Yusheng knew that all the people here were the one whom she can trust with her life and because she was naive she had lost them before.
Yes, it was because of her that this valley known through out the world perished to nothing. And these very people here sacrificed their life for her.
She closed her eyes as she knew the pain and rage she felt could be seen in her eyes. She didn't want to overwhelm them with her emotions.
She knew, her current behavior contrasted a lot from a day earlier and some would even suspect her for being not same person, but the people here treasured her so much that the first thing they would think was about her safety despite the changes.
This life she will make sure to protect them was her inner thoughts. After calming her emotions, she opened her eyes and stood up gently she held zhu mama and first elder on each arm motioning them to stand.
Elders, mama I know and I understand...please sit I have more to share.
After everyone took their seat and calmed their emotions, they looked at Yusheng motioning to share what she had in her mind.
"I promise you in every situation I will put my safety first. But I also would like to remind you that sometimes situation may seem grave and I might be in precarious position.
But no matter what I want you to trust me as I will not let myself die, even if hanging by a thread of breathe...I will return to you so do not make any hasty decisions in those moments. Most importantly do not ever think of sacrificing yourself, as long as you are safe I will come back to you. Always think of your safety first..like you all, I have lost a lot and you all here are what now remain, if you were to sacrifice yourself, you may find relief but I will be forever damned for not being to protect you and be the cause of your end.
Sometimes plans and things may change in someway due to unforeseen situation, at that time be calm and trust me, be safe....knowing you trust me and you are safe, no matter what I will come to you, even if I have to crawl from underworld I will, because I know you have put your trust that I will come home and that you are waiting for my return.