Chapter 1

For a blind person I was lucky cause I can imagine how would I look like if I can see myself. I imagined I have small eyes,pointed nose and a small mouth. you wanna know my trick? I always touch my face as if I know how would I look like, If I only knew.

"Milah I want you to meet somebody." my mom told me, even though I am adopted my mom would always treat me as if I was her child until she had her own child Siarah

my so-called younger sister.

"Milah this is Train Wood, The Wood family are our next door neighbor" she said I didn't speak cause I was too shy for a 14 year old.

"Milah show some manners" my mom scolded me so I have no choice but to speak.

"Hi I am Milah Greendale, Nice to meet you" I said calmly. Both my parents treated me like this ever since my younger sister was born.

"Hey Train! My name is Siarah Greendale" my younger sister interrupted.

"Milah now that I officially introduced you to them you can get upstairs I want Siarah and train to get to know each other" she whispered to me mom is always like this she always likes siarah .oh i completely forgot Siarah's the original daughter. I quickly went upstairs and I managed not to get tripped.

"So your eldest daughter is blind?" I heard somebody spoke downstairs "She's not my daughter She's just adopted" my mom said "Oh I see you know I have someone who can donate her eyes for your daughter, It such a waste to give it to somebody I don't know personally" she said I was really happy! finally I could see. "No thanks Veronica. It might have cost me a fortune" my mom said and the smile from my mouth disappeared. I have no choice but to quickly get down stairs and went to the garden.This is the only place I could express my feelings.

"I wish i could see you" I said as I touch the flowers. "Well you can imagine you can see them" somebody said so obviously I freaked out "Who's there I know I am blind but I can kick somebody's ass off!!" i said threatening the stranger who spoke. "easy there girl" the strange voice spoke

"Who are You? If you are planning to kill me I have no plan to stop you" i said

"What?! I am not that kind of person I am Train by the way" he said

"Shouldn't you be inside I thought you wanna talk with Siarah" i told him

"Nah I don't wanna talk to your sister she's kinda boring She always love to talk about Gucci's and stuff" he said with a disgusted tone

"Oh Yeah right that's totally my sister" i told him emphasizing the "totally" word.

and that's how I met Train Wood the boy next door we have been the best of friends for a long long time now for almost 5 years until now. We have been through a lot like sneaking outside the house and going somewhere away from the city.

"Hey Milah" "Hey Milah" train said while poking me "What now?!" i said angrily "yup you're still alive, as I was saying what are your plans for your 18th Birthday?"he asked,yup you are guessing right train is a year older than me which kinda pisses me off.

"I don't know maybe I'll jump off a cliff" i said sarcastically "Hey don't say things like that" he said "What?! I am just joking" i said laughing my heart out "you really think i'm that pathetic? My god! Train you're really gullible" i said then he suddenly cupped my face and then here we go again another round of 'Milah's heart beating rapidly Episode I don't know because it happened a lot for 5 years' , I knew I liked train like a year ago I just don't know when it started but I have no plans on telling him cause he might not have the same feeling towards me so I am just contented for owning the title 'TRAIN WOOD'S ONLY BESTFRIEND' and I am kinda satisfied with that cause who wouldn't be right? but it would be better if we are more than friends but I don't have huge expectation for that to happen cause I am blind I haven't seen his face nor my face but I am Happy and contented with my unrequited love. I mean like hey I am the only bestfriend of this asshole.

"Just don't say that kind of stuff okay?" he said calmly then he let go. okay what was that? and he here we go again with another episode of 'MILAH'S HEART BEATING RAPIDLY'

"as I said what are you planning for your birthday?" he asked breaking the silence

"I don't know" i told him

"Let's throw a birthday party together just the two of us and I have a really special gift that would really i mean like really make you happy" he said "Okay make sure that it would REALLY make me happy" i told him

My birthday is on Wednesday which means we have two days to go before my birthday and I am really excited about it, just by thinking what would be Train's gift for me.

"Milah I have to go now My mom's waiting for me" he told me

"Yeah sure be careful" i told him

"Yeah I will you too" he said before shutting the door which means he already got out of the garden.

Then I wondered....What would the real world would look like,What would be the feeling to see the bare sunlight, I wish I could see. I wish to see everything and I really wish to see Train what he looked like. What would his face looked like if he smiles,laugh and even when he's sad.

And I also wondered what would it feel like if he left me.