Prologue

I don't know who I am, cause I am adopted.

I am not loved, cause my parents abandoned me.

I can't see light,cause I am blind.

I can always see darkness, cause darkness is my only friend.

Until I met him, my bestfriend, the only one who cares for me, the one who truly loved me, but what if he doesn't remember me?, but what if he doesn't care for me anymore?, he made a promise he said he would marry me when we grow up.

Now that he is gone, I don't know who I am anymore now that no one loves me. I think the heavens cursed me.

I always wanted to die but something pushes me not to do it because of him, another man whom I think loves me but I know he will soon leave me someday and I will be alone again.

What's life anyway?

I probably should die.