last minutes, I got to see the face of the one who gave me hope, the hope of freedom.

That is enough to give me all the peace I ever yearned for even in the afterlife.