Feelings

James gasped. There was a piercing feeling that hurt his heart. James' chest ached when he learned about the condition of his future child who was very vulnerable to miscarriage. If Selena eats something that is not good for her womb or is too tired, it will definitely cause a miscarriage. James must be more aware of Selena's condition so that Selena can give birth to her baby.

"Then what should I do?" James asked. "Are there any tips so that during pregnancy, my wife's womb is maintained and my baby is growing well?"

"Of course there is." The doctor nodded, his eyes so focused as if he was channeling something through his eyes. "The main requirement to create a comfortable atmosphere and support the health of mother and babies during pregnancy is to make them feel calm. There should be no stress. Even though the mother and baby have adequate nutrition, if they are stressed, they will find health problems. Especially for the babies."

James felt a little insinuated, on the one hand what the doctor said was confirmed without any hidden meaning behind his explanation.

Selena and James couldn't get along because James was stiff and rigid. How can James give Selena inner happiness if he can't love Selena? Giving hundreds of dollars to buy a Chanel or Louis Vuitton bag won't be enough. Selena needs domestic harmony to push her mood for the better.

"So... If I get angry can stress her out?" asked James, he hesitated a little when he asked. His voice was also lowered to cover his embarrassment.

"Yes, of course, Sir. It is not permissible for us to yell and scold a pregnant mother. This can stress the mother, after all if the mother does not want to obey to be advised to maintain a diet and sleep then we just need to let the mother until she adjusts and knows when she can eat and move."

The doctor then wrote something down on the paper. "I will give you a recipe, this is not a prescription but a food recipe. This recipe is useful for Mrs. Selena who is pregnant, the early trimester of pregnancy is the time when a mother experiences morning sickness. If you use regular food recipes, the mother will definitely feel nauseous and They don't like the smell and the taste is too strong according to them. So this is a recipe that is safe and can be consumed well by Mrs. Selena."

James took the paper. There was a complete record of what James had to give to Selena to support the complete nutrition of Selena and their baby.

"Thank you, and one more thing. Can you help me monitor my wife's food supply and lifestyle while she is pregnant?" James asked.

"Of course I can. But we also have to adjust each other's schedules. Because I also have similar activities with other patients. But don't worry, we will find a solution together."

James looked relieved. He wasn't used to this yet. Unlike learning how to do business, how to take care of someone pregnant requires experience and patience that is different from usual.

Just as James was about to leave his seat and take Selena home, another thought made James feel compelled to say this to the doctor treating Selena's condition.

"What's wrong Mr. James? Is there something bothering you right now regarding Mrs. Selena's condition?" the doctor asked.

"Yeah there's something I'm still thinking about, and it's about 'that'." James said the matter with a bashful look. Like a teenager who wants to express his feelings to his crush.

At first, the doctor was surprised and confused about what the word 'that' meant to James. But after thinking about it again within a few seconds, the doctor immediately understood and could guess what exactly the 35-year-old man was trying to ask.

"Just tell me everything you think you need to ask me, there's nothing to be afraid of if it has anything to do with Mrs. Selena's health company and your baby," said the doctor.

After hearing the doctor's words, James finally understood and ventured to ask the doctor about it. Yes, of course it's related to sex. James, who is facing a situation like this for the first time, is of course confused and if directed by someone who understands such things.

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Not long in the hospital, Selena finally regained consciousness and was able to be brought back home to rest. The knock on the phone has also allowed Selena to go home because nothing dangerous has happened to her. Selena fainted from the shock of exhaustion and nausea running through her body. Other than that, Selena is actually okay.

Selena who had regained consciousness, was slowly carried back into the car and back to their house. Selena had wondered why she could faint and so on, then the doctors and nurses who handled Selena's condition finally explained her condition now. There was a feeling of happiness mixed with confusion that was felt by Selena after she found out that she was pregnant.

Now that Serena and James were in the car, they had been silent until now and didn't say anything. James was pleased with the news that he would soon be a father, but of course the shame and prestige he had inside of him made the words he wanted to say impossible.

"From now on I will treat you better, but don't think that this is all a form of love. Because I don't have feelings for you at all," James said to Selena starting a conversation.

Selena, who had just adjusted herself after she stopped feeling dizzy, felt dizzy again after hearing James' words. This is actually not the right time to say things like that, Selena still feels dizzy and can't control her body entirely well. Maybe soon the woman will be emotional with the man who is her husband.

"Tsk, I know you don't love me. I don't love you either. Then why do you keep saying that nonsense?!" Selena snapped at James, Selena's emotions became unstable and made James silent.

James squeezed the gear stick in his hand, with his eyes straight ahead he continued to watch the road without taking his eyes off Selena. He tried to keep his emotions under control so as not to yell or scold Selena.

James gritted his teeth tightly, his hands gripping the gear stick as he breathed through his nose. James's breath felt so heavy and hot, it wasn't James if he was just being yelled at by someone other than Jessica.